The DOGG HOUSE

03/09/2018

Well Saturday she said she dont love me cuz i look pathetic . Boy did that just make me give up on her for sure. Not much to say now o just need this time to forget her and just move on sand be strong. My advise for my doggs ollplovee run as fast as you can and dont fool yowillur self into a fantasy that she will come bacy. She wont and she will only put you down and threw it on your face by sleeping with everyone or by just telling you how awful you are. That is real tslk and dont chase her when she dont want you to chase her when it only will f**k you up in the end. Stay down and stay real. I'm so f**ked up I cant get these thought
Iout of my head. Oh it sucks so bad I dont kmow how I'll be but I'll be. Peace out
Wyatt made his first touch down it his year and it eas a big one. Leland had s vig time tackle on this kid and drove him to the ground. It was so awesome and nrl hitlígo raiders.i in a toss up for a challenger Hemingway a Camaro or a 4x4 truck crew can. Thinking myself car and having fun. Let me know what kinda car or truck I should get.

31/08/2018

I Have listen to country music all day and now is the 1st day that I'm really not liking country music at all it's making me so emotional I'm like a little girl cant make my girl understand in a broken ķ broken person giving up on everything I tried everything I'm giving up everything not like Feeling like this. She dont want this small town boy like me. dam how much beating do a Dogg has take. I haven't done nothing in over a year except trying to show her how much I'm in love and she takes it exploits yet stomped on it makes fun of it and plays with your emotions at your window like I'm just a dog bone. I'm plucking hurt won't stop If you didn't have children together it would be so much easier to heal this wound. When you have children it will never heal and stay fresh and painful. She cant stand to kiss me it feels like she is so grossed out to kiss me or anything and well I'm just giving up. How can I go on knowing she is doing this for a other dude a loser. She is dead to me now .

30/08/2018

I feel so broken and it hurts more now then ever

28/08/2018

25/08/2018

Bacl doing the roddogg work out thing. Keep you posyed

25/08/2018

So after that we were getting along right. No she was planning her next one to hit on. She goes after them no shame in what she is for sure. Well when this dude comes back with my Dogg yo ro some work she has to go out there were she dont need to be involved with and she puts a demand on me that I cant talk to a few girls right ok so I have a better reason to ask her not to talk to this joker and she gets mad starts a big fight in front of all them and now I'm embarrassed. But I stick to my guns and she is acting like there is more than she says . It's dark outside so she hides under the tool box door on the trailer and I seen her .asked what are you doing. She acts like it's a game and disrespects me. She says she loves me but clearly she dont at all. But I try to not see that she dont and want to think she does. So we argue even more .she totally puts it out there that she is going to do whatever she wants. So I find out he says he didnt have s*x with her the girl that was there says they did in s orchard and was gone for a few hours. So I got them all together and hit them up and she the other girl says they did and do i said is she lieing and he said ya. So if she isn't than that makes him a weak ass punk and must not liked it cuz he wont admitt it. But then all of a sudden arizona says it was sergio my Dogg that gave her a ride to pick peaches and he says in a scared way no I didnt and they argue for a few. Well he said he only gave her a ride to the store. Ya right I. Thinking. But the real truth is he knew I was asking about those 2 days and he never said anything about him being there. Should kicked his ass right then and there. So I kinda let it go for now. But I know deep down my girl is everyones girl and more so to them than me. We have a dinner party and my other dogg comes and tells cdogg yo tslk ne yo whatch them two atizona and Sergio cuz he heard them talking and it was inappropriate. So I hit them up still no real proof so I give her the benefit of the doubt. And I even help dergio out and was going to let him stay in my trailer till he gets on his feet. Arizona is to egear to help him clean it and she even takes a pic with him in the back ground if him with his shirt off and takes a few more selfies of her and photo edits them with like a cat face on the one of him in back ground and sends it to him. She tells me it wasnt for anyone but for me that's why it's on my phone. But sergio tells me she sent those to me and tells me how she says he is s*xy and wants him. He is so far being a true homeboy and letting ser ehat dhe texts. Well he is not very s*xy and her taste in guts is so down grade from me this hor guy that I am. She seems to like sloppy and fat beaters. For real none of the ones I know about are good looking or even have any mussels like me but that's cool you like that gross man noobs ot weak looking losers. She tries to lie but now I'm getting real proof. So I still put that aside and try to move forward with her.time after time I show her that I love her and I'm changing things to make us better happier. But clearly she is all about having as many guys as possible and dont care what they look like. I gave to laugh at her cuz her choices in these sorru looking dudes is really funny. Me and my most trusted Dogg is just laughing at these guys. None want her but to have s*x and treat her like a piece of meat and she likes that. That's all for tonight until next time keep it real and honest. Remember it's better to be real and hated then to be fake and loved. Good night

