28/08/2024
I don’t do this very often, but it was weighing on my soul
*Everything is okay! I’m not hurt or anything bad like that!*
For those of you that are religious. I am asking for you to send up some extra prayers for me over the next few weeks. I have to take a very important board exam. Those who know me know that I haven’t had the easiest road and that I love this with all of my heart (it is one of the only ways I’ve come this far). I’m very determined, but another slip up and my road gets so much harder. No, I wouldn’t quit, but it gets longer and more rigorous. I put this out there, which is out of my normal, because I believe in the power of prayer, manifestation, speaking your faith and plans into existence, and that it helps to hold me more accountable as I am grinding hard the next few weeks.
God, I am 100% with whatever your plan is for me no matter what, but if this is it…I believe it’s time. I believe I have worked very hard over the last few years and I just pray if you agree with the path I chose for myself please please fill me with as much knowledge as you can and the capability to remember and recall as much information as possible. Please help me make the right choices to avoid burn out and take care of myself. Most importantly please help me to never lose the grind, passion, and love I have for medicine and people.. no matter what. The only way I find peace is that I do have faith in your plan for me and confidence in my heart and my preparation.
