My OCD Life - podcast

04/12/2024

Today, my dad would have been 72. Happy birthday Dad!

I poured my heart into my father's eulogy last week. It was an honor of a lifetime. I wanted to share it with you all. I hope you will enjoy hearing about this special man & be inspired by his kind heart. Link in bio!

RIP Stephen John Ward (1952-2024)

09/09/2024

Let's normalize not criticizing the church unless we ourselves are becoming part of the solution.

There's a lot to criticize. But there's even more to actualize.

Be more consumed with divine love than human disappointment.

01/09/2024

12/08/2024

Shout to Laura Cagle for the excellent shots I got from a my session with Tristen Gressett!

31/05/2024

True spirituality vibrates on a high frequency & even "negative" emotions are used to reinvigorate it's high vibration.

High vibration is never fake. It is authentic life being released from one's unduplicatable soul.

Power can never obtain it.
Thus, it attracts power.

Riches can never buy it.
Thus it attracts riches.

Beauty can never obtain it.
Thus it attracts beauty.

High vibration is the highest currency.

It is the royalty of our God ordained life.

22/05/2024

15/05/2024

When the high vibration of divine love is dominant, it becomes the lens through which everything is seen & felt. All things become clearer & filled with the substance of the consciousness of divinely personal adequacy.

When the low vibration of religion is felt, the opposite happens unto permanent inadequacy.


Everyone

14/05/2024

God can't comfort you in areas you falsely comfort yourself in through emotional bypassing.


Everyone

13/05/2024

Happy Mother's Day to all the Mothers of the world! We literally wouldn't be here without you!

08/05/2024

Criticism is important. But what is more important is a positive vision that is the means of correction. Otherwise, one's criticism is just blind, self-righteous negativity. It is a lust for power in some form without the sacrifice and patience of self-examination.

06/05/2024

04/05/2024

02/05/2024

New episode resuming where the last one left off but also VERY different:

An experiment in "Life Force".

In this episode, Josh conducts an experiment with himself and the podcast. Total reliance on "life force". ...

01/05/2024

01/05/2024

The foundation of virtue is life.

Seeing & choosing to embrace this is love: witnessing & embracing that our nature desires truthful unity of wholeness that animates all boldness as a form of humility: it is being in awe of the divine life vested in us TO LIVE AS LIGHT.

This is NOT a life of virtue but THE VIRTUE OF LIFE. In cultivating this shift, trust in God & ourselves skyrockets.

Thus self-righteous distrust in ourselves only stands in our way.

29/04/2024

The usual suspects...

27/04/2024

I choose to be positive, not because the world is positive or that life is fair, but precisely because life is none of these things. I must create my world based on whatever good I have been entrusted with as a spiritual rebellion to this world.

The pursuit of safety & survival dominates most people's minds and impoverishes every soul to generic emptiness as a consequence. It is the heart that believes that this life is more than it's struggles that alone is able to transcend it's pain & learn what it means to individually thrive in intimate, unduplicatable joy within oneself with rich presence of light.

25/04/2024