09/05/2022
My my name is Matthew and I have suffer from asthma, depression and anxiety.
A lot of you who only know me from “social media” probably think I’m just a shallow, careless non empathetic gym goer when in reality I’m the complete opposite. I’ve always been a very loving self caring person who care for others more than myself.
Lately I’ve just felt hopeless, sad and just really annoyed with how society has been lately.
Past 8 years have been rough for me, especially since Covid came around. it has really messed with my emotions and mobility, my body just ain’t the same as it use to be since then. (And no 33 has NOTHING to do with it)
I also battle loosing a mom to drug addiction, I’ve been trying to fight everyday to be the better person and it ain’t always easy. I miss being the happy person who use to go out and socialize with friends and family. It’s not easy for me to talk and speak my emotions, something I’m still working on.
I wake up everyday and thankful I’m alive and have a wonderful husband Catlin Lester who’s been by my side since day 1.
I ain’t been the easiest person to live with going through a loss but we are more stronger now then we were when we first met 14 years ago. ❤️
Today I went on my first run in over a couple months ago and it feels really good. I may not be able to do a lot of exercises dealing with my upper trap issue but at least I’m getting out and breathing the air trying to live life as the best man I can be.
“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.”
