16/03/2022
Selamat Hari Lahir, saya.
Celebrated my 29th humbly with my husband and my son. And nasi set tomyam that used to be our favorite budget food to celebrate our life during early marriage that used to cost us only RM25 for two people. In silence and warmth of our house. With loving hugs and laughters over Noah's cheekiness. And holding two confirmed employment offers from two big players in real estate industry in senior position, even. Crazy.
Oh Allah. You are being too sweet. If only that girl of 2016 knew this would be her life, she will strut her way in proud bulldozing broken trusts and generational traumas and pains gladly, knowing soon there would be bright light, blinding her way into her 30th.
For the souls i cherished on my way here, lend me your empathic time to let me heal. But first to breath as i was way beyond repair. Who would've thought i was all this while actually-struggling.
Selamat Hari Lahir, saya.
Saya sayang saya.
Saya perlu saya.
In due time,
- breath.
