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08/01/2020

District Court, Otero County, Colorado
Court Address: 13 W. Third Street #207
La Junta, Colorado 81050

PEOPLE OF THE STATE OF COLORADO vs.

Defendant: John Sheridan

Attorney or Party Without Attorney: (Name & Address)
Ryan Montgomery #33415
DEPUTY DISTRICT ATTORNEY
311 SANTA FE AVENUE
LA JUNTA, CO 81050
PHONE: (719) 384-8786
FAX: (719) 384-7330

Case Number:
05CV15 - A

Div.: A
PEOPLE’S RESPONSE BRIEF & MOTION TO DISMISS APPEAL

COMES NOW, RODNEY FOURACRE, District Attorney within and for the Sixteenth Judicial District of the State of Colorado in the name and by the authority of the People of the State of Colorado hereby files this motion to dismiss the appeal of the above-captioned appellant-defendant, and as grounds for this motion states the following:

Mr. Sheridan was convicted on December 9, 2004, after a trial to the Court in Otero County Court of:
Driving Under Restraint, a violation of C.R.S. § 42-2-138(1)(a),**
Driving Without a Valid Operator’s License, a violation of C.R.S.§ 42-2-101,**
Safety Belt Violation, a violation of C.R.S. § 42-4-237(2),
Compulsory Insurance Law Violation C.R.S. § 42-4-1409(2), and**
Failure to Use Turn Signal, a violation of C.R.S. § 42-4-903(1).
** (a., b. and d. above are traffic misdemeanors and are criminal matters) see C.R.T.I. 2., C.R.S. § 42- 292.7(2).

Thereafter, Mr. Sheridan Filed a Notice of Appeal on January 14, 2005, the time for filing a notice of appeal having expired on Monday, January 10th, 2005 pursuant to C.R.Cr.P. 37(a). An attempt to file an inadequate notice of appeal occurred on the 10th of January, without a proper designation, as required by C.R.Cr.P. 37(b); the purported notice of appeal lacking in particularity. The People do not know when the docket fee was paid. Since Mr. Sheridan’s notice of appeal, service on The People was untimely, his appeal must be dismissed.

Under C.R.Cr.P. 37(e), Mr. Sheridan may not file supplemental briefs after his initial brief, before The People’s Answer Brief. He may file a reply brief within ten days of the filing of this Answer Brief. Therefore, the people will entertain arguments only in Mr. Sheridan’s Opening Brief.

Although the issues presented by him are somewhat unclear, The People treat Appellant’s arguments to claim:
that the Otero County Court lacked jurisdiction over him due to his alleged membership in a purported native American tribe, and
that the People do not have standing to pursue charges due to Mr. Sheridan’s alleged position as an official in a tribe, amounting to a claim of diplomatic immunity,
that The People lacked standing to bring a criminal action, (Number 8. defendant’s opening Brief)
that the People have not exhausted their “administrative remedies,” or in the alternative, there is no final “agency action,”
With regard to the arguments of jurisdiction, we urge the Court to consider the following:
C.R.S.A. § 13-6-106
Title 13. Courts and Court Procedure
Courts of Record
County Courts
Establishment and Jurisdiction
§ 13-6-106 Original criminal jurisdiction
�(1) The county court shall have concurrent original jurisdiction with the district court in the following criminal matters:��(a) Criminal actions for the violation of state laws which constitute misdemeanors or petty offenses, except those actions involving children over which the juvenile court of the city and county of Denver or the district courts of the state, other than in Denver, have exclusive jurisdiction;�
Mr. Sheridan was charged with a criminal offense, and placed himself in the jurisdiction of the court by driving a motor vehicle in this State.
Mr. Sheridan is not a member of a recognized Native American tribe, which is supported by the County Court’s file showing the following federal statute:
25 U.S.C.A. § 1242��United States Code Annotated
Title 25. Indians
Miscellaneous
Pembina Band of Chippewa Indians: Distribution of Judgment Fund
§ 1242. Membership rolls; preparation; eligibility; excluded persons
�The Secretary of the Interior shall prepare a roll of all persons born on or prior to and living on July 29, 1971, who are lineal descendants of members of the Pembina Band as it was constituted in 1863, except that persons in the following categories shall not be so enrolled:
those who are not citizens of the United States;
those who are members of the Red Lake Band of Chippewa Indians; and
those who participated in the Mississippi, Pillager, and Lake Winnibigoshish Chippewa Band awards under the provisions of sections 594 and 594a of this title.
… (emphasis added)

The Pembina band is specifically excluded from membership, and this band does not appear on the Bureau of Indian affairs list of recognized tribal entities.

