13/08/2020
An Ogham Meditation by Collin: I wanted to start these as an exploration of self-care on the Crone Path. I plan to post one letter of the Irish Ogham alphabet/divination language each week with a short meditation on self-care. For an introduction to the historical and cultural uses of the Ogham I suggest you read https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ogham. I use them to throw and then do a reading, which I can happily explain in more detail if you dm me.
*Trigger warning: Discussions of death and dying*
Week 1:
Beith & Idho
This week I am doing two because they are inseparable and intrinsically linked.
Beith (BEH)
One stroke, right hand
Birch: the letter of new beginning, birth, renewal
Idho (EE-Yoh)
Five horizontal slashes
Yew: the letter of death, passing, ending but also renewal
Beith and Idho are the beginning and end of the Ogham alphabet respectively. They also embody those concepts, but not as a dichotomy. They represent the cycle of life and death that is ever present in nature and in culture.
We all experience birth and death on a physical and spiritual level. I hate to sound too cliche but that fits here. We are born and we will inevitably die. We cherish and even so loved ones, pets, plants, etc. die in our lives. We have relationships of all kinds that begin and end. This is not a dichotomy however, but a cycle and the fuel of opportunity. Beith and Idho teach us the importance of internal death to beget spiritual rebirth. Death is what creates room for new growth both in nature and in our spiritual lives. You have to unlearn to learn something new. When we close a relationship, a life stage, a long held truth that was proved false, that is a death within us. There is grief and pain. It should be mourned in whatever way that looks for you. But that becomes an opportunity. With that death there is fertile soil in which new things can grow. As anyone who has tried to tend a garden knows, that new growth requires a lot of work to nurture. Beith and Idho also show us the importance of putting in the work to foster new growth and transformation. You may be mourning the death of a worldview, that can be an opportunity to put in the effort to educate yourself. You may be mourning a romantic and/or sexual partnership(s), that can be an opportunity to get to know your own body in an intimate way. These are two examples but I hope the concept comes across clearly. Both of these things require a lot of work and commitment that can lead to growth and renewal. They must in turn die to be replaced by something new but that is how life happens. We evolve and if we put in the work, we grow. This is a very timely message. This is a time where spiritual loss is all around us; loss of feeling safe, loss of innocence, loss of ignorance, loss of normal, loss of comfort, loss of relationships but it is also an area of growth. Beith and Idho challenge us to identify those areas, mourn the loss and then put in the work to foster growth. Lost feelings of safety are replaced by building community, lost innocence is replaced by action, lost normal is replaced by improvement, lost comfort is replaced by resolution to fight, lost relationships are replaced by new ones. These require work and the cycle will continue. This may not look like the capitalist conception of work (hard labor for profit) but it is work. Cooking dinner is work, running a bath is work. This is valuable labor instead of profitable labor. Everyone's work looks different, but it is all valuable and critical to growth. When we do the work, we are reborn. It may not happen today or tomorrow or next week and we may not notice it happen but the effort will bear fruit. Then we die again and are reborn. Over and over. That is the essence of Beith and Idho. Renewal and growth, built by our own work.