22/01/2025
#12140: Black magic, obsession, molestation, harassment
It's been more than 17 years since my sec sch SGSS. Two indian guys(from same class each for two years) have been so jealous/obsessed w me so much that they used black magic to send ghosts (quoted by Thai Ajarn, Malay bomoh) to observe me, kacau me especially at night touching me inappropriately and moving my limbs just when I am sleeping. Ragu (sec 3 and 4) and Arvind (sec 1 and 2). Embarrassing cos I am ugly, but smart, gkw they are jealous-.-. They have been so obsessed until they stalked me to my blk ever since sec sch, made friends w opp blks guys and watch me through my kitchen, hall and room windows. They passed derogatory comments like "dei why is she so black da, so ugly, so not hot..." even at 2am when I took a drink of water from the kitchen. All of this started right after A created a WA group with R and a few other sec sch ppl, started chatting w me, mind you he was already in a rs, so iknew he's not a decent guy cos he was flirting w me. I reached to R randomly from the WA group and suggested a catch-up after class at 9p.m, we met for the first time after 5 years of sec sch, very odd that he tried to kiss me, cos we never said things like I like you or were even in a rs and it was supposed to be a friendly meetup. I felt wierded out. After a week of talking, he randomly said I only treat you as a friend and ghosted me right after. I felt so confused, ever since sec sch I felt something so odd about him, cos he used to stare at me across the class and I would feel dead scared, as if something was trying to capture my soul, I did not know about barang or jinn at that time. I started seeing him and two other of his friends near my blk, after the call, but I avoided him cos I felt that he was too wierd. This continued for one year. Until, one Tuesday afternoon, I was washing the dishes in the kitchen, I felt someone staring at me from the window, I heard R voice too, I thought I was going mad, I covered the window with a cloth, I immediately heard R voice say a vulgarity word and received a SMS saying "hey are you there " from him. I knew this could not be a coincidence but I could not understand how could anyone see my blk or be that dedicated of a stalker, so I brushed my warning thoughts off and msged him as a friend, thinking maybe he might not be that weird, back then I could not explain why I felt jaded/compelled to text him, almost like I was under a spell. Talks over texts continued again for a week and he asked me accompany him on the next Tuesday night to KTPH to collect his MC, he was doing his army then. He simply said nobody was free and so I felt bad (cos my JC friend Roy had passed away right after army and he had wanted to meet me before he passed but I could not and I have always felt guilty) and accompanied him. On the bus ride after the hospital, he forcefully wet kissed my cheek, so much saliva and I wiped it off. I have never kissed anyone or have never been kissed by a guy, honestly I was scared and disgusted. He then tried to get closer to me, groped my chest. I kept struggling, pushing him away (he was too heavy, I am petite). I kept asking him, what are you doing, he repeated , nothing but continued to inappropriately touch me. I was so scared of him, thankfully the bustop came and he got off acting as if nothing happened. I thought I was overacting and thought maybe this was supposed to be normal amongst army guys, even though I was very uncomfortable, till now Idk why I still followed him like a spelled woman to Macs to make sure he had food and he forced me to finish his fries, and I took a cab home after that. I could not sleep the whole night, I felt so warm as if I was in Hell, kept feeling as if something was watching me very closely. I was so embarrassed that he molested me
and disgusted that I showered twice and did not tell my mom anything. The next night he called me, told me that he only saw me as a friend. My sister coughed in the background during the call, he asked who was it, I said sister, he said oh she is hot. I was really disgusted, blocked him on all platforms. The bullying then started, he used to stalk me outside my tutorial rooms at sch. Pass comments whenever I passed by the group near my blk. Oh, yes the whole group was from Hougang, no where close to my neighbourhood where I live btw. Things took a turn when my mom started seeing "someone who looks like me" at night in her room when I was already asleep in mine. Electronic items, like fridge, tv,... spoiled one after another on consecutive days weirdly. I started to see shadows while showering, hear man's deep breathing voice when asleep on the upper single bed bunk, see dents on my skin when I feel something pushing me awake. I started to isolate myself, neglect my well being, started to come home very late to avoid the bunch of guys who hung around the opposite blk void decks just to bully me. At one point I did not eat for three days straight, fainted in the MRT and was admitted to the hospital. I then reached out to Ragu, called and texted multiple times, no answer. I always used to feel something watching me and I could not sleep at home, felt so suffocated. I was so scared, as if my soul was trapped, can't explain my fear. I became suicidal,on Hari Raya eve I attempted su***de, ran up 11 storeys