Entering 2024 as a wife🤍🪩🥂 I married my best friend❤️🔥
A sporty OOTD ft @maacieofficial Maternity tennisSkirt! Its made of a soft Quick-Dry material & has Pockets! Def. a look #rainbowbaby #26weekapregnant #maternityfashion #maacieofficial
Today is extra special not only because of Valentine’s Day but because today marks 20 weeks with our sweet rainbow baby growing inside my womb🥹sometimes I still can’t believe this blessing came so soon after our loss. You little one have been such a blessing + we are all soo anxious to meet you, find out what you’ll be + watch Kai be the best big brother.You’re half baked little babe🤎 I can’t believe we’ve made it this far already! It’s flown by so quick. We love you soo sooo much and can’t wait to meet you👼🏼🙏🏼🕊️#rainbowbaby #20weekspregnant #halfbaked #halfwaytobaby #holisticmama #rainbowafterthestorm
19 weeks + 1 day with our little rainbow baby🥹🤎 crazy how time feels like it’s flying by. The days of continuous nausea seem to finally be behind us. I’ve been feeling baby’s kicks for few weeks but now they’re getting stronger + I get to share the joy and miracle moments with Papi + best of all , your BIG brother Kai. There’s no better feeling🕊️🤍 ....#rainbowbaby #mama #motherhoodunplugged #motherhoodrising #19weekspregnant
Thank you @pinkblushmaternity! OBSESSED is an understatement🤎this dress can be worn on or off your shoulders, be dressed up or down an quality is out of this worlds. The material is silky soft and sooo comfy💫 @pinkblushmaternity #pinkblushmaternity #pbambassador #prettyinpinkblush
Late post🙈 thank you @kiisfm !
Super grateful to have partnered with King of Christmas this year🤎🎄 #kingofchristmas #magical #christmas #tistheseason #minimalcheistmas
If you have a little one under 12, & it’s a rainy day, run to in and grab a free hot cocoa🤎🌧 #innout #hotcocoa
Obsessed with my new shoes🤍❄️ #converse
You know what that means…it’s time to decorate for my favorite time of the year🎄🤍💫 #latepost #happynovember
Wearing the stunning Zimmermann💫
Finally got my hands on this beauty🤎❄️ @Stanley_brand
This is not a pregnancy announcement.
This is the other side. The trying for months side, peeing on three sticks to be sure and hoping that dark pink line appears + you get a ‘PREGNANT’ digital result. This is anxiously waiting to tell people, not wanting to say anything until we knew 'for sure', until it was 'confirmed'.
As a mother, It comes naturally and almost immediately. No matter how small, I already loved the little baby that was taking shape in my womb. I knew you were in there. I didn't need a confirmation to start planning for you, to create the vision of you in our family. I didn't need a 'confirmation' to love you little one. Logan would talk about how he’d play with you and what your name would be.
Friday early morning, I got up to use the restroom + a gush of blood came out. I stood over the toilet sobbing. After another day of cramps and bleeding, I knew. I knew in my heart that you wouldn't be with me much longer Or that you possibly had already left me. Blood HCG tests were ordered + confirmed that my levels had significantly dropped.
As I walked to my car after my blood draw, I felt a bit embarrassed by the tears that fell. What did I have to be so sad for? I never felt the baby, or even saw it. I was barely pregnant + you can't be said over something that barely happened, right?
WRONG. I wasn't barely pregnant. I WAS pregnant. I miscarried. Those things really happened. And that's why I felt them so fully.
I’m grieving. Grieving the loss of what 'could have been'. Another kind of grief comes with a miscarriage, at least it has for me. I am mourning the loss of the innocence in assuming a positive pregnancy test means a baby. I also mourned the trust I had in my body. Thinking my body failed me. It will take time, + reminders, for me to accept that my body did what it was supposed to do. Logically, I know that - for a life that was not viable or for
