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07/14/2024
 Just purchased my first Muse headband! I'm excited to incorporate this simple bio-feedback technology into my Overcome ...
01/06/2022

Just purchased my first Muse headband! I'm excited to incorporate this simple bio-feedback technology into my Overcome Your Addiction Mindfully (OYAM) mindfulness-based relapse prevention program. It will be a wonderful add-on that will bring clarity and insight to my patients.

12/23/2021

Fentanyl overdoses become No. 1 cause of death among US adults, ages 18-45.

More adults between 18 and 45 died of fentanyl overdoses in 2020 than COVID-19, motor vehicle accidents, cancer and su***de.

🙏🌈đŸŒșđŸ’›â€ïž"Forgiveness" is a term that has been in use for 2,000 years, but most people have a very limited view of what it ...
10/14/2021

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"Forgiveness" is a term that has been in use for 2,000 years, but most people have a very limited view of what it means. You cannot truly forgive yourself or others as long as you derive your sense of self from the past. Only through accessing the power of the Now, which is your own power, can there be true forgiveness. This renders the past powerless, and you realize deeply that nothing you ever did or that was ever done to you could touch even in the slightest the radiant essence of who you are. The whole concept of forgiveness then becomes unnecessary.

And how do I get to that point of realization?

When you surrender to what is and so become fully present, the past ceases to have any power. You do not need it anymore.

Presence is the key. The Now is the key."

- Eckhart Tolle, "The Power of Now"
Chapter 10

All that activism you do... are you truly at peace and one with the universe as you move through the waters of change? D...
10/04/2021

All that activism you do... are you truly at peace and one with the universe as you move through the waters of change? Do you engage with fire in your heart and vengeance in your eyes? Put down the torches, put down the signs, put down the hats, put down the fists. Reach instead for the space inside yourself. Bring your peace out into the world and watch it manifest. A wise man once said that "I am the way, the truth, and the life" What many dont grasp is he wasnt talking about himself, the man, but "himSELF" as the one consciousness that we all are. We are but a tiny soul, a tiny little piece of the cosmos, "made in gods own image"
Never forget you are one with all that is. There is no reason to fear.

09/22/2021

Second chance ❀

Never forgetYou are one withEvery thing that ever existedIn every corner of the universeAlive and inanimateGet back in t...
09/21/2021

Never forget
You are one with
Every thing that ever existed
In every corner of the universe
Alive and inanimate
Get back in touch with God, aka spirit, aka the universe, aka idgaf just get in that state of being and reconnect 🙏

9/11 made it into the 13th chapter in my book, Awakened Addict:To Live and ServeEmploy a number of designated activities...
09/11/2021

9/11 made it into the 13th chapter in my book, Awakened Addict:

To Live and Serve

Employ a number of designated activities to get you outside of your self-identity, such as walks in nature alone, volunteering or creating artwork, serving others in a way in which you receive nothing in return. I’m not talking about forcing yourself to go out and be a do-gooder because someone told you to. What I’m suggesting has to be done willingly, in a particular attitude.

For example, over Thanksgiving one year, when I was 12, I spent the morning in my grandmother’s kitchen, doing crafts for the holiday while she was cooking. The sweet aromas in the house were wonderful, and they put me in an inspirational, creative mood. I cut out a few hand-shaped turkeys and proceeded to decorate them in all manner of what my 12-year-old self could come up with when I stopped and looked up at the TV.

There was a story about 9/11 being aired on the news. I sat and thought about everything that happened in the past few months, where I was in school when the first plane struck. I had just arrived in science class, my first class of the day, and sat down in my seat at the lab table. I looked up to the front of the class, at our teacher standing next to the door that led to the other 6th grade science classroom. After a moment or two I watched as the other science teacher walk over from her classroom up close to my teacher and mouthed the words “they both fell down”. My teacher’s mouth dropped open in muted shock; they were clearly trying to be quiet, but the classroom was still rowdy before the bell so it wasn’t hard to do.

Being the quiet kid myself, I was the only one that noticed this play out between the teachers. Class went on as usual. Later that day the entire school was called to the auditorium and we were told about the terrorist attack. My heart stopped as I realized holy s**t, THAT’S what my teachers were talking about. I never forgot what I witnessed then. They handed out a single sheet of paper to each of us outlining what had happened that day and instructed us to take it home that night and talk to our families about it (ahhh, life before widely available cell phones).

To my limited understanding at the time, the big war seemed to be partly influenced by different religions fighting each other in the middle east. I knew about Israel, Bethlehem, and Jerusalem from Sunday school, but the current events of my time confused me because those areas were supposed to be the most holy places on Earth. What was happening was sort of heart breaking, at least to 12-year-old me. Why is there so much war when those places were supposed to be peaceful? I felt myself tear up a little bit thinking about the hate, death, and pain watching that news story on Thanksgiving Day. I felt guilty having so much love surrounding me when so much sadness was in the world.

