That’s a wrap!
Thank you to those who engaged with my show.
Thank you to the amazing doctors I was lucky enough to get to interview.
Thank you to my amazing cast for your powerful performances.
Thank you to Evan Verrilli for your brilliant artwork.
Thank you to my wonderful bandmates in Real Blue Heartache Kids. We really got to stretch out for this.
This is just the beginning of a much longer and larger conversation.
I’m gonna take a minute, but you’ll be hearing from me soon enough.
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In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode six, Jack McGowan calls Oakland Athletics general manager, Sandy Alderson to inform him of the trouble Glenn is in.
By the early 90’s Glenn had been in and out of prison, drug addicted and was living on the streets of the Castro refusing help from loved ones. The Athletics sprang into action to help their former player.
Longtime A’s employee Pamela Pitts was in charge of finding support for Glenn. She set up a tab at Welcome Home restaurant where Glenn could charge meals to an account that the A’s paid every couple of weeks.
She also put him in touch with Marty’s place, a home for homeless people living with AIDS that was started by Father Richard Purcell to honor the memory of his brother who died from AIDS. For a man who spent his lifetime chasing love, acceptance and understanding, it was at Marty’s Place that he finally found them.
Learn more by listening to season three episode six, “Lovers In A Dangerous Time.” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed HIV illness, murder, homophobia, homophobic violence, racism, and drug use that may be a trigger to some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🎵: Real Blue Heartache Kids
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode six, Glenn talks about his declining status in San Francisco’s gay community.
Glenn’s sister, Elona, was murdered in 1983. In 1987, Glenn broke both his legs after being hit by a car. While recovering in the hospital it was revealed that Burke was HIV positive.
The Castro by the mid 80’s had become a surreal ghost town where sidewalks were crowded with young, zombie-like men walking with canes. Bathhouses and private sex clubs were closed.
Glenn, at this time, felt abandoned by the community that had once celebrated him despite others in the community trying to convince him otherwise.
Learn more by listening to season three episode six, “Lovers In A Dangerous Time.” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed HIV illness, murder, homophobia, homophobic violence, racism, and drug use that may be a trigger to some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode six, Dodgers GM, Al Campanis, offers Glenn a bonus to get married to a woman.
After Glenn’s 1977 rookie season, a season that included being the starting centerfielder in game one of the World Series, Burke took a meeting with Campanis in what he thought would be an assessment of his rookie campaign and his future with the ball club. The Dodgers knew Glenn was gay and had a plan to cover it up.
Campanis explained the Dodgers’ preference for having their players be married and their tradition of offering newlyweds a bonus to use for their honeymoons. The Dodgers offered Glenn $75,000, three times what he made that season, to marry a woman.
After Burke’s initial rejection of the offer, Campanis went on to explain how his career with the team could be in jeopardy if he went against their wishes. Glenn refused. The team has never publicly admitted or apologized for this bribe.
Learn more by listening to season three episode six, “Lovers In A Dangerous Time.” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed HIV illness, murder, homophobia, homophobic violence, racism, and drug use that may be a trigger to some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎶: Real Blue Heartache Kids
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode six, Glenn talks about the pressure he was under after realizing that he was gay.
Glenn realized he was gay at age 23 during his 1975 minor league season in Waterbury, CT. It was in that 1975 offseason that Burke made his first pilgrimage to San Francisco’s Castro district, one of America’s first predominantly queer communities. It was also during that offseason where Glenn met Michael Smith, the man who was to be Burke’s on-again/off-again lover for the next six years.
Smith, who thought himself somewhat of a queer activist, constantly pressured Glenn to come out during his playing career, a revelation that would have ended his career, and even went as far as trying to out him himself during game three of the 1977 World Series when he was heard telling others at Dodger Stadium that Glenn was his boyfriend.
Burke would spend most of the next five off seasons living with various friends in the Castro as a refuge between leading his double life as a closeted gay professional athlete.
Learn more by listening to season three episode six, “Lovers In A Dangerous Time.” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed HIV illness, murder, homophobia, homophobic violence, racism, and drug use that may be a trigger to some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎶: Real Blue Heartache Kids
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode five, attendant Engla Schey confronts Dr. McCormick about the condition in the wards.
Learn more by listening to season three episode five, “Are They Supposed To Be As Sick As You And Me?” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed mental illness, stigmatizing language, racism, assault and institutionalization that may be a trigger for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎶: Real Blue Heartache Kids
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
As we wrap up our month long discussion on American institutionalization projects this week, we begin to shift our focus to next month’s topic and series finale: the story of Glenn Burke, a former Major League Baseball player who was blacklisted from the league because he was a homosexual.
