01/06/2026
🫧🫧🫧 Y'all wanna know how folks gain their followings? This. Be genuine to yourself and to those around you. The following you cultivate will directly reflect what you put out.
Keep making each other smile and lift each other up, Tarnished. 🫧🫧🫧
Since Iron Fist Alexander, The Warrior Jar got me in all in my feelings. This is gonna be a TLDR.
I admittedly shouldn't be here. I made this page during a very dark time in my life. I wasn't medicated like I should've been and I had a tendency to let my emotions rule over me (they still do sometimes, but not as bad).
I won't really speak on what put me in that place, only that I found out I was schizophrenic, and that several factors contributed it to becoming a worsening condition. Which is why you will see me jump around from subject to subject, changing names, changing themes, it's a constant battle of warring personalities against the others.
I am coming to terms with my deficiencies, and seeing patterns which I am trying to remedy.
I am better now, but I have to confess, I probably would not have gotten the help I needed if it wasn't for my lovely wife, Jarbro, and these others:
Kirkhammer +10 a true friend if ever I had one
For me, it is Iron Fist Alexander. The best fromsoft NPC. Who still checks on me regularly.
Cold Knights Greatsword +25 who's bluntness really made me realize some things.
ItsRy for always being supportive.
Heavy Giant-Crusher +25 who stayed in contact with me during my treatment period.
Slave Knight Gael for keeping me in check.
Chaos Zweihander +10 for kind words always, even when they aren't feeling the best themselves
Envoy's Long Horn +10 who also always stood by me, no matter what stupidity I was up to.
Many Wheels Gavlan, someone who deserves far more than they realize.
Wasteland Memeposting who's been here since the very beginning.
Sunlight Straight Sword+5 who always asks if I am happy, that little gesture means much more than they realize.
Desert Pyromancer, for being a good friend the whole time I've been here.
And finally yes, Refined Claymore +10. For helping in ways they didn't realize they have.
Stay safe out there. Love ya fellas