Subchapter 450b of the above-reference United States Code defines an Indian (Native American) as follows:

(d) "Indian" means a person who is a member of an Indian tribe

Mr. Sheridan is not a member of an Indian tribe, and is therefore not an Indian, ersatz; he is not a Native American. Assuming, arguendo, that Appellant was an Indian; he would not be entitled to any diplomatic immunity or otherwise. He submitted himself to the jurisdiction of the County Court by entering it on a highway, by signing the summons, and, as set out above, committing a criminal act.
The remainder of Mr. Sheridan’s Claims is too poorly articulated to warrant a response. They do not assert any kind of error or standard of review, and the undersigned attorney will not perform this task for the defendant.
The time for reply was tolled by Mr. Sheridan’s filing of a supplemental brief, such that this brief is timely filed. If the Court finds otherwise, the People move this Court for an enlargement of time necessary to accept this reply.

WHEREFORE, the undersigned Deputy District Attorney respectfully moves this Court to grant this Motion to Dismiss, to summarily deny defendant’s appeal, it accompanying this Response Brief, affirm the ruling of the Otero County Court.

Respectfully Submitted this 18th day of February, 2005

Rodney Fouracre #15573
District Attorney
BY:
Ryan Montgomery, # 33415
Deputy District Attorney
311 Santa Fe Avenue
La Junta, Colorado 81050


District Court, Otero County, Colorado
Court Address: 13 W. Third Street #207
La Junta, Colorado 81050

PEOPLE OF THE STATE OF COLORADO vs.

Defendant: John Sheridan

Attorney or Party Without Attorney: (Name & Address)
Ryan Montgomery #33415
DEPUTY DISTRICT ATTORNEY
311 SANTA FE AVENUE
LA JUNTA, CO 81050
PHONE: (719) 384-8786
FAX: (719) 384-7330

Case Number:
05CV15

Div.: A
ORDER

The Court, having been advised in the premises, and having examined the Motion, finds said motion to be meritorious.

The Court hereby

 Dismisses the Defendant’s Appeal.

DONE THIS day of February, 2005.

