Victoria_latc

10/27/2024

Long time no see here .newyork 🐩🤍

12/17/2023

11:11 🖤

“…..the story was about a man who lived by the river.
And he hears on the radio that the river is going to flood the town and everyone should leave.
But the man doesn’t go anywhere because he prays every day.
He knows that God loves him and will save him.
But then the flood actually happens.
And this guy in a rowboat sees the man and says, “Hey, come on, I can save you.”
But the man tells him he isn’t going anywhere.
Then the helicopter comes flying by, and the pilot lowers the ladder, but the man tells him he isn’t going anywhere.
After that, the man drowns in the flood.
And so he goes up to heaven and he’s really angry at God, and he tells him, “I prayed to you every day.
I thought you loved me. Why didn’t you save me?”
And God says,
“I sent you a radio report, a rowboat and a helicopter. What more do you want?”

10/01/2023

Just smile. Be in the moment. Live in the moment. Love at the moment.
Appreciate the moment…💎

09/02/2023

🐉

08/21/2023

'No' Is A Complete Sentence.

06/29/2023

The universe makes selections.
Making you stronger, weaker... ♾️
Without asking do you really want it …

05/10/2023

Catch Me If You Can.

03/27/2023

Finally feels like spring and we are coming out of the cocoon.
With the first rays of the sun, I come out of hibernation ☀️☘️

03/23/2023

One of the best tools is to be able to speak up. Have conversations. Discuss concerns.
How many traumas have we been having behind by leaving each other unspoken?
How many mistakes we do by leaving each other unspoken?
How many thoughtless acts we still will make before will learn not to leave each other unspoken?

“To everything there is a season. Yes. A time to break down, and a time to build up. Yes. A time to keep silence and a time to speak. Yes, all that.”  (Ray Bradbury. Fahrenheit 451)

02/26/2023

How often do we do something just because we have to, not because we even want to?
Who said what you have to do? Where it’s written?
Basically, in theory, it’s your own life and you are whiling to do whatever your soul desires.
However, very often having a lack of confidence, meeting circumstances don’t let you just simply get out …
Then what ... your energy is drained, it simply faded.
By doing something by forcing, just because I must too, I’m losing my femininity.
I’m not as happy as before, my eyes are not that shiny anymore, I’m not smiling as often as before …

Time to start learning to be balanced...
Time to remember who I’m and where I’m going …

01/29/2023

Welcome to your 32, Girl!
Yes yes, you are still a girl. It’s just a number, and inside you are still this stubborn, demanding, and joyful...I guess from time to time childish girl.
One more year is gone and many more to come.
Let this new year of my life be a new chapter.
I wish to leave behind all that happened last year but learn lessons. I’ve got hard lessons…
Growing up I realized that it was not just me but the contribution of many others which helped me grow. I thank everyone who was or is still part of my journey.
I thank myself for being strong during my tough times. I have grown spiritually, mentally, and physically.
And I’m still grateful for all the people who stayed in my life, who supported me and were around no matter what...
So thankful for still being here, to be happy and well, and to have life itself as a gift.
Expecting this year to be full of new opportunities and miracles ✨

10/10/2022

Breath Deeply. 🍂💛

09/13/2022

09/13/2022

09/10/2022

Recently was listening podcast about the unconscious mind and the concept of archetypes.
Eric Berne, a Canadian psychiatrist, created the theory of transaction analysis as a way of explaining human behavior. Berne's theory of transactional analysis was based on the ideas of Freud. Based on his theory one of the egos (adult)  referred to one’s ability to think objectively and act based on the present, which is the ideal ego state;

Sometimes we behave in ways that may feel strange, even to ourselves. We can feel uneasy about something that we said or did, yet be unable to explain the reasoning behind these behaviors. Often, these situations can be influenced by our experiences that shape our life positions.

Was mentioned one of the examples, how the unconscious mind affects our lives.
You are constantly getting late to work, finding excuses like traffic, going to sleep late, didn’t have gas in the car, etc .. but for real one part of your unconscious mind just sabotages the job. If deeply think about it you will realize that probably something unacceptable going on and therefore our actions are functioning mechanically. That’s what is happening to me for the past 6 months …
Today I clearly realized that I always have time for what I actually desire, that I can wake up in time if I really want to…really what my soul desire…and I think I found something new what I desire 🙃

09/06/2022

Had an amazing meditation experience with
I feel like I'm meeting people who toe-to-toe go through the transformation with me.
Just randomly, right after I got an eye-opening, and finally, I found the strength to write about it.
For some reason decided to talk and share my internal thoughts about relationships.
Can’t even describe how many various encounters I had, how many were trying to prove their positive message and trying to prove that “he” is the one, breakups, happiness, tears, losings …
And each time it seemed to me that as it was last time, never will happen again.
As it was painful last time, never will happen again.
But no. It happened again and again.
And then randomly I realized that my family, my beloved person is myself. Yes, yes so cliché.
All these times I betrayed myself and merely thought about how comfortable can be my partner with me.
That’s not really bad. I’m a very caring person, I love to love.
But when it’s mutually.
Not verbally, not in the head, mutually for real …
People sometimes think that a karmic partner, that’s the person who is meant for life, the person with who you are unconditionally happy, growing together..but no …
A karmic person very often indicates our weak sides, helping you to learn lessons and make the transition to a new level.
I know for sure I did not learn my lessons before.
Will sound so trivial, but when you are loved, when surely you belong to each other, you don’t need to “invent a bicycle”.
That person will be loving you just because you exist, for nothing. Against everything.
Not because of who you trying to be or show, just because you exist in this world and you have been created.
Nothing crazy I said, nothing new, but when you actually feel it, life changes. People around you change, environment changes.
And I’m sure my next choice will be definitely more conscious.

09/04/2022

Randomly got a thought.
It’s never going to be the same, as it was before, as it was yesterday.
Vicious circle.
Cycle in nature.
For some reason, I compared myself with a wire. Someone is 3 conductor wire, someone is 5 conductor wire, someone is 7.. 10 conductor wire...
Everybody is different. We pass energy through ourselves.
Different energy …warm, cold, good, bad, complex... like a million different chemical compounds.
And here is the most interesting thing...
When we are in rush, trying to have a life race, trying to be competitive for no reason…the soul blocks the channel, blocks the flow, just because we will burn out... thus saving us...

And when you clearly understand and accept that slowdown, suspension, and pause are just a stage and this is a cure, for salvation, everything is transforming …
And I clearly accept that before takeoff, you need to find yourself again 💜