Enjoy this teaser clip from Heavy Head season three episode six, “Lovers In A Dangerous Time.” Full episode premieres Thursday, June first.
Catch up using the link on the homepage now.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
Music by: Real Blue Heartache Kids
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode five, nurse Kruelly demands Miss. Schey follows asylum orders of corporal punishment against a patient.
Physical assault and sexual abuse inside asylums was common place. Court and grand jury records document scores of deaths of patients following beatings by attendants. Hundreds of instances of abuse, falling just short of manslaughter, are similarly documented.
Reliable evidence, from hospital after hospital, indicates that these are but a tiny fraction of the beatings that occurred, day after day, only to be covered up by a tacit conspiracy of mutually protective silence.
Learn more by listening to season three episode five, “Are They Supposed To Be As Sick As You And Me?” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed mental illness, stigmatizing language, racism, assault and institutionalization that may be a trigger for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
Info/Picture: Bill of Rights Institute
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎶: Real Blue Heartache Kids
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode five, Dr. McCormick explains insulin shock treatment to Miss. Schey.
Out of sight from the public, desperate doctors experimented with new treatments. The new treatments that were attempted were based on speculation and often proved to be wrong. These treatments included: wet packs, wet shock, hydrotherapy, hot boxes, malaria fever therapy, chemically induced seizures, and chemically induced comas.
These experiments, though cruel, were done out of desperation. With no way to properly treat a growing number of people, anything doctors could do that might help their patients who were suffering was worth trying.
Learn more by listening to season three episode five, “Are They Supposed To Be As Sick As You And Me?” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed mental illness, stigmatizing language, racism, assault and institutionalization that may be a trigger for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎵: Real Blue Heartache Kids
Info: Bill of Rights Institute
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode five, nurse Katy Kruelly gives new attendant, Engla Schey, a rundown of life inside a psychiatric asylum in the late 1940’s.
Overcrowded and understaffed psychiatric wards were commonplace by the mid twentieth century. Those well enough were often forced to work menial labor jobs to keep asylums running, including caring for other patients.
This free labor was often disguised as part of “occupational therapy.” Without proper treatments of today along with a lack of understanding of how the brain works, the most wards could offer patients was custodial care of housing and feeding.
Learn more by listening to season three episode five, “Are They Supposed To Be As Sick As You And Me?” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ⚠️This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of progressed mental illness, stigmatizing language, racism, assault and institutionalization that may be a trigger for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎵: Real Blue Heartache Kids
Info: Bill of Rights Institute
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
⚠️TW⚠️ (Drug use/overdose) To celebrate being nominated for ‘Best Drama’ in the podcast division at the 2023 LA Webfest, we will take this time to highlight a few of our more dramatic moments from our first two seasons.
We go back to S2 EP5, “Hello In There.” David’s family stages an intervention prior to his death by overdose.
Catch up on old episodes using the link below.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎵: Real Blue Heartache Kids
For your consideration: Lawebfest
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
To celebrate Heavy Head Podcast being nominated for ‘Best Drama’ in the podcast division at the 2023 LA Webfest, we will take this time to highlight a few of our more dramatic moments from our first two seasons.
We go back to S2 EP2, “Mama’s First Love.” Evan voices his frustrations about his wife Megan’s indifference towards their baby daughter.
Catch up on old episodes using the link on the homepage.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
For your consideration: Lawebfest
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
In this week’s exclusive clip from season three episode four, Adam, reading from his deceased wife’s diary, shares the emasculation Japanese men were forced to endure while living in camps.
Living in camps was a humiliating experience, particularly for the men. Stripped of their jobs, homes, rights and freedoms, internees were forced to face their own vulnerabilities as they lost the ability to control their own lives. Control that, for many, was lost forever.
Learn more by listening to season three episode four, “If You Tolerate This, Your Children Will Be Next.” using the link below.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING:⚠️ This episode contains adult language, situations, and graphic depictions of PTSD, incarceration, and racism that may be a trigger for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised.
If you or someone you love is experiencing a psychiatric emergency and live in the United States, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 988 or text HOME to 741741 for free and confidential support 24/7/365.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
🎵: Real Blue Heartache Kids
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod
To celebrate being nominated for ‘Best Drama’ in the podcast division at the 2023 LA Webfest, we will take this time to highlight a few of our more dramatic moments from our first two seasons.
Today we go back to S1 EP4, “I Appear Missing.” Andrew voices his frustrations about his wife Kelly’s inconsistent approach to treatment for her bipolar disorder.
Catch up on old episodes using the link on the homepage.
🖼️: Evan Verrilli
For your consideration: Lawebfest
https://linktr.ee/heavyheadpod