23/07/2023
"Let it out. Let it out. Let everything out."
That's what my mind is saying right now
but I do not have the courage for when I do,
I know no one would understand.
They'll just laugh and call me crazy.
And I'll just end up crying.
I do not think, I could bare it anymore.
I am too afraid that one day
I'll decide to end it all.
It is so hard to feel lonely
despite of all the people that surrounds me.
I am too weak, too shattered and too troubled.
Please help me.
It is so hard to smile
When you are crying out loud in the inside.
I wish someone knew.
I wish someone would try to understand.