with a chair at 2a.m. my parents saw me leave the house, ran up and stopped me before my jump. I begged my mom to talk to the guys below, my parents refused. I had no choice, skipped my graduation, paid for my own rent and eventually stayed at my grandparents place( after a few years my mom decided to tell my aunt who suggested to stay at my grandparents place ). I even saw R under the rental blk, the night I shifted to the rental place and a few months after I moved to my grandparents place, at the void deck of the neighboring blk. I realised that he was a compulsive stalker. I became paranoid. My family friend had suggested to visit a Malay healer, at that time, I refused to believe that he did black magic but before we stepped into his house, the man told my parents that two guys did black magic on your daughter for her to lose her mind and kill herself. He suggested bunga mandi, I refused to follow his orders. After a few years I opened up to my colleague who asked me why do I look so tired all the time, cos I could not sleep at night due to disturbances no matter where I was and would go to work the next day with barely any sleep. She then suggested to visit a healer, strangely he said the same things as the Malay healer. I started to consider that these black magic things were real, I started seeking Chinese healers at temples, other Malay healers and even a Thai Ajarn. Strangely they all said the same thing, black magic done by two guys, one even described how they looked like which fit the description of A and R. The Thai Ajarn said they sent a ghost to observe me, bind their souls to mine, to disturb me whenever they asked it to. He also mentioned that they had sexual feelings for my sister who was already married waiting for her BTO while staying with my parents, which explained why whenever I felt very uneasy at home, and I had coincidentally checked her room to see if she was ok, she was always pleasuring herself. I felt that was really odd, knowing her. I confronted her privately, she got immediately angry and stopped talking to me, even cut off ties with me, just for the confrontations. I was so upset how could my sister forget all the good times we shared and burn the bridge, even my mom did not care to reconcile us. The Ajarn said the ghost will make her even lie cos it makes her want to "do it back" whenever Ragu asks for it meaning when he pleasures himself in another location I could not understand all of these, cos I was a celibate and I was just too heartbroken and disappointed with my sister for in a way cheating on my brother in law. I rmbr there was one night where my brother in law screamed quite loudly from their room at night "what are you doing!" it was the same " who are you to ask" from my sister when I had confronted her the last time, this time she said that to her husband. I kinda had a feeling that he knew she was odd too. After a while they left, R still brought his loud bike every time she came over just to do vroom vroom and suddenly my sister's voice would be high pitched when she was talking to my mom. I knew she kena "gong dao". The Thai Ajarn also confirmed it after I sent her details over. I had confirmed with other healers too. They said that she liked him. I honestly felt so bad for her one year old son. Till today, I still doubt if she actually slept w him irl. He was three years younger than my sister too. The whole uncomfortable acts continued for years until she left to her BTO. I used to frequent a temple for peace cos I felt so alone, without my parents support and never had a relationship to find the silver lining to any of my sister behaviour. One night at the temple, a mutual sec sch friend saw and told me after I shared to him about R, he said that he had taken underskirt videos of our English teacher back in sec 3 and 4. He had even taken inappropriate videos of women in public spaces but he was too scared to tell the teacher back then. Another poly friend of R also recognized me based on my photo on his phone and said that R had molested a minor, had sexual rs in his uni hall with someone almost 10 years younger than him, tried to get close with his friends girlfriends and had inappropriate videos in his devices (not sure if phone or laptop). Another Malay healer had also firmly told me that R and A carried jinns and co**se oil to lure women to be interested in them, to always try to get attention from people around them, and always control them and their emotions, they liked to be in complete control by asking the jinn to lock their soul or idk what that meant. Till today I am still trapped, even after making police reports on harassment and molestation, confronting R over a phone call and even getting a PPO in fear of my safety. The both guys still use their black magic to disturb me and still hang around my blk, but I cannot report the black magic disturbances to the police. The Thai Ajarn said, they will keep sending ghosts again every time you get help cos they tied their souls to mine and will know when someone tries to break that. I don't want to think that su***de will be the only way I can sleep in peace, I want to be grateful for my presence that God has given me. Please help me anyone, please do share any powerful bomohs contact you know to [email protected].
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