04/06/2022
The way I see you in my head is like a dreaming . In my bedroom with blue lights.
The first time I seen you was unhealthy too me ,as I couldn't sleep in my bed , I staidup in my room thanking I could be happy with someone like you. In my life as a friend but as a wife too because I may have needed you in my life . Now I feel desiseade liked in the eacyuopessaz in the pink and blue sky. As it blindes me and everyone blinded you about me in the evening about my past and you was already with them because I'm no better than them I just live an counfuseing life from my past teance
The death of me is you my love as I see you gone because I set and out my friends and family because I feel like I have none as I get betrayahued by heaven and hell being put here looking like this as the times go by so slow.