24/08/2018

Well after the last text you are seeing how she comes home makes me feel like the most loved man on the planet and my pups were happy it seemed. Right. No it was just another time she played me. F**k The FactsF**k I am embarrassed to say this but the facts are she wants to get f**ked and party that's all. I'm not enough for her. She says she has love for me but who wants that right doggs? Hell we have love for everyone I'm not everyone. She says my the best in the live making but dont call for anything instead she hits up my homies for a ride the hook up or caring about me at all. Every time I fix what she wants it's off with another excusse and I can never win. I know she wont ne truthful why should she. She dont have any respect or real love of any kind for me. I've been chasing her while along dhe eas chasing the party or dude to get in bed with. So I'm lied and played on that also. Boy this girl can ride me up and make me feel like anything is possible. And just as quick as she makes me fee like a king she tears it down even faster. She was hitting on my homie right in front of me she wanted it that bad. Hell first night home she said I miss my kids. She stays about 2 hours wants to go swimming and I was good with it but thinking dhe ain't trying to be with her kids. Then she comes back and I try to talk to her and she is dodging the talk. Tammy was standing there when she agreed to not go on circles and real tslk. Well that lasted not even ten minutes and she was starting a fight and she left with tania. Thst should of been the last time for her. She stayed home 2 days and she was at a know ho**er no tell motel and some dude brings her back. I'm not being nice to him in a respectful way but not nice. Milez says easy bro he brought her back you should be thanking thanking him. Whatever I said he needs to go. Arizona says I just met him I dont even know who he is. I'm in comfortable right now and he needs to the goes out back to his car with milez and when I get out there she is jumpy and acts weird. And why would you follow him out here like yhis if you dont kmow him. I knew right then. But I let it go and off he went. I knew she was here to play me she truly gets off treating her family this way. She is cold ad ive and a really cruel and evil girl. Stay tinned tomorrow for the gathering and hear what else she had done to this family to keep it Downdown. Stay true to your loved ones. They ate truly ehat lufe is about. Keep it real with real tslk. Remember it's better to be real and hated then to be fake and loved good night DOGG NATION. MANS BEST FRIEND

24/08/2018

This dogg had to take lil pups to football practice be back shortly.

10/08/2018

Ok my doggs. Dogg nation needs to be

09/08/2018

Well it's going really good between me and arizona franklin. It has been amazing feeling like we are on a cloud. I dont completely just relax yet
Still some bugs to work out but she is really happy to be here with me and of course with the boys. I hope what wr ste building so far is a friendship that seems like a dream. I can tell she still has the deep down cant kerp her eyes off me I love you puppy look that makes me feel so number 1 and above everyone. I can feel her real love this time. My pups seem to be happy she is home. She did promise them she wipld not move out again and they will have s good family. I hope it's all true. Honestly doggs fo wr realky eant a woman that is forced back or do we want one that wants to be here and hates it when they have to be away fr home
Going to marry this girl some day I know it. She is the one that got away for sure.she my crazy dhe my turn it up to ten girl and I love it.stay tuned for tonight's story.....she is looking real good right now mmm

03/08/2018

The new post is the one that dated aug 3.... I believe. Look at the dates. It posted weird this time hope at least one person can feel what I said.

