09/09/2022
I must admit it's hard to adjust to this new situation...or watever...but I'm slowly finding myself,...its peaceful...quiet...a big relief...Slowed down alot...my life is exciting, bored, content....alot of pressure...Simple s**t seems fun again....but I hold it all inside...and smile....all while doing this alone!!!
Accomplished alot but still feel void....the substitute was my reason and purpose for the flamboyant bliss....A craving for more...it to be not real...geeeesh I'm awake...ughhh it's sucks but feels good too....the rub is crazy!!!! AGAIN??,....ASK MY
SUB-CONSCIOUS...THAT N***A ALWAYS GO LEFT!!!
SMFH DAMN MANNNN!!!!