Writings of Their Mother

10/08/2023

Can't buy the baby formula? Put the beers back. Can't buy diapers? Put the ci******es back. Can't afford new shoes and clothes for your child ? Stop getting your hair and nails done. Stop buying all that makeup, your child can't eat it . When you become a parent, it's ok to have fun. You're not expected to be miserable, but your children should come first in every way. If this offended you, get your priorities straight. Children don't ask to be born. You made that choice for them, so put them first

09/08/2023

G'morning cuties🩷🩷
Breakfast time!

09/08/2023

To my daughters father, my partner, and my best friend...
Thank you. I know it's not always easy. Not just in our relationship, but also in parenting twins. I know some days you feel overwhelmed, angry, stressed, and more. But I see the effort you put forward. I see how hard you're trying with everything on your plate. You're doing fantastic. Keep going forward, I'll be right by your side through it all. For better and for worse.
I see you working to better yourself, and I can see the progress. I'm so proud of you.
Keep your head up, handsome. I love you.♡

03/08/2023

I will never not be in awe at the fact that I had two whole babies in my belly at one point in time.😂❤️

03/08/2023

Be kind to your body, it does so much for you.
It takes a special kind of strength to grow, carry, and birth tiny humans.

01/08/2023

How did a blessing I had spent so many nights wishing for, come with so much bad luck afterwards...?

01/08/2023

You are both a love beyond compare. My heart has never felt so full.

01/08/2023

Everytime I hold you both in my arms, I'm reminded of how worthwhile you both were.
Every ounce of pain, every tear I've cried, everytime I felt like my heart was breaking... it was worth it for you.♡

01/08/2023

01/08/2023

Most days I can handle juggling two newborns just fine. I manage to maintain a cool temper and level head through the overwhelming duo of screaming infants. But sometimes it's not that easy. Sometimes I do get overwhelmed and angry, and I cry or get frustrated. I feel guilty after I cool off. Looking at their faces, so sweet and innocent. Their bright, curious little eyes looking around and at me... They rely on me. I am their safety. I provide food, love, warmth, and comfort. How could I have gotten so upset with my darling babies? The two little girls that I would kill for. That I would give my life for.
I carried them for 9 long months, and went through hell to bring them both into this world safe and healthy.
Postpartum hasn't been easy. Getting used to motherhood, and learning to care for two small babies. Some days feel almost lonely.. as if I have lost myself to being a mother. The woman I was seems like a distant memory. The postpartum changes to my body... my hips are wider, and my belly is stretch marked, deflated, soft and squishy. It makes me feel insecure sometimes. But I'm also working on learning to love it, as it has done so much for both me and my children.
It has created and brought life into this world. Twin pregnancy was one of the most difficult things I've ever experienced, but it was worth it. I have never loved the way I love my darling daughters.