Daniella Silva

29/07/2023

How things can collapse in just one month How am I here? How did this happen? How can I solve it? These are the three questions bashing in my head nonstop since I suddenly was discharged from my job. What made the situation extreme is that I didn’t work for the two weeks before that, they didn’t schedule me so basically, I was laid off without knowing....

How things can collapse in just one month How am I here? How did this happen? How can I solve it? These are the three questions bashing in my head nonstop since I suddenly was discharged from my jo…

27/07/2023

Doing everything I can 🙏🏻

26/07/2023

Just when I thought I got struck by luck and I’ll be able to pay half of my late rent, is just another guy flirting on no other app but OfferUp… I mean I’m flattered but so pi**ed off at the same time, for a sec I thought “thank u God”… 😔😒

25/07/2023

Well I just got rejected my unemployment, wrongfully, I made the complaint but who cares, that’s another week that I won’t see a penny and still not able to get a job and rent is this Sunday…
This is my reply to life: I’m still smiling u MF, in the street or a coffin, you won’t take that away from me ⚰️

24/07/2023

Are you up for a late-night 5 minute read? I welcome you to visit my blog, and my first post "Balance: $13" sharing gives me company, especially when I'm down, and writing is my ultimate relaxation method 💕

How things can collapse in just one month

23/07/2023

Since I’m selling my phone for my rent I took the chance to take a bunch of pictures that I’m going to be posting in the next days, once they ran out ur gonna notice the quality loss, but there’s more important things rn like the roof over my head. I need to make $1500 happen by next Sunday so anyone who feels comfortable enough to donate please reach out, again, just donations… Job opportunities in Manhattan could be ideal as well! 🤗❤️ Wish you a great Sunday everyone

P.D: the necklace is obviously fake but cute that I bought when I was working, for under $12 bucks, I love their accessories section, it’s really handy for women under a very tight budget but still wanna look nice 😊

08/07/2023

Not quite there, but much closer. Always keep your smile no matter what

06/07/2023

When life trained u well dealing with adversities, hard days are as enjoyable as the good ones, just annoying is all

27/06/2023

Looks like a bad boy but its all cuddles 🥰 love my baby 🐈

26/06/2023

This is how I hype myself and get some energy and self value back. Not quite there but definitely closer 🙏🏻❤️

22/06/2023

So be it… 🙋🏻‍♀️🎉🙏🏻🤗❤️

21/06/2023

Can’t move, back pain and a cold leg for almost two hours, but doing it happily and willingly cuz my baby wasn’t feeling good today and he always come to cuddle and fall asleep looking for safety.

I would say I prefer when he falls asleep in my arms lol way easier for me ❤️🐈

05/06/2023

On my way to work this morning 👩🏼‍🍳

28/05/2023

On break, have a great day everyone 👋🏻

26/05/2023

My baby definitely has some swag 🐈 NYC Godfather attitude 😎

23/05/2023

Your Monday is our Sunday lol, enjoying my day off with my baby 🐈

18/05/2023

NYC 🗽 Underground

17/05/2023

On my break, have a great day everyone 🐫

17/05/2023

Greetings everyone! Thanks for being around 🤗

10/05/2023

Last ones from yesterday, I really LOVE walking Central Park 🌲❤️

09/05/2023

Today I felt better so I wanted to go out and walk a bit, so be ready for the repeated outfits, let’s say that my level of anxiety went straight to the roof with me exposing my abdomen 😳

08/05/2023

I finally decided to start the healing process, for that to happen I need to talk about it, some hardcore stuff is about to be exposed but hey, life is a combination of very sh*tty things along with priceless moments for everybody, hope you enjoy and please let me know if I should keep the rest for a book or just to keep it posting ❤️

