18/05/2021
What’s up SQUADDD!
So I’m sure a lot of you have seen recently a big change in my vibe, my attitude, and my presence. I wish I could say everything was alright and mean it but it’s not, I thought creating a stream schedule would be good with helping me keep up with streaming and handling my business outside of streaming, idk how but it seems to be adding stress. Anyone who streams can tell you, we may look happy and everything while we’re streaming and we are, truly, because of our communities, YOU guys! For a lot of us, you guys as viewers and family are what allows us to have that little bit of relief, I’m not going to speak for others (although it applies to many streamers) but for me I started streaming to be able to spread some smiles, spread some laughs, make someone’s day a little bit better even if just for a moment because I’ve been in those darkest holes, I’ve needed that little bit of relief. ALOT. Lately, it’s been feeling more like a job than me just vibing and having fun. I think once I stopped a side hustle and started depending on stars and donos it became a job and not what I had originally set out to do. Spread love, laughter, and good vibes to those who need it as much as I do. I’ve prayed and prayed to find peace and happiness, I’ve gotten my answer so I will be taking on an old hobbie to keep me balanced. I am scrapping the stream schedule for now, and going back to how it was before, I will be posting everyday if I’m going to stream and the time. I want to find my balance now before it’s too late. I pray you all understand, I’m sure you will because you guys are amazing, I hope I still have your support, I look forward to better days and better vibes ahead! Love you all, well most of you haha jk jk.
Love,
Slipp