04/01/2023
Everyone told me that I should lower my expectations and be more realistic in my life.
Thing is, Iโm never going to listen to all the people telling me what I canโt do, what I shouldnโt want or how I should live.
They donโt walk in my shoes and they donโt know my reasons that push me every day.
Maybe for them, ordinary and average is enough, but Iโll never be the person that is okay with a lackluster life or days without passion.
If Iโm doing something, loving someone or chasing my dreams, Iโm always going to be all in.
I donโt anything halfway and I walk away if I canโt put all of my heart and soul into it.
Thatโs just who I am and will always be.
I know Iโll always have days when I get knocked down and times when life brings me to my kneesโฆ
But Iโll never stay down and Iโll definitely never quit.
I want more out of this life and Iโll only get there if I keep going, keep fighting and continuing to rise above.
I know it wonโt be easy and Iโll want to quit more than Iโll want to fight, but Iโm still going to keep pressing forward.
Thereโs so much for me still to do and a lot of life, love and joy just waiting for meโฆ
So, excuse me while I forge my wings from the fires of my failures and learn how to fly higher than I ever have before.
I know who I am and where Iโm headed, and thereโs a star out there in that night sky with my name on it..
And thatโs exactly where Iโm headed.
This is my time and my choice, and Iโm making the most of it.
No matter how hard it gets or how frenzied the storms that come, Iโm meant for more.
Iโve got this..
And I always will.
Iโve fought.
Iโve struggled.
Iโve fallen and clawed my way back.
Iโm meant for more,
So thatโs just want Iโm fighting for-
More happiness.
More love.
More passion and purpose.
Iโll get there one day.
I might even find my wings along the way.
And then, darling, I will learn to fly.
I got this.