11/29/2021
I cry when I’m mad… Yes, I do indeed have too many emotions pint up inside me that sometimes it’s hard to even control myself at times. Does that make me less of a person than anyone else? No, no it does not. I am just as “normal” as many of you — it’s just I handle things a bit differently… I overthink… I under think… I get so lost at times as to where I can find enjoyment at blankly staring at a wall with my thoughts flying through my brain. So… yeah… I cry when I’m mad… I cry when I’m sad… I even cry when am happy, frustrated, confused… Any and all the times — I am emotional… I’ve always been like that and it’s not changing anytime soon. If you know a way to help, please, I would love to hear it. But as for now I’m not going to let people belittle me for having MY OWN emotions…
I do not post much about how I’m feeling on social media, however, I feel like I should start. I have too many thoughts rambling through my head it’s absolutely insane. And the amount of puzzle pieces I’m trying to piece together in my life right now is hard… I do not need to go into detail at the moment… I’ll just leave it at an, “I’m fine.” And, honestly, I’m not talking out of my ass when I say that. I’m truly okay. Thanks for reading!
~AM