BY ORDER OF THE COURT


Date Judge

08/01/2020

Maybe it’ll start talk typing yeah it’s typing now OK yeah yeah I can save it as a PDF after it stays as Google docsWhen we're talking see if it works I think it's doing okay so the guy I forgot he's he's now like one of the local celebrity attorneys that had that he's the one that has the radio show and all of that have one of those guys I don't know if that was him but I don't think you got this far if it's like Barry, there is a guy who had killed someone and all the DEA or something from the DEA guy lied and said that he was a defense attorney got the guy to give himself up VA committed false impersonation and they obviously the perpetrator or and believed him and like if he gave himself a little something so it is came like as a disciplinary and the Supreme Court was really not happy about it but I don't think he got this far he just got suspended or something because of the overwhelming like other argument was Public Safety and was he like committing felonies he was really a dangerous guy but to lie and pretend like you're a defense attorney Journeys yeah it was controversial if you're lying just for money and then lying about the LIE I think there's some point where you have to say I give up I did badly I did poorly Lee's have mercy on me I'm a reformed yes I'm still on my mission transmitting whatever higher Consciousness I can purpose saying no to the naysayers and those who are also fear falling just trying to figure out how I can make my story heard and whether it's so that I will be what are recorded for posterity for just as a record of something whether it matters or not yes so that's what I'd like I'm on the cusp of making that pivot towards a different direction or in the process their of although it's taken like destroying like what was before with extreme prejudice to start anew and I had this idea that that's probably something I'm done subconsciously or on purpose you mean your response into whatever yeah cuz it was hard for me to figure out how to let go of things and does fling myself into the pool known as like the greater world you know without a parachute seeing what happened is that the fear of like not having security has been what has also I fear of like criticism rejection that kind of thing so I may be able to create something it may have value out of this I take my responsibilities at least try something Senza going to say frappe has you know I was telling you before sort of resulted in and what my parents feared for me was like they said if I tried something creative then I would always be before but I was making six figures and felt for or was it all the money was spoken for whatever and it wasn't sufficient especially when will it be lessen my job always sort of you know the home government does a Aristotle liked and friendly mechanism that was friendly like inertia that like prevented anything good happening like that was sort of like the mission were like prevented any change that would improve whatever the the outcome of whatever we were supposed to be doing especially with the office of general counsel is concerned like the same Mantra over and over again is bad time yours I was like so happy at the EPA because at least I had the power to file something in my job USDA I just like would recommend the filing and they would say now this is too hard and having been like a prosecutor have been through trials and stuff for their was a scintilla of evidence compared to what I had at USDA I was just like remind there's this or anything because I'm afraid so gun-shy that was like the most frustrating thing in there became a backlog of cases were like cases were like four and five years old that were perfectly good that they wouldn't even file a complaint on and there was the last statute of limitations 5 years ago and they started sending them back or whatever pretext that they could because like they were they had two different kinds of cases that they had to do that were Active cases and one was Packers and Stockyards cases and then the other was perishable agricultural Commodities act which had a statutory limit of 60 days are you want to file a complaint or something like that like after the complaint was filed or before the complaint was 560 days from like the cause of action for something so they had to like do those in like and sewart became less priority Corporation yeah little insertion that is complete with them but that was the only thing that they had pressure on them and their job the P&S cases were second fiddle to that because there is no limitation as long as they want those were the most difficult but those were those never saw but the even like the ones that are like all the low-hanging fruit they would they would reluctantly file on the low-hanging fruit ones that were just like okay you fail to pay on time and you don't have an attorney and we have like all the evidence and you admitted to it and you said oh yeah so it was definitely withering away to strong but it was I so kill myself in response to it because I I mean I know and I almost like rented an apartment like that was over a couple years ago up in Broomfield yeah you drove up here today now you'll get an idea of like what my commute everyday I get it I was like such a grind and plus goat on days when my life and I had miles to like bring him to school and Southeast Denver and then to like go back drive back to Boulder to spend time with the girlfriend and have her like a project just like but the only way that I knew how to get rid of those things is to like drink and like be irresponsible and sabotage somehow and where it's you you just endured in like found a way how you didn't have the benefit of having a drinking problem call can you find anyway yeah I sucked it up whatever can I get a little and a tsp. And the new law firm is of counsel downtown Law Firm I thought I was at downtown Denver did you think you have enough Council Feldman and there is DC lobbying public policy Law Firm and so it's perfect for doing Regulatory Compliance for their big businesses power so they do pipeliners electric utilities I don't care old look at me. And you're like a defense attorney for the talk the other day I was like not filing something and settling something yeah well I'm going to engage with you and you're going to it's like the Helsinki syndrome or