Once the dust's settled
Hillbilly sessions-Once the dust's settled
Oh so you, came out past the wave?
Once then reality was changed...well oh no!
I'm f**ked up, it's no big deal.
I'm not crazy, well maybe just a little ill.
So please, gimme pills so I can't feel?
But when you cry, I , sleep better at night.
It's been her test, for, most of our lives.
Bent intent, hits like, a dull rusty knife...
A dull rusty knife.
Get out the way. I'm crumbling.
When she came down to the stage (or not)
As her lover, I was her tapestry (canvas)
Well shes f**ked up, its no big deal.
She's not crazy, she's not even ill.
She don't need, any of your, death pills.
But when you cry, I, sleep better at night.
It's been your test, for, most of our lives.
Bent intent, hits like, a dull rusty knife...
A dull rusty knife.
It seems, Our Christ has come, to foresee a change.
Then they all went down, they held His hands and sang...oh no.
We're all f**ked up, it's no big deal.
We are not crazy, maybe just a little ill...
So maybe we won't get these scripts filled.
But when you cry, I, sleep better at night.
It's been your test, for, most of our lives.
Bent intent, hits like, a dull rusty knife.
A dull rusty knife.
Get out the way, I'm crumbling
Get out the way, cos I'm crumbling....
victorious pursuit of perfection
Hillbilly narrative session- Victorious pursuit of perfection
So you're seeking out another's warmth?
As they say "ah this is just the norm!"
Teacher is calling lounge against her courts.
Boy if youre slow, well I'm slower.
So you said I'd never "lay awake again."
But my love I forget why you take me in.
Please don't stay, don't go out of your way.
Out of your way...
Cos I've lied awake for months.
My love.
Please don't taawk about them other boys...
When they change, how they've turned into my pocket pains.
That last line....well it didn't make sense tah me.
But maybe to you? It could mean something.
So you said, id never "lay awake again."
But my love I forget why you take me in.
Please just save, operate please operate.
Cos I've lied awake four months.
My love.
So you say, id never "lay awake again".
But my love I remember just why you take me in.
Please just stay, and operate please operate.
Cos I've lied awake all these months.
Yeah I've laid awake all these months
I've laid awake for fourteen months.
My love.
There will be blood
The hillbilly narrative session
Drilling holes as the years add up
But somehow it's just not enough
Money won't change a thing
When there is gold underground beneath thy feet
Someday I'll go away, as I reach out.
The wall's done gave.
Through holes, the rain shall fall...
But there will, there will be blood.
Blood.....
There will be
There will be blood.
My heart its grown on cold.
I feel so young yet my bodies so old
My boy he's grown on up.
Says he's leaving, I've had enough.
Someday I'll go away, as I reach out.
The walls done gave.
Through holes the rain shall fall
But there will, there will be blood
Blood....
There will be, there will be blood
Victorian Girl
Victorian Girl, dont you know, how you are worth, everything?
Every day, to the saints, they say how you're okay Victoria.
Victoria?
Well if I, if I pass away, would you lie and say everything is okay?
Well if I, when I pass away. Would you lie and say everything's okay? And
Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again
Victorian Girl, don't you come, from the planet Earth...
Why don't you know what you are worth to me?
And if I, well when I pass away. Would you lie and say how everything's okay?
And when I, if I pass away. Would you lie and say everything's okay? Sad ..
Again and again and again...and again
And again and again and again...
And again and again, Victoria?
Victorian Girl?
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Do I look fat in this dress
Everyone you see, every time, they remind, you of me. I know now...
You are what I want, but I can't, just not focus on...
Your suspended beliefs....
What you said to me, now i notice how...
So I came, out of my life.
Need to know this, I need you out my life.
I've talked about it, I taught you all my damned scars.
By noon, I'm unsure...
Said by noon l, I'm absorbed.
Is this entertaining? Could you paint me art?
F**k my love, just bite me so damn hard...
Do you know? If so show me how you glow...
I've dug my grave, so damn far.
We've talked about it, we spoke like its war...
Do we know? If a million years from now....
I could be better than I was then....I guess im just bored.
We talked about it, we made it so damned hard.
Same as you, I'm screaming of my God.
Let's talk about it, talk about where we are....
I followed you so long, I can't tell if you are there
I can't tell if you are there...
I can't tell, if you are even there.
I can't tell, if you are really there.
earmites rough draft (2nd time played through tried to not write the actual lyrics but the ones in the video but i cant help it xD)
This is my writing process. The song is done after the first time I start it....circa 2010-2011ish? Id just gotten out after a week in the bin cos I slit my wrist.(16 staples good gawd I'm going to hell....maybe I'm already halfway there)
Ear mites by Joshua (that's me!)
You told me, I will "not go!"
Then told me, "how I'd never see..."
Then said, "i dont believe!".
You know I never think
Again....it's okay to...
Cos you knew I never have a clue.
You scold me I say "F**k you!"
You show me over and over...
Though I know that I can
Please don't ever share.
I will never be the same.
You know my innuendo
Your Nintendo in my pinto
My Sega your MP3
I've never seen this side of me...
Cos you make me crazy
Where I can't believe one damned thing
Oh I f**ked up? Yeah so what?
Don't try me anymore...
And though I know that I have
These sores I, just won't confess.
But you don't ever need me...
When I said...that all I need's a friend...
Never let me go.
Hey yeah, don't ever say that...
That I can't be your gift....
But yeah, I, never set my frame.
You say that I cannot be
Cos youd never seen this side of me...
You told me how I'm so laughed at?
Well guess what Ill just come back...
And all though I don't believe you said how you gave me ....
Pure indiscretion.....though my heart has never seen it.
But yeah, I, can't make out your face....
(rough draft)"
Cropped, saved then framed by BlankAutt(that's me!)
Evolved makeup, where we came from.
Somehow different, when you look back, which I don't.
Seems too he, who would move the seven seas...
Fore she breathes just to roll her eyes....my dear.
Through and through these years.
Through our beliefs, through fears...
Well, now you know....
Egregious acts to sign romance....
Conquered by death, I remiss....
Well now you don't, know who we are.
And to think, he believed you...we believed you.
Such a dreamscape, rips the heart away.
Screams come out vents, pouring from hell's gate.
Complaints sway the one who, just yesterday;
Said how "I'll never change!". Oh dear...
How we see the world inflating, God could you unchain me?
Well, now you know....
We shant waste time with regret.
Sent you off, held one last kiss.
Death to the world! No I recant.
Well, now you know. Just where we are.
It's a cultivating, ever-changing, neverending story I complicate.
It's a cultivating, ever-changing, neverending story I complicate!
Ad nauseam as to hold you near. Oh dear.
End it on the sweet spot
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-J.t. Blank
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-Joshua Blank Watkins
Strings and chicken wings
-Blankautt Tree
(untitled) airhead
-Joshua Tree