29/03/2023
When I thought have lost it all
When I thought I'm the only one in the midst of the storm
Afflictions, depression, addiction,hatred becomes my virtue's
Nothing makes sense to me
Then I thought I might find pleasure and peace in death
I allowed the cold hand of death to be my comfort
I allowed myself to be engrossed with the believe that
*Death is better than disgrace*
Dragged, pulled by the devil itself
Losing my soul bit by bit thinking I was saving my life
Then this dim of light came
It looks big to me cause have been living in nothing but darkness
I walk further to see the source of light
As I try my new master beat me and talk me down
I saw my bad deeds
Then I lost all hope
A big side of me want to see the light
I want more than a ray of light
This time around I pulled a big force to see the light
I did all I could
Then the light came to me itself
The brightest of the light overshadow the darkness in the room
I ran to it but my master came again to drag me
I tried to pull out
I felt helpless
All I could shout was *light save me*
Light did save
He came through for me
Grant me freedom from devil my former master
Allows me to live in light
He came through for me
became the light of my life #
Abba lovers