whatever we're like they're like with you and he's not so bad and at a minimal level that's good settlement letter I wrote it is so appropriate it's just hitting the right notes of yeah we do not send it to the above limitations in the protocols and procedures to a mitigation that already stream stress occur during the prior landlord there was a period of greed and blah blah blah and I as an excuse as an explanation take me to NBA started a 28000 the highest amount that I ever got USDA so I mean difficult I mean scale difficult ones that USDA like $1,000. Or like $30,000 for a company that has revenue of like 10 billion a year multi billion-dollar company but you got to make it proportional to hurt anyway landlord tenant so they are like Clean Water Act there was a change in ownership because of the death of corn Texas testing so is a triple net lease all the burden for everything all environmental if the tenant fails to pay any penalties that is cause for immediate cancellation of the entire length so UPS always over and over the EPA is joint and several no no because he has gross revenue income taxable actor salary payroll gas stations I have been so naive in the past make money on the inside and I bet those are really lucrative franchises I sure will work around the clock and every now and then somebody else 7-Eleven family business yet anyway so I'm trying to get even I realize they have a very different pay we did that together for like one of those rifle her boyfriend in North Carolina or something oh really horrible and was like 4 years ago heart attack and she taking care of him yeah I should call Colleen you had a thing for me and I was married and would not like go there and then she like that with the climber guy now her name is Colleen something and she has a baby or had a baby a while. Carnival I mean you could say it out and he went crazy and is now like a homeless the poorest attorney like in the state but he'll be he'll be coming back that's like surface Facebook is like reality is the night where any couples therapy the most helpful for me is ma dreikosen to men's group I think I just had this complete misapprehension what's good on the surface and you're working Pet Place being treated poorly or very poorly brutally yes. I smiled oh you don't get to play at the 15 level because because you're the one that we've chosen to like because send you a real and call us on our bulsh*t your threat so you're the Maverick and like that's the label I got like out there I see you I played with others well but like that supper higher-ups were like more like a we want people Dominican Salon on Merrick comparison I mean Value Inn + 2.4 Hoover anyway you want to place yourself from the outside looking in or like sometimes from the inside looking in these physical thing but I feel Freer and more genuine I had I just took a lot of self-destructive things that probably didn't have to happen freedom is having Nothing Left to Lose begin again and maybe come out like differently from like what my father had envisioned in like going back to my father so I spent a lot of time such help that would like the deal that we had going like to sabotage. Undermining the people that were in his corner and on his side and like trying to go behind and up the low and I'm like that's what he did probably like for a long time because of some sort of thing that says I'm not worthy and so which is why vulnerability is like for boating previously so and I need to like grab whatever I can in like exclude because I might lose what I have and sort of deny himself the chance of like real success by like having to control every little aspect of everything all right Dana told me this and I'm going to take that and then say 12 now Dana is out or whatever and like I'm going to like play lip service to Ryan but then explain to him how everybody screwing me over and I like didn't have the courage still don't have the courage to tell him I will I tried to tell him nicely odanah is supposed to be doing in the only way I'm going to do this deal is if Dana is included and then I was just like well I'm going to just handle it with the Canadian guys and get those in like so basically Ryan like in a nice way I'm doing it and like you're like so will I that was a high-profile Silicon Valley we're going to do a finger-prick five years ago she had a personal wealth valuation of four billion dollars not going to 20 years so they had an idea of a electronic thing or instantaneous and they were lying cheating stealing and a distracting Federal laboratory inspection Personnel how can I light how do I sign similar to sleep myself when you looked at that board Lions of statecraft Bob Harrington Malcolm somebody even when they were confronted with fomo when I was pushing back at 3 questions yeah it's like okay this thing works climate instead of this thing works everywhere you can say this has limitations there's a market for it instead there's a psych yeah how do I get a bigger market and like but then I'm undercutting my credibility now I'm 77 78 years old and I've been knocking my head against the wall with this strategy for like 20 years agree with you and I've been screwed over by like the hands supposed to get like a million dollars if I give them a blah blah blah Branch screwed me over you know now I've got the Canadians on board because they're like honest and and so hopefully and I haven't heard anything cuz I haven't talked my engineer but it's just like yeah I might be going to Africa or I the Columbia right now Colombian these are like these great people here that can get me this into the. We can do this. Thanks still if you want but I think that got registered with the German and he hasn't touched it I mean I probably have had my part where I like I haven't broached the subject or whatever but it hasn't been like that the contact at Dana has impulse with him and he has given me like the specs and just like a stack of papers with all of that send storage somewhere there was the international patent that like do not meet was rejected there was some sort of patent protection we're like somewhere it was a French Pat but like the international French patents were easy cuz I didn't have the inventive step part of it which is like the obviousness or novelty and or novel I think it was like you got a certain. Of time yeah oh man I would have died to