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I’m an overall artsy person and fitness professional. I love blogging, photography, modeling, and

16/12/2023

Another amazing outfit by !! I just can’t get enough 🤤

15/12/2023

It’s a great day for lingerie 😜

13/12/2023

🦩 😂 😝

08/12/2023

I can’t get enough of these pants! I bought them in every color 🥰😍

07/12/2023

This new outfit I just bought is freaking CUTE!! 🥰 I wish you could see how blingy it is 🥹💎✨

05/12/2023

I’m back and out of my depression spell! I’m still not looking forward to the holidays, but I’m not going to stay down because of them either.

30/11/2023

I’ve been struggling over the last day or so psychologically following my bday fun. I know it makes no sense… I had the BEST birthday of my life, I’m living the dream working for myself, and living my best personal life… yet I’m struggling with severe depression and dysphoria. If you weren’t previously aware, I have bipolar and I’m on some pretty potent meds for it. I’m open regarding this struggle for numerous reasons and the biggest one is I have the ability to share this struggle with many to educate so it’s less stigmatized and better understood. It is legitimately a disease and more people need to understand it’s not a negative state of mind, it doesn’t necessarily have a reason for existing and there isn’t always a fix for it. Sometimes you’ve just gotta ride it out and let your brain swing the other way. That’s the life of having bipolar and maybe one day it will be curable. At least I’m hella awesome at faking a smile! I feel empty like the 3rd pic rn while typing this… sitting on my closet floor wiping away tears. Only 2.8% of the population have it in the US so it’s kinda rare and feeling alone is quite easy. Just remember it’s a disease, things aren’t as bad as they appear.

27/11/2023

Tomorrow is my birthday!! If you haven’t checked out my links please do so! The ♥️ link is my wishlist 🥹☺️🥰😘 also, this girl can race!! I went to a race track over the weekend for my bday and it was a BLAST!!! Stay tuned for my next post today where I show off my fastest lap!!!

25/11/2023

My birthday is November 28!! Check the link in my bio for my wishlist! It’s the ♥️ icon 😃 also, low rise ftw amr?! 😍

24/11/2023

Are you braving the crowds today or shopping at home?! I’m ready to hit the shops! This is today’s shopping outfit. Can you spot my thong color? 😉 😜 😘

21/11/2023

Do you need a helper in your kitchen this turkey day? 🦃 🍲 🥧🍗 🥂

19/11/2023

Remember to love who you are today 🫶🏼🤍💋

15/11/2023

Here’s another uhmazing bikini by !! Hit up the ❤️ link in my bio to see it and more 😃

08/11/2023

Have I ever told I have excellent balance? I’m still clumsy AF though 😆

05/11/2023

I need help making the bed 🥹

01/11/2023

Wow what a bikini!! I love love this swimwear so much and you can save 20% off! Just use code RAYNE at checkout! Check the pics for the URL, my story for the link and the bio for the link!

31/10/2023

Happy Halloween 🎃 👻

24/10/2023

I took a break from racing to take a few fun pics. Always enjoy your socks while the white parts are still pristine white 😂

23/10/2023

It’s shower time! Who wants to hop in with me?! 🥹 🚿 🧼

18/10/2023

Tatted up and I need moooooore!! 😂 I’m really thinking I want to start my left sleeve and make it Nintendo themed!! Whatcha think?!

16/10/2023

Been having comfy cozy weather in Vegas lately 🥰 who’s ready for fall and the holiday season?!

13/10/2023

Photo shoots and video shoots galore!!! New fun pics coming to my insta and links in the bio 😘

10/10/2023

Sometimes I need an afternoon ☕️ to keep me going 🥱😀

09/10/2023

I rented out the restaurant for this picture 😜

05/10/2023

I had to do it! This still isn’t accurate as to what I’d look like if I were cis, but it’s a lot of fun regardless. Have you done one yet?!

04/10/2023

Yeah I woke up like this and yes I need 🤓 😆

03/10/2023

Blondes 👱🏼‍♀️ have more fun 🤩

This is what I do when I’m waiting for massive amounts of content to upload to a new Dropbox folder. Like 3-4 years worth…. Imma hafta upgrade my Dropbox subscription lol. I take numerous pics and videos EVERY day so my library is quite huge. Currently I’ve added 14,600+ photos and 3600+ videos to my Apple Photos account over the last 4 years alone 😂 😂 😂 what are your pic and video library totals? I showed you mine, now show me yours 😜 🙃

01/10/2023

It’s finally that time of year! ‘Tis the season of fall! I can wear yoga pants without sweating my ass off 😂 and I may not look it but I’m baked out of my mind rn haha. I do my best work whilst high. I love mornings like this 😋

30/09/2023

I’m really really going to miss this mirror!! I’m helping a friend move today and while I’m so excited for her new adventure and beautiful new apartment, I’m really sad to leave this mirror behind 😆🥺😢

26/09/2023

I’ve been so busy lately being a little social butterfly 🦋 I’ve had quite a few friends in town, I’ve partied and drank a little, and even kicked some ass in pool! 🎱 (I’ve legit taken it up as a hobby) now those friends are gone and it’s time to get back at it!

