03/30/2024
This is a good read, you get the chance you should read it. Paul said it best. “I became all things for all people, meaning I can talk to sinners of all walks of life because they can't say, “you haven't walked in my shoes” bet I did in some degrees you never reach, and maybe walked it longer too. But becoming all this and know all this Paul said again “ now I become a slave to all people” meaning with this responsibility he has to lead people to Christ,it's what he was built for.
God gave me the intelligence to dominate, outsmart think, and see further than anyone around me and I tried to force people to see it. What I learned though is the power he gave me was not for my own glory but for his.
I took a back seat to everyone before me and by the world's standards that's foolish. But they were on the world’s way of thinking, I was on my way of thinking. I see behind this reality. They were playing checkers and I was playing chess. I outsmarted everyone by letting everyone in front of me, the dogs were having their day, it's said but that was a day. The things that are seen are temporal and temporary. The things that aren't seen are eternal. In my mind, I knew it was something I was being prepared for even though I could see it. I just had to not let the power corrupt me so I live life as a helper a pleaser. See I serve peolple first even though I had the smarts to outshine them I didn't abuse it. Before you can lead people you have to be humble enough to serve. See where this is leading up to?
So I took the bullet the laughter. Being laughed scorned, called crazy, rebellious, etc. But this was all by design. Now they see what they called me is what only an earthly mind could see. I see further than most. And I'm proof of that. Now I look like a genius, and all I did was deny what I was given so later I could lead all. God’s plans are flawless. I know why every single thing in my life happened and know the reason it what it was prepared for and his it plays it part right now. No one knows themselves like I know me cuz for one I don't lie to myself. Negativity makes me stronger it makes the people of ther world weaker. Failure makes people doubt, get scared failures to me never exist because I made in part of the wining process get it?
Taking a back seat to the world was part of the test. That wisdom and intelligence level power of the mind could have corrupted me had I not taken a back seat to everyone. I could have been one of the richest in the world but that wasn't my destiny. But I am rich in something that's much more important.
Do you know how many people I talk down from wanting to kill themselves on the internet every day? I know what my purpose is. The ability helps people see what they don't by appealing to their existence and their humanity. And I didn't show anything smithing the eye could see. I make you see what you have in you already that the world tells you to deny. Another subject for another time.
I denied myself for everyone to go ahead of me. knowing what God gave me and I couldn't use it because it wasn't time. Was a battle. I didn't exert my power and intelligence over people and the whole time it was teaching me to have people follow me willingly. This was evident early. People always follow me not because I am better, they follow me because I make sense when I talk and you can't argue with it.
In all this taking back, he gave me the ability to give knowledge to the most intelligent and wealthiest people. That is an ability from God where I can step in in a room in the world and I can appeal to people in general and it has nothing to do with the subject being held. Why do I talk to anyone and people follow me? It's because regardless of titles statue money I chop everyone down to size by appealing to their humanity. Once I strike you at the core there is no arguing. That's why I'm able to talk to anyone. Never be scared of title money and status because I knew God was equipped with something no one else sees. I only come out when I need to.
That's God’s power, not mine but I knew I always had it now it's time to show you what God prepared me to be. I don't have to lead people God made it so they will follow me willingly. But I had to deny the power I was given to be able to handle the greater power he was preparing me for.
That's why I used to be called a know it all, all the time. It's not that I knew it all it's that when I talk I make sense so what's there to argue? That's the intelligence part. People like to run with something without thinking and then here comes me poking holes in what you thought was a good deal or good thing to say but you didn't account for all variables. Long story short. Your plan has to have a backup plan, that backup plan needs a backup plan, and that plan needs a backup plan. I think on a wider spectrum because I cover all bases, I calculated failure with success. Now I can't fail. Only take detours. This is how you change your negative thoughts within the mind, by cognitive reconstruction.
I'm writing a book on life, philosophy, etc. I could never tell anyone this it sounds crazy it would go over the mind that thinks like the world. Don't hurt your head trying to figure it out just ask but Im writing about how I manipulate my subconscious negative thoughts into thinking it has had its turn in trying to sway me from being positive. I let the negative thoughts take over first, calculating the negative with the positive and in the end result there is always a positive You put negative against the positive it's at 50/50, it's one or the other but by calculating them together there is only one result a positive I reconstruct my conscious mind to battle my subcouiscous mind and the superconcious mind that comes from God, keeps me from being over taken by what's going on and keeping my morality in tact. I imagine the worst things that can happen first. The world teaches us to ignore negative thoughts. You should if you don't have the mind power. This Is where I differ from most people because I've become so well-adapted to taking the negative first that I don't feel tragedy is you do, what makes you cry doesn’t make me cry. In a sense I have become immune to the pollution of the mind and the world. I see behind the reality that you see, always did. I take negative energy and thounghts in store than on my sinful side, and you know how it's released, by giving, sharing and caring, and much need alone time. had to make myself less than others for God to give me the power back if I earned it. It's said the ones who don't desire power are the ones fit to hold it. He was making sure I was fit to hold the knowledge and the power by showing it to me and myself not abusingit selfishly for gain. But I trusted what I coulnt see but somehow I knew. I could further than you. Feel more than people I'm on another conscious level. Always knew I was but I can't tell people all this quite yet it won't believed not until I'm into the next step of the progresssion. Yall have know idea whst I know, I don't understand how I know it but some how I know things.
And the beautiful thing about people following you willingly is I never tell anyone what you do. I reach people by opening their minds and in turn, they find the best course for them. If I lead it's to make those that follow leaders themselves. Teaches you accountability when you make decisions that make you break.
He created us for His glory, and you can count on me holding up my end of the bargain. Glory to The Most High God!!! He that rides upon wings og the wings, the clouds under his feet. Creator of all things, There is but one, His Is YAH
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