Hopes are Forever

23/11/2023

Dear people,
Sad news. Some of you know that I have an illness, but I never told the severity, because I didn't want to be pitied. I had several nice ideas for new videos, but I won't be able to make them. I will die soon. So literally no Hopes anymore - at least not on earth, I believe in the afterlife and I look forward to it. Just sad I can't make any more videos.

My channel will stay on YouTube, so you're always welcome to watch my old videos. Thank you for all your nice comments and support.

27/08/2023

It's online! Cagney and Lacey - The One Who Loves You Now: https://youtu.be/FemvClE5-YI
The story of this video: Christine finds out she prefers women. Mary Beth's marriage ends, because she is secretly in love with her, but she doesn't dare to tell her. In this video, she finally takes the step...
&Lacey

Cagney & Lacey femslash, le***an fanvideo. Welcome (back) to this alternate universe!The story of this video: Christine finds out she prefers women. Mary Bet...

23/08/2023

Coming up soon, hopefully next week: Femslash video Cagney and Lacey - The One Who Loves You Now! 😊😍💞
&Lacey

11/07/2023

I have made a new video! It's not femslash though, just a short, funny, action video: These Boots. I love Christine's & Mary Beth's boots. :-)
https://youtu.be/lPYT0ODUhFo
&Lacey

Cagney & Lacey fan video. This time not femslash, but just a short, funny, action video based on These Boots Are Made For Walkin' from Nancy Sinatra.Enjoy, a...

22/05/2023

Okay. I'm upset and very disappointed . Before beginning making my video, I checked the song Please Forgive Me on youtube: many covers, some karaoke versions. So, it was allowed, right? I worked on the video for 7? 8? weeks despite being ill. So proud when i uploaded, I achieved it, 8 or 9 months after my last video. And so happy and thankful, the video had already 2K views and 44 likes.
Today I got a copyright strike. 🥺😢😢 My video has been taken offline. This is worse than the copyright ID claim I got before. It can't be fixed.

18/05/2023

Beautiful... Sharon telling about the moment she first realized what impact Cagney & Lacey had on women...

Watch full video here: https://youtu.be/7BIPcP5gDDg

22/04/2023

It's online: Cagney and Lacey - Please Forgive Me!
The story: Christine and Mary Beth realize they are in love, but Mary Beth is torn between her feelings for Christine and Harvey, breaks up several times but comes back again. In her lonely periods, Christine desperately tries to find comfort in the arms of men and a woman. But they can't stop loving each other… In this song, Christine cries her heart out....
I hope you will love the video!
https://youtu.be/9FDVKXSUlWg
&Lacey /f

Cagney & Lacey le***an, femslash fan video. Welcome (back) to this alternative universe!The fragments in this video go all the way, chronologically, from the...

17/04/2023

Finally! I can announce that a new video, Please forgive me, will probably get uploaded in 1 or 2 weeks. 😊💞

25/02/2023

The other video I have made in the beginning, Dating Who...? I hope you like this one too, and don't mind the 2 little playful winks to the erotic. 😇

14/02/2023

Happy Valentines Day!
Unfortunately, I’m having a huge setback so I still couldn’t begin making the new video I planned. Still I want to treat you something today.
At the start, I made 2 video’s which I took offline later because I didn’t like the quality. I was figuring out the program and the techniques, and more important, youtube’s database gave at every song I could think of that it would be blocked in almost all the world. So I was bound to dull free music without lyrics. I tried to make the best of it. Only later I discovered that the database’s information was outdated, the songs didn’t get blocked at all! I only let Dinner stay on my channel.
Here the first video I made, Change of Hearts. When I look at it now, I think it has it’s own kind of fun. Hope you agree.

23/01/2023

Hi everyone, thank you so much for your responses. They have made me change my mind: I will not delete this page!

15/01/2023

Hi everyone, I want to inform you that I will remove this page soon. Not my channel though! I will go on making video's, whenever I can. Thank you for your kind responses! See you on my channel.

20/12/2022

Best wishes! 💝☃️

30/11/2022

Unfortunately, my health is not good enough to work on a new video. But I will start a.s.a.p.! Youtube considers a channel dead when you don't upload for 3 months, so it has begun suppressing it. Nothing can be done about it. I have a nice idea for a new video though!

09/10/2022

A big new milestone: That's when I love you has reached the 10.000 views! As first of my video's. I'm happy!

Le***an Cagney & Lacey fanvideo. Welcome, or welcome back in my alternative universe where Christine and Mary Beth love each other! My last video's were from...

30/09/2022

I wrote a femslash fanfiction, hope you are able to read it: (cover I will make tomorrow):
&Lacey /f

Christine decides not to marry Dory MacKenna. She talks about it with Mary Beth, but what is wrong with her partner? Sh...