03/08/2018

Ok my dogg pound. Today I was feeling really good on top of the world and feeling loved. I'm getting my boys into football the season is starting and they want wyatt sp badly to play they are willing to sponsor him and if needed give him rides. Wow that had to say something about they must see something in him. He is super good at his sports. Which is baseball football and wrestling. Leland is 6 years old he gets to start this year and I think he going to excel in this sport also. He is a little beast. I talked to arizona today and I feel good about where we are headed so far. I really listened to her and you know what it felt good to just listen. Guys just listen i mean dont judg hear what they say but listen to what they say. You can realize alot ehen ypu can do that and no matter what or where we end up i know she will always be there for me and i for her. I havent been with anyone since we broke up and you know i get a lot of s**t for that but i dont care. I feel good and I'm not ready to be with anyone. I'm fixing myself first which I've done still could improve but I'm there. But that's my advise for the ones that are going through it and the ones that will eventually if you dont truly listen you will never really know what is going on in their beautiful mind of theirs. Now Arizona man b***s of a fat ass be**er bad to flap his toys at me but I took the high road not cuz I was scared which anyone that knows me knows I take a challenge but because I wanted to show her I was not that on the fly hit head. Even if she thinks other wise I feel good about my session. He proved my body will never be around him ever and she had to agree with that he is the loose cannon here not me. I'm sure one day we will have to handle this problem cuz ot serms everyone wants to take down a legendary str**t fighter and myself but that will let be any of these clowns that will do it. It was all worth it to have her lips on mine even for a second and feel her hug me oh God it was just as I remember and smells so sweet. God was it worth it. Plus we made a jump forward for the better. I hope she was real talking to me. I know or I'm going to believe no I know she was. I felt it. All my doggs have left to go snuggle with their girls and here I sit with a memory of her smell and her kiss the curves and it ok knowing that is all I got because I really listen to her and I know she will come home someday and I'm going to go and fast and I can to go slow with a girl that is so worth waiting for as long as I get some of her attention. We are moving forwards in a positive way I know this to be true. Ok I'm going to sign off for now cuz im going to go cry cuz I'm sad that I cant hold her right now knowing it would feel so right and cuz I'm happy I got to listen to her and knowing we are ok. I live you and will always be in love with you sweetheart. I know it kinda went side says but I hope your ok and really meant what you said. How funny our song is just starting. Body like a back road. Good timing for my tears. Until next time my doggs out there listen to your love of your life and hang on to them.

01/08/2018

Today we are testing her and we will see if she is really in it or not. If she is wanting me and loves me then she would be calling me. She would want to hang out with me so we ate doing a alottle test. I hope she is and does want to be with me and feels truly that the one and she realky eantut. So here we go test ad tarts at 6 57 on 7 31 18.

31/07/2018

I csnt tske this s**t anymore. She plays with my heart to the point I dont ferl like even going on. Dont dhe know she I'd killing ne. Arizona franklin. You are f**king stomping the very last bit of life out of me. Why are you blocking me when er had 2 great nights and even said we miss evn other then you tell me I'll call you back on 20 minutes and then you block my phone like I dont know what's going on
F**k you dont think I dont kmow what is going on. You think I'm stupid. Who is it this time. You f**k everyone but the one who wants to love me. You are a fake ass f**k. I'm hosting you and wish one of us ....well I should of been the one that day and I'm getting do close to it. I cant live with this pain you ate fishing out and dont care ad long as you get f**ked right cuz that's all I see you sure dont eant me.

30/07/2018

Well she is not with david and she has been talking to me . O want to believe it's real talk and I have to believe in her and trust in her which is all I want so we could be solid again. Listen to me peps there is no reason to lie or string a person along. If you do then dont that mean you are in the wrong. I mean really if you have to do that it only hurts something that could of been the most real thing in your life. Keep it a 100% people. That person your playing with could be the only one that truly knows you and if they stay with you is going to be the only one that had real love for you cuz they would truly know all of you and think about that for a minute...mmmmm ok I would hella respect you and be that more in love because I'm the one that knows you truly knows you and that would be so speacial. Wow that is giving all of yourself to someone for real and if they cant accept that and dont eant yo then it's not your soul mate or even someone you would want to invest your time with . Now I have to run and clean shop my cdogg OS done cleaning the 50 caliber and I'll get back later tonight.

30/07/2018

26/07/2018

Well I found out she played me all this time. She has been saying she ain't with david or anyone and she dont love anyone what a bitch. Her boyfriend got on the phone today and he told me they have been together all along. Boy what a shot to my heart. I died right then and their. At least I know now but I cant deal with it today. I need time a few days to let it settle you know. How the f**k can she tell me she wasn't when she was. She told me he is a lazy broke and cant give her what she really wants. And she runs back to him and gives him all her love and time to him and I get treated like I ain't shot. As it stands I will not talk or see her ever again. I cant take that I ain't worth trying to save anymore. F**k how can I deal with this. I cant hate for who she loves but I cant take I heard it from someone else. I will never stop loving her and she is a wound that will never ever heal anytime soon if ever.she was my once in a life time love and I'm completely broken now. She is my broken halo and I have to live with this f**ked up pain I never felt nothing like this before. So for now on I have to walk this life hurting and never feeling her love or her body her curves f**k how can she give up on me I never gave up on her never. Now at least I know that much of what is really happening. God damn it this is hurting so bad. I feel like going off and just give up let this pain kill me. It would be better for all if I never was in her life. She makes that clear now so I'm signing off for now I feel a good cry coming now that it is quite at the dogg pound. I just wanted something real with her now we have kids and that is going to keep this wound from healing. It would be easier if we didnt have kids but we do I love them more than life so I will always have that to remember our fake love is what it was. Never real. F**k I gotta go I cant hold back my pain or my tears right now. I will miss you baby but you have destroyed it by not telling me yourself. How his love is better which it must be cuz ypu dont eant yo try and work this out. We could fix it but you want to give yourself to him. A broke ass be**er that has nothing to really give you. So it must be love. Are you happy is what I need to know. Give me a few days and we can talk about custody. I give up on everything.cant sleep tonight.