A little intro

06/05/2023

With the flu but always with a smile on 😌

05/05/2023

Good night 🌙

01/05/2023

My everyday at work… I promise I’ll start posting sexy posts once I put some things in order… Have no doubt that working under constant scrutiny while serving tables the whole day takes a heavy toll on my mind. They don’t know the amount of things I’m controlling at the same time just to be able to get through the shift. I wanted to work, definitely I needed to, that doesn’t mean I’m prepared to deal with society flawlessly. To explain my upper body mass they have determined I must be Dominican, because I’m curvy but too thick, I’m Venezuelan.
At the end, you can see that judgement of how a woman should look it never stop, we’re always under the critic eye, triple the attention in my case. I’m doing my best to keep focused at work while keeping my sanity at the same time 🙏🏻😉

29/04/2023

Good morning everyone 👋🏻Well, as I mentioned in the stories I’m still processing knowing that I’m intersex, even though that I always knew I was different, physically speaking. Adversity and abused were constant reminders of it in case I could forget it on a daily basis. I’ve read about trans people wishing they were intersex, well, from a person who dealt with it her entire life without knowing it I can definitely say YOU DON’T. You see I’ve never been able to fit, not just because my dysphoria, my dyslexia or any kind of behavior, the mere fact of silently standing anywhere I dragged attention because I was outside the norm.

Growing up in a Christian conservative utopia for people in the extreme right in the US as is Venezuela, no one had a clue, including me, of what was going on and the measures needed to guarantee a safe, happy, and peaceful childhood for me. That is what silencing broader education besides male female, black and white can cause to anyone like me. I believed in God, I’ve felt his presence and helping hand so so many times since I started knowledge myself that I know I have a place in this world and I deserve to be happy for once in my life. I think I’m gonna unpack my story because I need to express, heal and maybe also help to another little soul lost without proper care and guidance. I wanna thanks my parents because they did their best taking in consideration the times they raised me and who have accepted me without hesitation from day one since I started my journey ❤️

28/04/2023

I just found NYC Bean 🫘🗽 U can find it at Tribeca, Manhattan.

24/04/2023

Wish u a great week everyone 😉☀️

16/04/2023

U wanna read this… “Even though they have been the reason why I’ve been played, lied, used, and abused, my entire life, I freaking love my legs… Such an empowering pair of things they are. A pair of leggings and a sexy walk are enough to demand all the attention, no matter how odd the rest of me could look.
God made me out of the ordinary, beyond challenging, not easy to fit, and with an absurd capacity for forgiveness, thinking that people can change.
I’m not a saint, I’m not an innocent, but I’ve never hurt or lied to anyone maliciously. Honesty is my default. Don’t get me wrong, it could be a bad thing if is not managed accordingly, and that has hurt people in the past because of it.
I truly don’t know if I’ll ever be happy, I’m kinda tired of trying. Every time I start smiling, something bad happens…
I have no idea what the future holds, if I share my story is not gonna be a fun one, some parts definitely though… We’ll see, but most definitely, including all the bu****it, I’m thankful for having a chance to have a life, whatever that might be” ❤️

15/04/2023

A summer day in April, cannot fathom how July is gonna be 😳, it was nice today though 😌

06/04/2023

I don’t feel like taking pictures right now so there u go a throwback from April last year

03/04/2023

I don’t see myself as beautiful, I see myself as a fighter, interesting, and paradoxically full of life, I have to be thankful to myself for the endurance and always keeping my hopes up for the future ❤️

02/04/2023

Don’t mind the lack of smile, I’m just hibernating spending my Sunday charging and binge watching, send me an emoji kiss 😘

30/03/2023

I see u 🤓

28/03/2023

Taking a second to breathe and move forward, did I mentioned that I love my legs? 🦵

21/03/2023

Happy Tuesday everyone 👋🏻

17/03/2023

I’m getting too comfortable with the cap… anything to help me relax u know 🙂

17/03/2023

Well last red shirt pic for today lol, I’m not good at this pout selfie so bare with me 😝

16/03/2023

Trying different eyeshadow colors, opinions?? Lol three years with my “weekends are for my dog” red shirt and counting, I’ll stop when it’s broken and already looking for a replacement 😌👚