Then, while sitting on my grandma’s kitchen floor making stupid, typical turkeys, I got an idea. I cut out a big blue circle, put green continent shaped patches it, and put the whole thing on an even bigger white circle. Then, I made little paper gingerbread men cut outs and put them all around the outside of this globe holding hands. I drew a heart on every one with colored pencils. Inside of each heart, I drew a flag. I looked up in the dictionary for flags of a Jewish country (only one, Israel) and one of a Muslim country (I think I used Afghanistan), and I also used our flag. In the middle, I wrote “In my heart, this is what I see”. My Dad hung it on the wall before we sat down for dinner that night.

This same creative inspiration is an intuition we are all born with and are one with at our core. When we access it with genuine intentions, sharing it comes naturally. The key is to find something that brings it out in us, and it will be different for everyone. In that moment, I was so deeply moved by what I saw around me (pain) that what I had within me (love) reflected out into the world in a beautiful way, attempting to heal the pain around me.

For you, it may be working with animals or working with your hands in crafts, woodwork or even cars. It could be athletics of some sort, or a treasured hobby. It could be through starting your own business, or going to your church services frequently. The important part is having such an activity that brings your creative self out of its small, limited perspective, in order to access something greater than itself.

When you become the bridge over another’s troubled waters in ways you personally aren’t involved, it strengthens your intuition. Giving freely of oneself means you temporarily identify as an act of love, an instrument of good in the world, not as who you are and everything you have going for yourself. When you’re doing things for the betterment of you only, you naturally set expectations on outcomes, ensuring disappointment if things don’t go your way. However, when the actions you’re taking are selfless, something else happens. A strong rush of endorphins works through you as there is no avenue for disappointment to creep in, and this naturally boosts your self-esteem. You aren’t focused on any lack in your life or past circumstances that once defined you. You’re completely here and now, feeling good because you’ve made a difference in this life of another.

This is why mindfulness practice goes hand in hand with programs like AA. They complement one another at different levels of experience; the inner world and the outer world. If you are actively engaged in both, they each contribute a treatment that boosts your chances of maintaining sustained sobriety, the kind where the thought of doing drugs no longer frightens you because you have truly walked away from them for good. There will no longer be the psychological impulse to use. And that is truly what every addict wants. Many don’t believe it’s even possible and instead accept the mental turmoil of being in a constant urge for a fix.

08/19/2021

When you witness such cataclysmic and larger-than-life events such as this, you can almost feel the emotional weight of the world in the air around you. Is it the knowledge (awareness) that the entire world is also witnessing this event that makes taking part such a heavy experience? Is it the knowledge (awareness) that millions of people's lives have suddenly been thrown into chaos that weighs so much on our chest and shoulders? Is it the guilt as you look around you, in relative splendor and beautiful peace compared to what our middle eastern family is going through? I certainly felt guilty almost immediately after watching this. Why did they do to deserve that? What did I do to deserve to be spared? If god is real, why is this allowed to happen?

Wherever you are while you read this. Get back in touch with your body for a minute. Is there lead in your stomach? Tightness in your chest? Hair on the back of your neck upright? As your mind races with thoughts of war and pain, and thus feel all the negative emotions that accompany such thoughts, take a small portion of your attention and allow it to embody your physical senses. Everything your physical body experiences from our emotions is stored in it's own kind of "memory" in our tissues, our muscles, our very bones. The more time we spend "lost in thought" with no physical outlet for the emotions your thoughts cause, they get stored in the body with no where to go. That energy doesnt go away; it manifests via disease or by negative reactions you have to normal s**t in your life that you usually wouldnt get upset about. Instead, we naturally spend our time trying to distract ourselves from dealing with the pain, until it builds up so much that it ends up exploding into a full on mental/emotional breakdown.

I've seen so many on social media who lost someone, lost years of their lives, lost their livelihoods or are sick for life due to terrorist attacks on 9/11. The ptsd they're experiencing is very real, and there no simple answer for the next steps in their journey. I will not be able to offer you a solution beyond encouraging you to go within. I can tell you, from my own journey, how significant experiencing great pain with no way out is to the course of a humans spiritual awakening. It may feel as though you are millions of miles away from it, but you are actually the closest to it. It is "the peace that passes all understanding" that the bible refers to, but you may feel anything BUT peace right now... so whatever you do, allow yourself to feel the pain. Dont hide from it, dont get fu**ed up so you dont have to deal with it because all that does is mask it temporarily. Go into the pain, witness the agony of war and know you are not alone.
"Be still... and know"
🙏

08/18/2021

"Researchers at the University of Washington studied 286 people who had successfully completed a substance abuse treatment program, and randomly assigned them to one of three groups: mindfulness meditation, a 12-step program, and a traditional relapse-prevention program.
They found a treatment program that incorporates mindfulness meditation was more effective in preventing relapses over the long term, compared with traditional addiction treatment approaches, according to Reuters. One year after treatment, about 9 percent of participants in the mindfulness program reported drug use, compared with 14 percent of those in a 12-step program, and 17 percent in a traditional relapse-prevention program."
-https://bit.ly/3AVi9ES

08/17/2021

This is the new home of my old page, Enlightened Perspective, which is unfortunately gone forever. Like all material things in this life, it has passed on to the realm of ether & memory. Time to start anew!

Awakened Addict, the book, will be released by my birthday, October 11th, at the latest. I'm self-publishing and handling my own marketing so I can do what I damn well please and take my time with it. Cant wait to share it with the world ❀

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