25/07/2018

Ok I'm here with my boys. My ex is playing games keep s**t a secret from me and hasnt talked to me about anything since she ran off in the middle of the night with some old Mexican guy. She says she cares about me then why cant she tell Me the truth about anything. I've been hearing enough to know that it's all about s*x. This much I know. As it is we dont talk so why not tell me it could make it better. It cant make it any worse that's for sure. So far I know she does this live video and pic thing. I know she is hooked up with a swingers club and I'm not to sure but heard she is a ho**er that will do it any where. I've heard behind a store at the dumpster. That one the facts are still on the way. So now her dad is playing the I ain't going to talk either game but wants me to let her take the boys or go out of my way to get boys to the phone when she does want to talk to them which has only been like maybe 4 times in 3 months when she cant do she only thing I asked for. To have a heart to heart and be completely honest with me. I feel I have that coming. Anyone breaking up has that coming right. Any ways it's been crazy at the dogg pound last night. Old ladies gone crazy at the DOGG POUND I'll put that story up later.

23/07/2018

Well here i am in the dogg pound. Feeling unwanted and lied to. My question tonight is how can someone who looked at me and i knew we were in love can just push me away after 10 years and not even seem to even like know who i am. No matter how bad s**t got i never fell out of love never cheated and always wanred her to know i live her and she is important even if we never get back together. I would wanr ro call her everyday and just talk to her. You know i really miss waking up with her in my arms but i miss the most is being ber best friend. God you dont know how bad this is f**king me up. 4real 1pp%. It is destroying me to the point i cant keep going on. If i lose my boys i would die i just know it. I will lose everything oh my god what will hapoen. I feel she wanrs rhe boys and this new guy and for me to crawl off somewhere and die. It hurts and i just want her to be brutaly honest about everything and how she truly sees us and how she feels about us all this. Ive been in this 10 years abd to date havent been with anyone else because i am in love and i know its ovesided cuz that parson be**er she hads got her heart and im crying 24 7 cuz i cant feel that anymore. I thought i could be over her by now but nope im suffering and slowly dieing inside. I have 2 of my doggs living hete with me and their girlfriends. So i have to see that. The happiness and love. And then the argueing. Ruby has taught me and showed me alot about how she must feel. She dont know how she can just drop me like i wasnt important. That question is a knife in my heart for sure.my dogg chris we call him CDOGG has been busy cleanig up around here and helping me set up our shop. And tammy has been cleaning my house and keeping it nice. I love them so much. My other dogg milez is like jerry mcguire getting his husstle on and he hustles and brings money to the dogg pound. Ruby is the one i get insight from and learn why and maybe how arizona feels and that us a eye opener. If i could just show her i know she and i would live the fairy tale life we had once. I live het for being here for me to vent to and i show her how her ex is feeling and help her through it. But she had someone to go to 4 comforting. Which arizona got also and that makes you not in a hurry to try and fix things where im ready and want to. I have plenty of girls come at me but i cant have any loving from any of them cuz im in live still. F**k i turned down a th*****me and cant believe i did but i just cant until i finish this chapter with her or fix this. Do you understand. Im a weak sorry dumb ass loser i know. But that is the thing i cant help the way u feel. Ive learned alit and wish she dont want to throw away 10 years like this. Unless its about s*x and she wants more than i give her. Im a liset. Im signing off for now. Ill be awake im sure. I love arizona franklin. I wish her family stops the lies and games they play. The young pups say they want to live here not with her and made me promise. So im doing all this for my young pups. They are so funny today playing with clyde our masdive. He is 5 or 6 months old and is bigger than a shepard all ready. He will get 6 r**t tall.

