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23/10/2024

Cold weather is the only time I’m allowed to be chubby swol🍂

18/07/2024

Swole ✨

12/07/2024

I just wanted to post something. How yall doing 🥺?
Also I realize how cool it is to have some of these eye wrinkles and that I’m aging because it good to know that through out time I laughed and smiled enough to gain these 🫶🏽✨

08/05/2024

Okay now we’re done 💀 it’s been real now lets use this degree so my media and many more projects in the future 🫡🍾✨

02/05/2024

Had to go to school today 🫡 guess who’s a it to get their bachelors THIS GUYYYY

26/04/2024

Ahhh this is why started doing this in the first place. Happy le***an visibility day/ week. I started putting myself out on the interest because I realize I didn’t see any West Indian or Indian Guyanese representation in the q***r community or anyone I could relate to. So I made it myself. And to see the thousands and thousands of people who also felt like that and found me as someone to look up to or to relate to means so much to me.

When I was 4 years old I thought I was a freak because I grew up and a heavy Christ Guyanese household and had to keep my thoughts to myself. It wasn’t sexual desires I’m literally 4 but I just knew I didn’t fit in to the crushes other people were having. I hated wearing anything girly it’d make me cry. When I hit middle school to high school I told myself I was bisexual so I still tried to convince myself I could still please my family and others who expected “better” out of me (drove me nuts btw). But by my senior yeah of high school I had the confidence to admit it to myself. After I left for the military and came back I had the guts to tell my parents that I was and Al they told me “we knew lol”. It took some time for them to come around but we got around it.

My physical physique is that threw people off because I was so small before but that’s not how I wanted to present myself. Not that I want to be a man, not that I don’t like who I am. I just had a goal in mind and I know I can achieve it. I finally learned that being le***an embraces not only my masculinity but my femininity as well. As time went on I started seeing other West Indian q***r groups and activists groups like , , and even who show there presentation in ways that newer generations can look up to.
Thank you all who’ve been following me this far and I can represent, show up, and stand with you in ways I never thought it was possible when I was a kid.❤️🧡🤍🩷💜

22/04/2024

Howdy 🤠 👋🏽

10/03/2024

Muah 💋

03/03/2024

20/02/2024

I realized sleep is important recently ✨☁️💤

31/01/2024

I ate enough not I can hit heavy again 😈 so I can show everyone that I am… ✨hard core😡❤️✨

18/12/2023

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13/12/2023

And we’re back 💪🏽✨

08/12/2023

Photo dump? I’m 25 now. So now that I gotta a fully developed brain what do we do now? It wasn’t in script. Wild concept but here we are s/o to 13,15,16,18,19,20,and 24 year old me who didn’t give up.

26/11/2023

Nice

09/11/2023

How is the year almost over ? Also do any of yall feel this weird age gap with yourself since Covid? Weird s**t yeah ?

08/11/2023

How is the year almost over ? Y’all ever feel weird age gap with yourself since Covid happened? It’s all weird stuff.

12/10/2023

Where did I get this shirt? I everyone keeps asking I GOT IT FROM MY DAD’S CLOSET LONG TIME AGO. Enjoy this fall looking ass sweater because it's never leaving.

01/10/2023

So I have moved my heavy strength days to once a week instead of twice a week and conditioning for majority of the days. I really don’t wanna hurt myself lifting heavy so I wanna make sure that I know what I’m doing and if I can handle the weight honestly. I love lifting heavy but I need to make sure that I don’t. Get further injuries. When you hurt yourself once you kinda make yourself step back a bit and self assess so let’s goooo 😂

30/09/2023

I've received 14,400 reactions to my posts in the past 30 days. Thanks for your support. 🙏🤗🎉

11/09/2023

Leaning out is weird. But here we are 😂

21/06/2023

Dorito looking 👀👀

19/05/2023

I got new glasses

18/05/2023

Cardio sucks 💅✨but we’re cycling somehow

07/02/2023

No thoughts just derp