01/04/2025
That conversation with my cousin & reading yall comments on Shine2Xtra 2.0 made me realize I definitely do need therapy and I definitely need to get off this app. I been battling my mental health for the longest now. The older I get the harder my life gets. I don’t know any positive ways to cope with my stress. First thing I think of is removing myself to make life easier for everyone else. I don’t mean to trigger anyone this is just my life with my feelings. I deal with these thoughts more often than yall would realize. I smile, I laugh, I seem happy but in reality I don’t want to be the strong person all the time. I have to pick MYSELF up out them dark spaces every time. My bad to anyone concerned or triggered. I am okay physically 🫶🏽 Mentally I am damaged and actively seeking help. Please accept my transparency and keep me in ur prayers.