22/09/2022

Which one of my video's do you like best? 😊 My own choice is She. I'm curious about your choice!
Btw, my last video is doing very well; 1.6K views already and good watching percentage! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa_RNWH6a_VewpBWyn8v0vA/videos

15/08/2022

Good news! My new video is doing much better than the former. Watching numbers are same, but the watching percentage is 66,8 while the former was 33 or something if i remember correctly, and about 66% watch the video 'till the end! That's high on youtube.

Cagney & Lacey le***an femslash video. Welcome (back) to this alternative universe! The story of this video: Christine and Mary Beth had a relationship, but ...

12/08/2022

Finally, it's online! Cagney and Lacey - Fairytale.
The story of this video: Christine and Mary Beth had a relationship, but it ended and they were seperated. Desperate from hurt, Christine married. But Mary Beth was never for a second out of her thoughts… Will they ever find each other again?
&Lacey /f

Cagney & Lacey le***an femslash video. Welcome (back) to this alternative universe! The story of this video: Christine and Mary Beth had a relationship, but ...

08/08/2022

Did you also notice the frustrating fact that both Mary Beth and Christine ask each other to have dinner or a drink with them many times, and the other says no? It's really striking. In one of my earliest video's, Dinner..., I show what they really should have done 😉

When the Rain Begins to Fall: https://youtu.be/FsAjc_0EpI0Cagney and Lacey le***an fanvid. It is a mixture of fragments, photo's and text, telling a lovestor...

19/07/2022

After the disappointing chats of my last video (average watching percentage only 42,6%, 40% stopped watching in first 30 seconds, likes stuck at 21), I needed a break. Now I'm motivated again to begin working on a new video. It can take a while until it's finished though.

16/07/2022

Have a nice summer, everyone!

28/06/2022

Yes! Unbelievable, my blocked video is back online!

Cagney & Lacey le***an fanvideo. Christine is in love with Mary Beth, but Mary Beth is torn between her feelings for Christine and for Harvey. Christine is d...

25/05/2022

This is soo sweet! I have never seen a more fake kick on television. Sharon is obviously scared she will hurt the kid.😍

15/05/2022

Yesss, it's online: Cagney and Lacey - When the Rain Begins to Fall.
I tried some new editing-features again.

Cagney & Lacey le***an femslash video. Welcome (back) to this alternative universe! Mary Beth promises Christine she will be with her through sunshine... and...

14/05/2022

Coming online tomorrow! I'm really excited about it. 🙂😘

06/05/2022

I'm very disappointed, my video You are the One got blocked on youtube because of copyright. It's an A-Ha song, but I used the version that the youtube database at that time said it was allowed. But policies change. There is nothing I can do about it; asking for the rights costs big amounts of money, too much for a hobby I don't make any money with. I can just hope it will stay with only this one!
Anyway, the video has been online from July 20th 2020 and got watched 5424 times.

01/05/2022

I have begun working on a new video! Hope I can complete it quicker than the last one.

15/04/2022

A touching fragment from the first episode of Mary Beth's breast cancer...
&Lacey

12/04/2022

Does anyone know a song like She (https://youtu.be/NCRyCPtpkZU ) or That's When I Love You (https://youtu.be/w17rrR2Cd6I), the kind of song where I can find fragments for? I know Annie's Song, but there are too many lyrics in that I can't use.

Le***an Cagney & Lacey fanvideo. Welcome, or welcome back in my alternative universe where Christine and Mary Beth love each other! My last video's were from...

30/03/2022

It's online! Cagney and Lacey - The Look of Love.
https://youtu.be/v8GsYvmhbUI
&Lacey

Cagney & Lacey le***an femslash video. Welcome (back) to this alternative universe! Mary Beth notices how Christine looks at her...Enjoy, and if you do, like...

29/03/2022

Finally! Coming up tomorrow: Cagney and Lacey: The Look of Love!

27/03/2022

It's spring, and Christine and Mary Beth are already making plans for their vacation... 😉
&Lacey

11/03/2022

I have begun working on my new video! It will take a while until it's finished though.
&Lacey

10/03/2022

Welcome, new followers!

05/03/2022

I am back! With a friendly joke... What does Christine say about reading biographies...? 😉😂

25/01/2022

I hope to update this page again frequently from now again!

25/01/2022

The actress shares how "The View" helped her land a role in "Nip/Tuck" and discusses her decision to write the memoir, "Apparently There Were Complaints."Sub...

14/01/2022

It's online! Cagney and Lacey - Losing my mind
The story of this video: Christine and Mary Beth grow closer together and get into a very short relationship. But then Mary Beth tells she needs space because she doesn't want to lose her husband. Christine begins to doubt everything, even her own sanity...
https://youtu.be/MHTrjt6CHC8

Cagney & Lacey le***an femslash video. Welcome (back) to this alternative universe! The story of this video: Christine and Mary Beth grow closer together and...

12/01/2022

Finally! Coming up in 1 or 2 days: Cagney and Lacey - Losing my mind