14/07/2018

I was wanting so bad 4us to work out but now f**k it she is a liar don't know how to be straight forward with me. Why should I chase a f**ked up cheating bag w***e for. That's harsh but very true. She came last weekend finally to see my kids but only because court is coming up so now she wants to look good. I heard more s**t on her today and I want her to just not be here anymore. She ain't nothing special in bed in fact she is boring and I need more that what she had to offer. She is a ugly person after you talk to her and see what she is all about. And I was hooked on that nasty f**ked up person when there has been beautiful girls trying to get at me well now I'm going to really open my eyes and check out some of these hot girls that really want me and I'm important to them. Arizona ain't shot but a hit and miss give her a bag kinda of f**k. It's ok but nothing your going to want to keep around. Just a piece of meat that has almost sat out to ling and needs tossed out. I'm pi**ed at this bitch 4not telling me the real truth so f**k her I ain't the babys daddy. I'm my kids dad we don't have or need her. My boys don't want to live with her cuz they even know she ain't right. So there it is duck off bitch and just keep being a bag w***e that cant even make any money off her pics or videos and I see it's mostly Mexicans that even want her. Lol

13/07/2018

Good day to the dogg pound. Well made it last night with time to think. I wish I would of really listen to my love and what was going on with her. I wanted to make her feel alive and happy and now I have nothing. I only wanted you and no one else. So have mercy. I'm so dead inside I really don't care about life anymore. I'm just here trying to mask the pain I'm carrying with me. I wish she still in love enough to feel my love and what I feel for her.

13/07/2018

Well the Dogg pound is quiet. The young pups are sleeping. I'm thinking of a girls love I once had. It was the most amazing feeling in the universe to feel and see in her eyes. I cant take not holding her or smelling her sweet smell ahhh. I'm crying every day and you would think I would be over this by now but........mim not I f**king love her so much. The pain wont ease up a little in fact it gets worse at times. All started with nor talking to each other which led to the lies and so on. You should be able to tell your love of your life anything and work it out. Man every song makes me chocke up on 92.9 big dogg country. I miss her so much and now the song .... you don't love me like I love you. .. is on and now I'm going to shed some tears damon it. I want you to know no matter what happens I cant seem to let you go baby and I want to hold you. Sometimes lately I think you are really here and the crew here catches me talking to you or worse even hugging you but the thing is your not here. I'm losing it oh my God. I cant see us not together. We are meant 4each other and I love you cant you feel it. I know she has David a be**er ass wanna be gangster that's a drop out. That cant do anything for her but she can sleep with that and find fake comfort and I'm doing it with no girls in the way. I'm loyal she ain't so much love you with all if my heart . Good night Dogg nation. This is Roddogg out.

11/07/2018

Question 4today.... how can a person be in love with someone but just stop talking to them and sleep with another guy like they have history. How can a person do that if they are in love with someone else. Open debate feel free to chime in. I want to hear what you all have to say. This dogg is looking 4answers

07/07/2018

Well dogg pound today I'm still a little down. My f**king heart just hurts like ice never felt. Was this the one....why she chose her pic. And video deal vs her great kids and a devoted man.

02/07/2018

today I'm really been thinking about Arizona I'm in love still but I know we will never have our b***y calls anymore. she is hating me so bad 4 some reason. she abandoned her kids and me. I feel bad 4 my kids but most of all I am messed up that she don't want to be my friend anymore. why why I ask this every day. sometimes it feels unreal. that this is a bad dream and she really wants me and she is here. I'm slowly slipping into a place I won't be able to leave. I wish we could be friends. she made me feel like it was about s*x and i wasn't enough. i can't even get my freaky side going cuz I'm hanging on to her. why cant I let her go. all I want is to hold her smell her smell and kiss those lips but she belongs to someone else. a tucked up life I'm in. I'll be moving out of state soon so I won't be able to see her or hear who she been with these days. deep down I really cant stop thinking of her. God damon it. I'm closing with this. she wants other people so be it as long as she is happy I will show I'm happy 4 her. I will let myself be destroyed just so she can have it her way. after she steals money from us her family the kids and me I should not even think of her but truth I'm killing myself slowly that's what I deserve. I didn't want this at all and cant believe she stopped wanting to love me or hang out.

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28/06/2018

I met this awesome girl ruby rose and her 2 boys. they needed some help so did I so we are helping each other out . she dont know but she is helping me more than She willl ever know.

28/06/2018

well it's 7 am getting Wyatt up 4 summer school.

28/06/2018

hey what's up america

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28/06/2018

my lil pup