have this I would have like I would have been there I've never had that Miles had it there like cheap now cuz like back in the day like they were American-made I would have I would have killed miles had something like that too but like his uncle. Back in the day like when I was a kid in the 70s big wheel was all week. You're like the 60s I was born in 58 71 I feel the fear this morning I mean I was doing that I'm not anymore but like 20 2018 I was going to personal trainer and doing yoga and I'm not drinking not doing anything and I was in 2018 started getting depressed even though I was doing that there was a. When I was younger where I was working my job was to walk working at the post office with heavy like mail and like going up to it was in Englewood sometimes yeah like what little Stoops and Mike have like a where I was like getting like super speedy and efficient and was like the most value Terrier plus I wasn't in the union so I didn't have to slow down yes cuz this has to be part of yours is how do you protect yourself and hope you re-establish I'm eating well and exercising and if you begin to feel yourself getting vulnerable depressed whatever that's the critical thing and we're like I have faltered because it's so subtle I can be a master my own things are going well and it's almost a way of like trying to convince myself I'm okay when I'm still not when I'm starting to head downhill and when I have to be honest with myself first like okay this drug regimen that I'm on isn't working something's not right you know what do I do to ensure my own honesty with myself like I can't believe I feel I don't want anybody to find of course that's where I have to like start to the higher power stop this is me I have only have a limited time here to transmit whatever message on the transmit correct so I need to not self destruct I need to change things without that sort of self-immolation lighting myself on fire and striking hurt myself a gasoline in writing the mat in order to like change something I don't have to get to that level of depression where I'm like oh I'm so depressed I might as well pray to feel better or whatever in like how do I prevent myself from getting to that point I have to notice it myself and be honest about it you know it sucks and it's so subtle where is that a yeah like that and then I can't listen to Beethoven anymore because of that has that same response the definition of you having a problem and I need help if I'm like know that there's a bottle CJ has left in my apartment and I'm thinking about that in the back of my head that's what I'm like when I should get a shock or whatever I can do is going to do because that is like the instant I do that it's like okay now it's like instant link say okay I did this or I'm going to do this like let's figure something out how do I protect myself that's where the higher power comes in like because I it's hard to figure out a way it's just an awareness and a mindfulness thing and I may have like started isolating somebody moving in or not those people walk over with stuff but I guess they're just taking a couple objects the last but there's a thing in there this is where the free parking and yeah it doesn't look like it's opening up my excuse for everything I'm about to hopefully so I do have it's a llama on my hands epically there are certain personal items that are in my haste and like shock and awe of being away from her home unexpectedly she struggled any new just in my I guess it was paranoia or self-preservation I was you know put in this position now she has someone else in the position of being a personal servant that yeah it's like the sort of entitlement of I can be as late as I want I can be like like you I have the special quality that is icing and yes it's been that way for a long time since I've met her off and on but it's more like but I swear like a double life I am thing so are our presentation I like you know had been like someone interested like in other areas with her and then you know I was supposed to be like cleaning up the place is just like so disorganized I come across these bags like this lots of bags all over the place so just chaos each bag would have a bunch of like s*xy lingerie about the like some makeup and like and like some sort of like other like a pair of pants that would be too easy to find the we**am and now pause means start to develop what she wanted to do and like well people have their own personal lies within like too much s*x drugs and rock and roll hits your vision your professional life if you're not living that she when it comes to health and wellness and smoking ci******es and doing like can you smoke a cigarette you understand smoking pot but then this other thing or like you know Finding so I took certain ions just as I take further, but I don't like her like freaking out like a ball gag and a very large like vibrating that were just like okay you have me the said for me to like to start arranging and organizing everything so I did that and I was doing that a lot of it was like really all the personal stuff was mixed in with like a professional and I'm like I can't unsee that certain things so that's sort of she didn't ask for him and there are so many of them like 12 different life I called I'm going to a party or something you know it's just like you each one has his own little pit looks like makeup you know the lingerie and some other things she's very likely she was paranoid about all of this thing I do I want anybody to mention Eldorado Springs so I'm surprised that she's even being cool about this well at one point I thought but I didn't speak to entitled nonetheless back and forth your friends are horrible she did I haven't told her about that because then she would like to evaluate and blame me because she said she like rattled off these things like I don't even know if you remember I'm like yeah I remember but I didn't send you that now she's like one of those self-employed but she comes off his very very everything is like is like yeah copacetic on the surface it's just that when I had never liked cohabitating with her or anything like that cohabitation is like yeah like on the one hand I'm very grateful because she liked me and I liked that I don't have any money or anything and she's come on up and see payment I'm such a kind person but I can like criticize if you do