08/08/2023
They say love is the most powerful thing but I say it's the most devastating because every time I ever feel something is it time that I just lose my mind I don't know how to deal with feelings I don't know how to deal with myself I try to push through it and I try to just do it like that is my motto but it's really just me hiding hiding away from who I'm supposed to be not who I meant to be but who I lyrically match up to see in this world you can feel the pain of a heartbreaking or breath being taken out of your body cuz you just can't feel you try and you try and you try till you just feel like you can't feel emotion anymore but you try to feel that emotion so it can fulfill something it's not in motion you trying you trying you try that's the key you always come out stronger on the better side you're better than your emotions you're better than who you were you're a better man you understand why you went through what you went through it's because you had to learn so yet I still try and yet I still ask why why me why me is it that has to go through hell everyday every single day when I know that I must prevail it's the reason I never cut on my wrist it's the reason I survived the thought that was in my head I had the peeler to my wrist but I heard something in my mind say don't do it it'll be okay think of your mother think of your family think of yourself and everything in life should be lovely don't get hurt over one girl who will never feel the same even though you love her you're the one to blame