22/09/2023

I’ve just discovered I’ve gained 10lbs over the past few months. I wonder where it went 🤔 and yes I’m watching Big Bang Theory 😝

18/09/2023

Yeah I’m not really in Fort Lauderdale in this pic 😂 I’m having such a fun time I’ve not been taking many pics! I’m on a small private vacation if you didn’t already see 🤩 I hope everyone is pumped for this upcoming week! I’m back on a mental high again (the only good part regarding having bipolar), so I’m looking to be very productive! I’ll be working on a few new videos and creating a lot more social media content to make up for my absence once I get back home on the 21st 🤩 I’m so refreshed already and my trip still has a few days left! 😃

17/09/2023

Sorry I’ve been a little missing lately, I went on a mini vacation to Fort Lauderdale to visit friends and adopted family members. It may be anti trans territory, but fck it (giggidy), I’m going to visit anyway! Swipe to see my newest ink along with a touch up of that rough heal mushroom tattoo from earlier this year.

Btw, this SoFlo humidity makes my hair go P**F lol (I forgot my leave in conditioner at home 😩)

13/09/2023

I’m off to South Florida!! Wish me luck 😬 but that beach though 🤩🥳 🏝️ 🌞

10/09/2023

If there’s one thing I’m good at, it’s a fake smile. That’s exactly what’s happening in these pics. I’ve been fighting depression for a few days and today it hit kinda hard. So hard I had a panic attack. Luckily my friend Mr ma*****na v**e was nearby to save the day. Now I’m stoned af typing this out cause that happened only minutes before posting this. But I’ve gotta work, so work I shall. Gimme some hug emojis in the comments please 🙏🏼 I really need it today

08/09/2023

Been a little preoccupied lately, my B 😆 getting back to it and working on finishing that YT video!…. Finally, lol

05/09/2023

Did you expect me to be more of a party girl or a homebody?

I’ve been going out a loooooot lately and I’m loving it! I’m discovering I’m not very much of a homebody but more of a party girl.

01/09/2023

Has anyone else fallen in love with the new game Starfield?! Cause I sure have!! See the last pic for my hot AF character 😜

31/08/2023

Feeling oh so stylish 👛 👗 👠

30/08/2023

If good girls bend at the waist, then what do bad girls do? 😈

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Practice laps at the Las Vegas Motor Speedway with @dreamracing for my birthday!! 🥳 🎂 I was driving a yellow Toyota Supra (which I plan to buy within the next year 🤩)

Vlog March 13, 2023 - moved again and lost a friend

Vlog - 2 - 2/15/23 #mentalhealthawareness #bipolarawareness

Vlog 2-15-23

I found my bag of bikinis!! Woohoo! It may be winter outside but I’m doing more bikini shoots cause that’s what Florida girls do 😋

Just a little video log update. I’ve had a bad day and dysphoria is kicking my ass. It’s really hard to post these anymore because everyone expects me to be so “perfect” but I’m far from it. I struggle a lot more than you think. The difference is I don’t give up like others do, I persevere.

Comfy gaming time 🦃

Xbox (Forza Horizon and ???) come chill

Fitness Q & A with Xbox games

Gaming PC gone... ready to save up for a new one!

Bored, come chat

Gaming PC gone... ready to save up for a new one!

I'm stooooned, come chill

Chill time with HottRayne. Playing New World!!

New Home Setup

Unwind and chat with me.

Time to chilllllll, come hang

Random games, laughs and shooting the sheet

Chilling 'N Chatting

Shootin' the you know what

Making dreadlock extensions

Dreadlock install, makeup and squashing first stream bugs

I got the idea to create this on a whim, maybe I should do this more frequently? It’s kind of fun. Oh how I miss streaming to twitch! I need a gaming laptop

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A Trans Girl’s Story

I’ve felt like a girl since before I can remember. I only recently felt safe enough to deal with the trauma encompassing who I really was. I was taught to ignore these feelings because it was the devil trying to influence me. It was deception and the devil wanted nothing more than to remove males from the equation so he could take more souls to hell (no joke). I was forced to do boy stuff instead. When I expressed my feelings and EXTREME discomfort with wearing male church clothes, or not getting the pretty toys I wanted for Xmas, I was physically and verbally abused into submission. I was forced to BE what they thought I should be. I was not allowed to think for myself, express my opinion or feelings. I was beaten, at 5 years old, until I put on that boy suit I hated SO much so I could be shown off at church.

There were many many other abusive events that discouraged me from being who I was, and conforming to what everyone else wanted. This caused me to ignore the side of me that felt so happy and natural. By the age of 13, my misery was in full tilt. I started to pull away from reality and I even started to reject myself as everyone else did. I quit creating art, I quit trying to make friends, I quit most things computer-related, I started to create a creature to be. I became overly obsessed with growing muscle. Both for protection from my oppressors, both foreign and domestic, and in hopes that people would accept me if I became more the huge bodybuilders I had stumbled across on the internet.

This took me down a path that I seriously regret, and it has taken nearly a year of therapy to remember the person I really was. My therapy has been extremely painful. I had to relive every traumatic event in order to come to terms with it and move it to a safer place in my head. 2019 has been the hardest year of my life, even harder than the years when I was homeless, but it has reminded me of the beautiful butterfly that was never allowed to emerge from its cocoon. This has brought me such extreme happiness, relief, and self-esteem I didn’t know existed.

This page is about the butterfly. The goofy, intelligent, determined, thoughtful, ultra kind, creative, and intuitive problem solver of a butterfly I was supposed to grow up as. I hope you like my page, but if you don’t, then you don’t have to stay either. I will be me moving forward, no matter what anyone else thinks 😁

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I'm stooooned, come chill

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Time to chilllllll, come hang

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Making dreadlock extensions

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