01/22/2023
All I want to do is be open, honest, and transparent with everyone. This is the flip side to my post last night about feeling empty in a crowded room, well this is what it’s like to feel overwhelmed in an empty room, I had plenty of people trying to get me to come drink and party the night before my birthday and all I could think about was going home and being in silence and I’ll never forget as soon as I opened that door I said damn I’m here by myself and that’s the flip side of my last post and the struggle of wanting to be around people and be alone at the same time.