04/01/2016
RATES DO NOT LIKE MOTHER TO CHILD BE IN THIS LIFE ...
(Read that tears, invite everyone to read and ponder ...)
"When you wrap and place in the trash mother hurt? And never mind the existence mother of a child? Price as mothers do not give me this life took good as could be! ".
My beloved mother!
Today you are witnessing the happiness of a mother during pregnancy their first child. On her mother's eyes freak hot tears. My heart was so happy to be mothers armful. But honestly until now you have been very sad for the mother and their light soup is always a question, "Why leave your mother that day you go?".
I remember that day the mother had wrapped in thin blankets and encased by a black plastics, she gently put me in the trash, they dismember the child numb lips rough and not once received the mother's line of fine white milk.
The plastics were deprived of human breath, but the fate of the child is lucky to be a janitor uncle rescued from the plastics, with the help of the doctors I was rescued. Since then, child labor is that doctors receive about farming - Uncle Tam, my second mother, who brought life to the child.
Tam mother was poor, the children's mother left long ago Mother Mind, starting today I was alive! Every day children are reared only by mothers mind the bowl of porridge and later meager meals. You're fortunate to be surrounded by the merciful love of mother Tam, surely this is the angel that was sent to her mother to help me, right?
Son and mother live in the center with tidbits of people, but the strength of the mother has brought confidence to the mother and child and rely on each other for survival. Every day I take the mother Tam clear the way, this job very well, the years passed and silver mother's hands off them already, darkening of the bottle shoulders and cheeks also noticeably slimmer, then the night two skinny body bundled together through the streets while everyone went to sleep.
When I grew older kids are portable peers parents walk in the opening day, looked at them I just said quietly watched and wished that someday I was holding her mother's hand. Fate kept swinging innocent human life, the source of life of deprived family, mother and daughter now only rely on water bath street most 90 thousand a day.
Sometimes seeing Tam told our mother, "she is so incompetent and unable to care for children a life like any other child," the mother was able only encourage Mind and so silent in her mother's painful conviction alone Mind .
Late, but the sky remained constant rain, the rainfall gradually permeate the roof, everywhere around the house saw only a leaking table is not wetted mother and son hugging in the bitter cold and damp in the house, I guess now I'm rolling in a warm blanket with my little family with the beloved child.
Our bodies are covered with Tam mother rug, in this moment I learned the mother's body emaciated, every now and then the bones of the mother very close to the people you hurt, then the mother's hand Back clutched my hand to bring warmth to the child.
When I was 13 years old, the age and the cancer was gone forever rob Heart Mother, now the only remaining child not born helpless between a shore line. One day after losing mother Tam, Tam mother's children return to mourn and took away her mother's house, leaving her mother's letter as a testament "let your mother take care of you Mai for" World An I were her - the second daughter of the foster mother.
These days I lived with her family Security are the days of torturing and beating her battles did An emaciated human body. I remember one day when I accidentally fell of her baby, that is a slipper was splashed in the face accidentally, there are today few gentle slap in the face.
Mommy! sometimes you can not do is sit huddled in the room upstairs with a corner of the right window with square holes, the pain gradually soaked into the human body as a medicine makes me tired every now and then to caress moment make the body numb. But Mom! I also used to it, I always think, "Maybe the mother never treated me like Mommy, right?"
The physical pain was also the bottle dull and numb, I can do no more silence alone! In the meantime I know you think first about what did not? That is the date to be with my mother's mind, thinking back I saw more heartwarming and then I remembered mom, I thought, "If you see a child being hit like that, she will protect you and take double his hand to save the children have no mother? If so I'm really very happy. "
But my doomed effort has its limits. When she An slapped my face because pop and for venting frustration, you just hit every beat An but when she exuded statement made my heart squeezed at first and then was smashed by a large rock "You are just an uneducated child and the birth mother really unfortunate when you have you in my life!".
When he heard the sentence from the offended feel terrible, but not Mom, ignoring the child she reproached An nowhere but when she mentions her mother in the moment really really painful, and the The last to go was my decision for me to find a way out because the darkness has covered my life long.
Life is precarious day by day finally I decided to go look for her mother, but the mother did not know who or where the mother did not know, so I still have to live for the last day strained. His night down rollers on a bench in the park, cold, dry space lone human soul and you are always struggling with others to survive.
Life had accidentally wandered to the encounter "big brother" of the "big brother" had conceived children and teach a lot of things for children: theft, robbery, and even hired. Two years, I find myself looking back themselves no longer a little girl anymore doomed, but instead I was much stronger and no longer being bullied.
Then at 16, I've known the taste of the drug, I do not expect it to destroy my life dramatically fast and you can not stop it anymore Mom! In those times was smoking, I felt so strong and cheerful no longer have to think much, I accidentally met Dung is also a victim of it, our love was born and two years after the child and Dung married.
No party, no wedding dress but did not have parents, "big brother" of children has enabled us to have a party with all my friends, if mother saw the like, maybe mom will celebrate the Maternal it?
Son and Dung really crestfallen, knowing I had the baby, but you always hope will bring a bright future and make it smell divine motherhood, but I just feel it in a short time . I have fallen into despair, knowing he had HIV / AIDS, child great pain, but I can not leave this innocent child. Then one day my son was born, I had no trouble clearing the happiness of motherhood.
And then, when it was five months old, his father passed away because of HIV, and more painful as I know, son, my little son are also infected with this dreaded disease. But eventually, my family was reunited together in the afterlife.
Mommy! Here, God has given me to see her mother, her mother is happy with his small family, happy mother how much pain my heart is even that much, I always wanted to ask, "When me and put me on the cover trash mother hurt? And never mind the existence mother of a child? Price as mothers do not give me this life took good as could be! ".
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