12/09/2024
š©µš Thereās nothing more humbling than being at your weakest moment in front of the ones you love mostāmy husband and daughter. The first day, coming home, I was at my lowest. The pain was agonizing, my body failed me, I could barely walk and the burning, shocking sensations I felt unbearable. Iāve never felt so weak, so broken. It breaks my heart that they had to witness me like this. I screamed the whole night in pain. I couldnāt make it stop. I felt so bad for them having to listen to me and see me like that.
But Iāve realized that itās okay to feel like this. Itās okay to acknowledge those moments when you feel completely defeated, because those moments donāt define youāthey strengthen you.
No matter how dark it feels, I know I can get through anything- it doesnāt mean I want too. Make sure you peep š„ those last words God. I really donāt want to take on anymore pain. I have felt like I was drowning in pain and hopelessness, but the love of my family this week has really pulled me through. They stood by me, lifted me up, and reminded me that even in my weakest moments, I am never alone. To stay positive and think nothing but the best outcome.
š©µš I have to shout out my amazing family. This was this last Saturday. My daughter has been wanting to go hunting forever so for her Birthday Brian booked a trip for her to go Duck š¦ Hunting. She got this duck on her first shot!!! She wants to get it mounted so if you know anyone that does it tag them below ā¬ļø