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03/29/2024

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02/25/2024

Whisper of my wounded Heart

In the depths of my soul, a storm rages strong,
Words fail me as I grapple with emotions so long.
Why does he falter, why does he flee,
Leaving me adrift in this vast, lonely sea?

Oh, for the courage to stand, to fight,
To defend our love with all his might.
In Indian culture, tradition may bind,
But true love, oh, it should surely find

A way to conquer, to break free,
From the chains that bind, and let love be.
If he truly cares, if his love is real,
He wouldn't abandon, wouldn't let me feel

So lost, so abandoned, so utterly alone,
In a world where love's supposed to be shown.
But alas, here I stand, heart heavy with pain,
Unable to fathom why he chose to refrain

From standing beside me, through thick and through thin,
To fight for our love, to let the healing begin.
Yet here I am, left to mourn and to grieve,
For a love that was lost, unable to retrieve.

Now. I’m free letting you go so easy. Please don’t come back running after me. Once I’m done and over with you’ll see what kind of real love I have in thee.

01/01/2024

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06/10/2023

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03/13/2023

I know that I can never go back and change the past, so I’ve had to make peace with the regrets I have.
I wish I hadn’t spent so much time trying to convince the people that I wanted to love me that I was worthy.
Once upon a time, I was willing to settle for love on the terms of others that never really deserved me.
I should have never apologized for being myself, but a weaker and younger me wasn’t strong enough yet to fight for her own voice,
Unapologetically and courageously.
It always hurt when they broke my heart, and it made me think the problem was me.
I questioned what I did wrong, if I was pretty enough or why I always ended up being the one picking up the pieces of a shattered heart.
I know now that I never should have sacrificed who I was to make someone else happy.
Fear of being judged, letting them down or not being enough suppressed my voice and quieted my heart.
I realize now that I tried to love people that never really saw me at all.
I wasn’t important to them and they never made me or my love a priority.
That made me feel small and stole away my courage in a way that took me so long to rediscover.
I look back with so many regrets about all the things I should have said and done along the way, but I know now that those are the struggles that helped me find my way home ...
To myself, to my soul, to my identity that I had lost in my failed attempts to find love.
I tried to love all the wrong people in all the wrong ways, but that taught me exactly what I didn’t want in my life, my heart and my future.
As painful as the past was, I know it led me down the road to where I was always meant to be.
I found a healthier love of myself, knowing what I wanted and what I deserved.
If someone couldn’t give me their best, I could finally do what I never could before: let them go.
I stopped fighting all the wrong battles for all the wrong reasons chasing the love of all the wrong people ...
I realize that now, and I’m choosing a different path ...
Choosing to love myself, what I want and the people who really see and love me.
Heartache and loss almost broke me, but they created all the cracks I needed to let the light in,
So I’m so very thankful.
Now I know what I never did before:
I’m beautifully broken, I’m wonderfully unique and most of all,
I’m perfectly imperfect,
Just the way I am.
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