I hated myself for most of my life.
I hated that I didn't fit in.
I hated who I thought I was.
Then I realized what I hated wasn't me at all.
I hated my conditioning.
Now I cultivate compassionate innerstanding because I'm human.
I am deconditioning all the things that don't align which naturally brings more peace.
#HumanDesign
#Deconditioning
I am destroying the 'box' society has stuffed me into over the past several decades...
I do not fit inside.
GET ME OUT OF HERE! lol
#HumanDesign
#MagicalDNA
I know how much words matter now.
I didn't understand the magnitude of our words before and I abused them. A lot.
I am not perfect and have a long way to go still.
But I am kind to my mind and speak to myself with kind, loving compassion.
Because I've experienced the other side of the coin and....
... I prefer this side.
The grass truly is greener when you speak with love behind all your words.
#kindnessmatters
#bekind
#loveyou
I reflect back on a 10 year journey of self-evolution.
Ten years ago - I had NO CLUE who I was even though at the time I had:
- An impressive resume with a high-paying career
- A home with a 'white picket fence'
- A stable, loving marriage
- A big, diverse social life
On paper, my life looked good. I should have been happy.
But back then I was in the thick of addiction...
#growth
#evolution
#humandesign
I am befriending my anger and together we're embracing peace.
Feels good not to be so angry all the time.
#HumanDesign
#deconditioning
#HumanDesignManifestor
I made the decision to save my life.
Because of my personal conviction to succeed, the universe responded to me.
I know I will never go back. It's simply not possible for me anymore because I'm not allowing it to be an option in my life.
Energetically, spiritually, and emotionally that door is not closed - It no longer exists at all!
The will to succeed is strong. In all of us.
I'm sharing this in the hopes that it helps someone who is feeling hopeless.
There is hope for you too.
Learn to understand yourself and stop listening to outside distractions.
Learn your heart.
Listen to your body.
You got this!
#WeDoRecover
#life
#HumanDesign
Despite my disgusted look on this video ...
I'm happy that I don't fit into a typical cookie cutter stereotype.
It used to bother me a lot that I feel like I don't fit in anywhere.
Now, I understand it is by design.
#humandesign
#humandesignmanifestor
I'm glad I failed.
I fell HARD a few times in my recovery journey.
I relapsed more than once.
I was hospitalized for alcohol detox several times.
I experienced multiple miscarriages.
I hated God & the world.
I wanted to die.
Looking back, maybe that's what I was trying to do.
I'm glad I failed.
Don't give up.
It gets better.
Promise.
I used to get angry at getting so angry. lol
Not anymore.
Now I know it's part of my design & I integrate it!