Thank you ππ½β€οΈβπ©Ή
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Sometimes, On my hard days, I canβt get over what I did to myself and to the ones I loved around me when I was lost in π₯. It literally tears and rips me apart back to my bare bones and broken self all over again and it can be quite difficult to come out of. Sitting with my thoughts of older versions of myself can be worked through tools Iβve gained in therapy, online sober communities, and different support systems Iβve developed since my near death experience but none of it takes the pain away. Things may feel lighter as time goes by, but that sharp pain in my heart and sickness in my stomach at the site of myself when I was sick will always be with me. Itβs my gift and my curse, Itβs my guardian angel and my demon, itβs a part of me Iβve had to learn to love, accept, and allow to be the building blocks of my purpose to rebuild my foundation from. My past does not define me, I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become as I am consciously recreating myself into the man I want to be remembered for, One Day At A Time! π€
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Dirty Jerzey π―
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I Lost Everything, but the Favor of Oneβ¦ GOD ππ½π€
One Day At A Time π― #Savage π
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