10/07/2021
Days 8 & 9: The thought popped into my head yesterday that one way I can honor myself is by being intentional about bringing beauty into my life. I’m not talking about cosmetic products or consuming material goods, necessarily. But rather doing small things like hanging some of the artwork I have stacked up in a corner, or making a healthy, beautiful meal and enjoying it without distraction.
I’ve noticed I tend to procrastinate on these little tasks because a. I’m too busy, b. I would rather be working out, and c. when I explore this just a little deeper, I can see I don’t feel worthy of a beautiful home, a beautiful life.
Intellectually I know I’m just as worthy as the next person, although that understanding has yet to travel from my head to my heart. But, getting out on my paddle board this morning and enjoying the sun, water and wildlife (mostly birds and jellyfish) helped me get just a little closer to truly loving myself.