12/09/2023
Thank you all for everything, for all the love and support I’ve recieved, for all the care and friendships I recieved, I no longer feel adapt to this realm, I no longer feel the desire to hurt the way I have just so everyone can be happy!! To my babygirl, I love you unconditionally and pray that you grow beautiful and don’t hurt the way I did!! To my lost Love(s) I’m sorry I was so hurt I couldn’t sit here and give you all the love you deserved it wasn’t you all it was me!! To my grandma I’m sorry I couldn’t make you proud and do what I needed to to make u happy!! To my cousin/ best friend I’m sorry I couldn’t hold on as long as you needed me too! I love and appreciate you for all the love and life lessons you’ve taught me! And to my baby brother… I’m sorry your sister left you hurting…I’m sorry I couldn’t be your savior when you needed one yourself! I’m sorry I couldn’t be the big sister I needed to be I appreciate you more than life itself for giving me my best friend my ride or die the person I’d call crying to just to make me feel human!! I’m sorry I couldnt fight for you all…Maybe in my next time you’ll get the best version of me!! Until then much love and respect!!
-Emerald Angelic Beltran 12/09/2023