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14/03/2024

Sometimes in life you just know when you have to get out of a relationship or situation with somebody not because you don’t love them but you love you more and the the people that are closest to you need you to be in top top so you can be happy and elevate I have been in a position in my life where I have been blessed with many people who are there to support me but I know that is not the case for everyone so all I can say is self love is so important sometimes the transition seems so slow to other but low key you have been moving in silence because of fear I have spent to many nights crying and praying and days before I got to work doing the same sometimes enough is enough I’m not saying when but SOON I see things being better it’s time for a new start my plans are with a purpose to me I have been through so much too much stress and anxiety I have prayed and God has brought me friends to give me advice and love and laughter even on days when I was told I have no friends or no one want you but me the irony is that was what my Adoptive dad said to I no longer am going to let you do whatever and you see that I have brand new me and I’m only at the beginning of my journey I really hated when there were issues about my faith because I am Muslim and Spiritual be because it’s ironic I love love i mean I truly do it is the seed and soil that helps us all grow it is EVERYTHING I hate the issue of control and the embarrassment from all the pain from the past I am building a new ark

11/03/2024

Hey fam hey ,
Know who you are is so important at many points in my life I lost my way on the path I looked in the mirror and couldn’t see my reflection all I saw was the scars of my past and a smile I believe the words is my adoptive father when he said I was dumb as box of rock and told be no wold cold ever love me so much so that I loved men that were like him I thought he broke me and one point I thought that I couldn’t go on I seen so much fam I seen him drag my adoptive mom down the stairs and beat hear and than hurt me in ways that made me to fearful
I look to God the ⭐️ stars and to the signs around me I walked in love and hope no matter how broken my heart was I knew that If I just smiled and was a good doer and did the best I could GOD would fix me I learned that you have to love yours
What that look like to me is is understanding the fact that I will never be able to redo the past nor do I want to but I can heal and spread love no matter what I can grow and rise above all the anger in me
Now when I look in the mirror I see me it’s faint but I can’t make out the I am becoming and I am thankful

10/03/2024

salut la famille, salut
ton cœur est plus précieux que l'or

08/03/2024

So I’m so thankful for my little break from the Internet because I’ve come back with a lot of refreshing content. I know that I won’t be posting during the day starting next week because of Ramadan and I can’t be on social media like that but I will post once in the morning and once after I have to break my fast during Ramadan for about 30 days but I have a new challenge that I’m on that God wants me to do and I am going to talk about that within the next few days before Ramadan starts. I know I’m on this life and health journey and a lot of people have been doing their thing and for the past few months it has been crazy. I have worked on myself a lot and I’m so thankful to have a bunch of supportive people always in my corner even when I’m going crazy I’m thankful for suggestions from friends, even when I go to work and I’m thinking what can I do next to improve myself I have somebody from work telling me what to do even if it’s through social media allow me to be a better person. Once I saw this post I knew I need to take a break pray and get myself together.Lena Prince White the simple idea of just taking a break from social media so you can regroup and reassess. It’s so important working on your mental health will allow you to do better. I think I spent so much time focusing on what I don’t have right now in my life versus what I do have and how I can get to the point where I need to and so now I’m fully focused on becoming a better person changing everything to be a better person because I just I know what I want now who I want to be in my life so in the next few months, don’t be surprised if I’m doing a lot of things out of growth because of the blessings that a lot of people have given me by just giving me verbal affirmations I’m so so elated and humbled. I needed God to knock me down a few pegs, my last season was a season of awakening where I realize it’s time for me to change and people just come by and say hey you need to open up more and overtime I became more open and even through my storm I felt light I felt like I was moving forward It was me going from a starry night painting to a Mona Lisa a little bit stoic, but yet still beautiful, and not as stressed out and scary. Lol i’ve always been a good person. A happy person. I’ve always looked to be a good doer. That is the biggest blessing just to be a good person. A good door be available for yourself the community for God and for the children, however, through each trial and tribulation God has got me closer and closer and closer to my goals and I’m so thankful, I know I’m saying a lot but this is like my journal and I’m praying that this I can help somebody else. I am right now about to fill out the application for a new place because 🐝🥳🥰Honey I’m in a new season in my life the season of overcoming and the season of growth, elevation, consistency, hard work and realization, making sure that I’m always in a state of mind of self-love, and having self-worth because of the end of the day, my daughter is looking at me my son is looking at me. These children are looking at me. There are grown women and men who are looking at me, and I want to embodies the woman that I see inside of my head the woman that God wants me to be, peace and blessings once again much love

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