something for me like in the middle of the night like say of Silence I was having problems with her boyfriend her boyfriend is a drunk in like hide all the alcohol talking to me course I didn't tell her I was alcoholic that wasn't drinking say yes and please go buy ci******es for this poor girl and deliver them to her even though I know that your license is revoked and I didn't like somehow no my license if she's like you can use my car and just bought a new not a new car but like an older Acura 2006 Acura like SUV I had my car was the mini and mini Countryman for a minute it was like it just looks but with her I think I am by no means not culpable in like buying into that but it's like yeah there is there's an anger there from her being cheated on by an ex-boyfriend in likes going going for the wrong kind of guy which is like a musician / like ma*****na grower quick money men that don't like don't treat you out in that you're a victim in pain like if you stay like you're playing the victim card to get really listen through the night pushing back getting all the criticism and like to sing I'm sorry I'll listen to all your stuff and then when I like I was just like okay I can't do that and it became a thing where it's like I'm where like she was always saying I'm not mad at you no and it before when I was like when I was employed and I would talk to her and give her all of this and then like yeah and so then I was like okay I will help you with your thing as part of a deal for my staying here not legal consultant I talked to her through and gave her all the information on the domestic violence stuff now that domestic violence victim is her you know personal assistant basically I don't know who's staying there okay so so that's what it like a background but now I talk to her I fell on my sword yeah yeah I was I was going a little and it didn't have anything to do with you or just I was going through my process so that's where she is right now much Ryan's cool with me I'm still have my little safe days kind of thing that's what she's okay so Ryan I'm just trying to get a sense there a relationship there is no there is no like professional yet disengage as possible and I'm not saying I reacted perfectly because there was at one point after cleaning her entire like I was saying because she wanted somebody to come over and stay there in like vacuuming for hours like a ton of whole layer of dust like this and like doing all this stuff in it then she's like all you did I didn't want you to go like all the pain this I wanted you to do this sad that I'm like there's no way I can't do a good job on this because that's what it needed so and like why am I doing this plus she's going out with this musician guy rip off the Wichita can an offer to s*xual metaphors like a and I'll turn this offThe only part of our lives where there's some notion about unconditional love and acceptance some sort of like semblance I am totally dependent on you and I love and accept you the way you are. I've got a life of my own but you still are the One You're providing the treats and whatnot so Terriers are a little bit more like felineBoulders I got anything and I talked to her like one night about her how she wanted to expand it and I kept her within those parameters in like that's when I had let's hope is like okay well maybe we can do something here and I'll do so because she has like he's good ideas about wellness and how to Target young and upper Whitney mobile audience of corporate people who are overworked need some integrative massage and then when I'm like however in order to bring this into fruition I think it's good to be genuine and actually try to live that's what I got. And I'm like and like you're the way that you're living here I'm like my dad would have said you know it's okay my dad would have andsaid you know I wasn't raised this way and in the words flop came out and not directly related to her ex cuz I said well I must love to I understand not directly saying Jesus you are so cruel to me and buy like yeah I can lie, I can chastise you and like criticize everything I could for you I mean that would be so yeah actually bright off number 2 how do you enter into solid relationship with on right start in the right place cuz she just sounds yeah it's so it is a very very complicated power play yeah I'm an empowered woman you can't say anything about it because those are the rules and if you do anything wrong and I'm going to accuse you whatever me to but if you stay like she was asking for it then I didn't give her any I'm not trying to arouse you or in any way recipe is then he will be looking for it for like here's a guy he's actually real I can't handle that I'm angry with the way I've been treated like I'm a victim I'm not on purpose either because I can convince myself I can convince myself of anything think that I'm doing the right thing subject a juul do that requested it I want go in and do that while you call her Okay I am back on according to text which is getting better and better as time goes by oh there's there's a lot East from here there is a up where I used to work Gateway and Green Valley Ranch yeah this is this is merely 225 inside cuz it keeps going on and on mezzo with the speaker of the house Republican I work for the state legislature you know you work for the state legislature a lot of Law and I wanted to learn about water law but didn't know how to State Attorney General at the state level yeah I went there too yeah they're at the first office wasn't bad he was at Democrat and he was fair to me down up to a point and then the second one was a republican two years and then one year up in like a 13th yeah I got gun-shy about like trials because that's where my performance anxiety was so bad that I would start like that high yammering and Alex just like cracking jokes at the wrong day and I have to get into where I wasn't just so full of fear that I was comfortable like in trial so it's like oh like men misdemeanor trial for only usually a day but somehow they they would send in the best of that they had down there to Southeast Colorado and from the public defender's office and the trials with last like a day and a half at least I have like half a day of feeling comfortable but by then it was too late and that you're he's down there or you know not necessarily prosecution oriented you have a particular