Afreen rahman atoshi

14/07/2024

A vloggy day

01/07/2024

Finally Shakib Khan’er movie dekhlam Aroni Rahman Afsaraa Be with Ali

28/06/2024

27/06/2024

This is the day (28.06.2020) my dad had a brain stroke and was admitted to the hospital for 7 day observation. Exactly after those 7 days, I lost him. I remember every bit of those days. I still remember how I felt when he passed away. The relationship between parents and children is so pure; we are so connected. During 2018, I used to keep a diary, and I wrote about my fear of always going to his room while he was sleeping to check if he was breathing by looking at his belly to see if it was moving. Everyone would ask me why I did that, but I didn’t know why. But now I know why my heart always told me to go and check. He had the brain stroke while he was sleeping.

There were many incidents where my heart felt he was leaving us but I was stupid back then. Just one month before my father's death, on a Friday, I was reciting Surah Kahf, and all of a sudden, I started crying uncontrollably. I went to my dad and told him that my crying ain’t stopping, and I didn't know why. He wasn't even looking at me. I then went to my mom, and she said to dedicate the recitation to our Prophet, and I did. July 4th was the day I lost my father. My mom was in the hospital with him, and we were all at home. I couldn't sleep that night and was eagerly waiting for the results, as the doctor said it would be a 7-day observation, and it was day 7.

Just after performing the Tahajjud prayer, I saw a hand going away from my eyes as I closed them, and I started to feel restless. I felt that my mom and my big brother weren't telling us the actual situation of my dad. Luckily, I knew my mom's Facebook password, and I logged into her account. I saw her chatting with my big brother, and she had messaged him, "Your dad has a fever. It's not good. Alhamdulillah, his fever has come down," which gave me relief. Then, after 10 minutes, I checked her account again because I felt weird, and I saw my mom had messaged her friend's daughter, "Your uncle has passed away." I was in denial and thought she had written it by mistake.

I started calling her madly and constantly. Meanwhile, Fajr prayer time started. An aunty, a friend of my mom whose husband was also admitted there, picked up my call. I asked her where my mom was, and she answered that she was performing Salah. I hung up and called again, but she wasn't picking up. Finally, she answered, and I asked her to give the phone to my mom. My mom picked up and asked what happened. I told her I knew everything, and she asked what I knew. I said that dad was no more. She was quiet for a minute and then confirmed it. She said she would call me back.

I looked up and said “ Allah aita ki
holo” I repeated this for almost 2 minutes and then realized that I couldn't cry or panic, as my little brother and sister would understand, and I didn't know how they would react. Many bad thoughts were coming to my mind, so I didn't shed a single tear. It was Allah who gave me the strength not to cry. When my sister got up, she said, "Atoshi, today dad will come back home as it is day 7." I was holding my tears and crying inside for her because I knew her little heart would soon be broken. My little brother got up as well, and as soon as I saw him, my heart started to scream that he would never be able to call his dad again.

Somehow, I managed to go to my big brother's room and told him. He was also holding back his tears so that our little siblings wouldn't find out before mom's arrival because only she could handle them. My big brother managed to make them understand that he was going to the hospital to change our father's clothes as mom was alone there. When mom came, they realized they had just lost their childhood forever.

21/06/2024

আগে বিয়ে করার জন্য ছেলেদের সরকারি জব লাগতোহ এখন বিদেশ থাকলেই হইছে 😂

19/06/2024

কোরবানি ঈদ হয় গরীবদের জন্য নাকি বাসার ফ্রিজে রেখে দেওয়ার জন্য!!!

19/06/2024

Stop saying “আমার মেয়ের বড় জায়গায়ে বিয়ে হইছেঁ”
Start saying “আমার মেয়ের ভালো জায়গায়ে বিয়ে হইছেঁ”.

টাকার সাথে বিয়ে হয়ে না মানুষের সাথে হয়.

15/06/2024

Show off korar shobhab nai bole aaj kichu e show off korte parlam na.

15/06/2024

My heart smiles whenever I see my brother happy.

14/06/2024

I feel sorry for anyone supporting Laila.

11/06/2024

Aroni Rahman Afsaraa vs ali and handmade bag by me

05/06/2024

My first vlog in June

03/06/2024

Alhamdulillah Allah made my dream come true 🥹

29/05/2024

21/05/2024

I always thought nepotism was a FALLACY until I saw HEERAMANDI

21/05/2024

What really makes you angry?

16/05/2024

14/05/2024

🥳

11/05/2024

I request all of you, please refrain from abusing or insulting others by calling them autistic or anything similar. They are already experiencing enough pain without adding to it. It's not just them, but their families also endure this pain. You can't even imagine what it feels like to have a child like them. Their parents worry about who will take care of them once they are gone, how they'll manage without their support, and if they'll ever get the chance to marry. Please, have some compassion

11/05/2024

Mentality 🤮🤢

10/05/2024

Get ready with me

Serum : https://www.facebook.com/A.NCosmetics100?mibextid=ZbWKwL

08/05/2024

Colouring process is my favourite one 🤍

07/05/2024

Keep practicing keep shining 🫂

05/05/2024

Asim Riaz is sad, and it's making me even sadder. In his new song, he said a heart-wrenching line "one sided love means yeh woh roza hai jis ki koi ifftari nahi hoti."

30/04/2024

And keep practicing 👊🏻

28/04/2024

Keep practicing 🫂🪄

25/04/2024

I always thought I was the hottest, but THIS SUMMER has proven me WRONG 😑

23/04/2024

Women who can't be manipulated stay single forever, no doubt about it.

20/04/2024

Indeed, Allah is the greatest.

18/04/2024

Trollers be like

Don’t mind Apu Apni baaje dekhte
Don’t mind Apu Apni mota
Don’t mind Apu Apni ai Apni shei

Reply dile, Allah ami Apnake ki emon bolsi politely e toh bolsi 😂😂😂😂

Conclusion hocche English’er ‘don’t mind’ likhe jata comment korben maaf peye jaben 😂😂😂😂