28/10/2024
Thought of the Day: “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new”--Corinthians 5:17
Some things come at exactly the right moment and way for them to have maximum impact.
I've been m through a bit of Hell recently: Depression, stress, anxiety, Imposter Syndrome, apathy over the past year. I'm an introspective person, but more so recently which brought a lot of this on. Hearing my story is a lot more fun than living it.
I spoke at the Mississippi Prosecutors Conference Friday.
A gentleman came up after and asked if I had found God.
I've been asked that many times.
"No Sir, but I'm trying."
He asked if I'd read a Bible verse he'd written down for me.
Someone takes the time to listen to me, then speak to me after, and ask me to read a passage they think will help me? Only an as***le says no.
I read it when I got home, everyone else asleep, me playing the new Astro game on PS5.
Corinthians 5:17--
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new”.
I sat there staring at the verse before I said out loud, somewhat dejected:
"Well, s**t."
There is a Miracle between where you are and where God wants you to be. The realization of that Miracle begins to surface when coincidence is no longer a valid argument.
The likelihood of all the things which had to happen for me to turn my life around being a coincidence passed long ago. Point of fact, I've said for years that "Something" helped me. And I've said I know I'm exactly where I am supposed to be at this moment in my life.
How does someone like me go from being US Most Wanted and a lifetime of crime, to being not only one of the 'Good Guys', but also highly respected as such?
Grace. That unearned favor coming from God. How many times have I encountered it on this journey of "Doing the Right Damn Thing"? From the Family I have, to Karisse Hendrick, to the FBI, to Cybersecurity and Anti-fraud community, to the People who take the time to listen to me or reach out to me; time and again, and almost every single day I am Graced.
I know I have a life that I do not deserve. I am grateful for that life. And I do not take it for granted.
Sometimes things come at exactly the right moment and way for them to have maximum impact.
Corinthians 5:17.
I've always had problems with Faith. I've never understood it. I've never really had it. But I've always wanted it.
Ray Wylie Hubbard told me in a song to be careful what I wished for, I just might get it.
That friggin verse. I read it. It hit me. And I realized without a doubt that I understood.
And if one understands, how can one not change?
No wonder I said out loud, and not in a happy way:
"Well, s**t."