16/09/2021
I had a good run--------
** At the beginning,many of my friends died of COVID and many survived. With Future cases; One of 2 things will happen-- They will live or they will die... I have lost sleep(not sheep) with trying to analyze this pandemic stuff... In my case, I have gone "ABOVE and BEYOND" any of my Wildest Dreams(I'm still analyzing)--- My heart aches for all of the friends,that I have lost,to this pandemic.. I have had many Nightmares(I sleep during the day but,you get my point).
^ Recently(very recently) ,I started to feel a sense of peace-- a sense of belonging,a sense of becoming "one" with the Earth(In the event of my finite body shutting down--me,being the worry wart,that I am--I have been telling people that I want to be cremated and have my ashes spread on the little mountain,off of Hwy 9,that Lori Thompson sold me)..... The previous cancer and current Parkinson's is taking a HUGE toll on my mind and body.... I would ask that people become more patient ..I would ask that people make a bigger effort to understand Autism...I would ask that(oh hell,I'm asking alot of things).... Just hang in there--- Each and Every one of us is put on this Earth,for a reason--- Not sure what my reason is(or was) and I,really,don't need to know(This is starting to sound like,some sort of,eulogy). In any event--- I am glad that I made a difference..I am glad that I had a chance to help my Mom(in the 80's and 90's) with all of her Medical bills,taxes and have the chance to give her 2 cars(throughout the years).. Many will never comprehend any of this.. Many can't comprehend on how I was able to track Military Flight patterns,with my SDR, for all the Afghanistan Flights and send Info. from Walsenburg,Colorado to our Soldiers overseas,during our critical time(Aug. 26,27 & 27,2021).. I don't understand "Life" and I will never understand on why,so many,people have to treat others in a bad way--- I was brought on this Earth(long or short),to help people.......HUGz...
** At the beginning,many of my friends died of COVID and many survived. With Future cases; One of 2 things will happen-- They will live or they will die... I have lost sleep(not sheep) with trying to analyze this pandemic stuff... In my case(even with AUTISM), I have gone "ABOVE and BEYOND" any of my Wildest Dreams(I'm still analyzing)--- My heart aches for all of the friends,that I have lost,to this pandemic.. I have had many Nightmares(I sleep during the day but,you get my point).
^ Recently(very recently) ,I started to feel a sense of peace-- a sense of belonging,a sense of becoming "one" with the Earth(In the event of my finite body shutting down--me,being the worry wart,that I am--I have been telling people that I want to be cremated and have my ashes spread on the little mountain,off of Hwy 9,that Lori Thompson sold me)..... The previous cancer and current Parkinson's is taking a HUGE toll on my mind and body.... I would ask that people become more patient ..I would ask that people make a bigger effort to understand Autism...I would ask that(oh hell,I'm asking alot of things).... Just hang in there--- Each and Every one of us is put on this Earth,for a reason--- Not sure what my reason is(or was) and I,really,don't need to know(This is starting to sound like,some sort of,eulogy). In any event--- I am glad that I made a difference..I am glad that I had a chance to help my Mom(in the 80's and 90's) with all of her Medical bills,taxes and have the chance to give her 2 cars(throughout the years).. Many will never comprehend any of this.. Many can't comprehend on how I was able to track Military Flight patterns,with my SDR, for all the Afghanistan Flights and send Info. from Walsenburg,Colorado to our Soldiers overseas,during our critical time(Aug. 26,27 & 27,2021).. I don't understand "Life" and I will never understand on why,so many,people have to treat others in a bad way--- I was brought on this Earth(long or short),to help people.......HUGz...