kind of dilemma and or luxury of being former EPA which circumstances may I don't know a lot of people that are USDA not at the who who are at the one level above me like the regional directors of all becoming consultants in there like the everybody in the office hates him now how could you do that but I don't know they have the privilege of having a good level 15 you know that 15 level light and they are in a tsp that is like for 30 years in government would be a very nice cushion and they can pick and choose I even want to be a warrior. Desperate and there's that okay you're involved in like the the listserv you're on LinkedIn with the discussion groups you're an expert in your field you know you get asked to speak at XYZ we all do either too and you know that's why I sucked at trial because I was more of a chocobo I've had to do I had to do it as at USDA because I was the legal specialist I'm sure you would do just fine with practice so that I wouldn't let my own self talk in terms of if I were in your shoes I would have self talk about that to about how I would suck people know that I was let go or walked away from however you would put it because I have a serious issue there in like a lion I can find a way to talk myself out of anything just a hired so you don't have that stigma of being completely committed at all costs to the enforcement Marietta Georgia getting approved Lockheed Martin facility there and those people eating the world oh I'm sorry how horrible and because their client I'm not going to say what are you talkin about I don't even know you but I'll look again and they're also like doing you a favor by oh you got stuck in this position and stay you can take that in Spanish how about whether how about industry captured though where the people in the agency have drunk the industry Coulee to sorry excuse everybody's mad at ustatn for not doing enough or doing too much but also like these I mean we were extremely measured and I might experience with you is that you are very measured in your response in terms of a taken into account the need for businesses to like become businesses responded we had to do that I remembered was a few there was one that was at the end Amy Hambrick one with the guy in Boulder who ran a some sort of printing something or other deal and they had not kept records about the Escape or had loud their escape perfumes vocs I thought it was either her or the guy was there a young like really confident guy but I can swim with her or some other woman call good-looking guy Connie Porter from the office that I was in which was formerly occupied by the woman who could not come to work whatever was OG there was a guy and they were we were talking about fines are pretty high so that guy was like she might have been the one that did the guy the was called Crystal it was it was cleaning products that were like highly concentrated that you bought like the concentrate and deluded yourself what's is a room where can I buy and you dilute industrial strength concentrate which is more concentrated so you get your effective cleaning discounted you know like it's it's we make money because we don't have to ship all this water and you stay and they didn't have the labeling correct they had the percentage concentration wrong or mislabeled Lucian factors off the maybe that was a the other one was a and I think you were on this to cuz I didn't do any of the ones with the people who they recommended I just happen to run into you when you are in I was nice the office and we like and then you kept telling me lights are not picking the right person then I'm like that but I like working with you you kept telling me like no benefit from working with me and hers is like status or whatever the other guy here is what you do here at like where cuz they told me to go talk to him I don't know I was like two thousand eight or nine 2008 to 9 he was one of the ones that was picked up after I left that go to him talk to him and some other person Lansing Lansing was genuine he was good and I one of those people is like if I had the power to do it I would bring you on today and you're just basically said I'm not the one in like yeah and I was just like I can't believe nobody nobody listen to David just he's so grounded turn on the heater to have young wives who like he has like older than mile teenage right now so he has an architect wife who like they redid their house and I would kill to be in his position that's the weird thing about sitting pretty my friend you get to respond to all these legislators should things and like that like how I wish I was Hey honey Should we eat what do you what is a sensible name I'm going to check in again and I imagine it's going to be yes sometime today I don't want you to drive me back and then like we're not going to have my empty I don't think she's not really it's in any event yeah we can do the cube I don't need headphones for this basically it's saying you know I would have introduced it with basically all the I talk to you and I got this done and here's what the challenges were and things like that and it's pretty good at actually like typing the thing out yeah it's typing it out and you can see right here got a typing and I would just try to put that into an email and send it to you and then it will see how that works just because of with my pet Russian is it ardelyx stock and beef steak that's going to be yeah yeah one thing at a time right and they have an agenda to forming which will be going to a meeting a day amazing their house meaning MLB AA or na or something like that the house meetings are at the play it there'll be like sobriety based topic I won't be the therapy in life medication will be up to me they don't have that there 30 days Supply. They finally got to straighten they have it hydroxyzine which is like for anxiety Gabapentin and there's a new one yeah I told you about that yeah I think I can handle getting the meds you taking the meds yeah I'm good with that but if I have trouble do you want to go biggest things for you and when we have to pull the plug okay but it's going to be critical for the next few weeks right and I appreciate your stopping by and yeah and in right okay yeah yeah sounds good I mean I have like a couple of a meeting things was like I need to get ahead of time and God's time we can meet you somewhere who's that what time