Back into the Light

10/12/2024

One day, I came across a message written on a building: "You will succeed". Usually, I encounter all sorts of meaningless messages, but this one was different, it was positive. It surprised and motivated me. It made me think that someone wrote that message hoping it would help someone someday. This is also my goal with these lines.

The message "You will succeed" was not written randomly. It is a loving encouragement to all of us, urging us to recognize our inner strength and limitless potential. You are a powerful being, capable of great things. We will undoubtedly succeed, because we all have something in common: kindness, joy, light - all manifestations of the love that animates our being. This is the strongest force of life and our true essence. Through this altruistic love, we can reach our potential and transform our lives.

I am glad to see that more and more of us are beginning to understand the true meaning of existence: to return to this love (I am not referring to romantic love, but to pure, unconditional love).

Although life can be challenging, we have an extraordinary set of tools at our disposal: willpower, confidence, intention, hope, faith, courage... and many more. However, it's important to remember that these tools are not just to help us face life's challenges, but also to help us achieve our goals and realize our dreams.

In this sense, I am beginning to outline a plan for 2025. I think I should include the following points:

1. To love and accept myself as I am.
2. To get closer to God and feel His presence more often.
3. To be more disciplined and consistent in this journey of self-discovery and enlightenment.
4. Identify what things or people are pulling me down and begin to find solutions, in extreme cases to gradually eliminate them from my life.
5. Discover what uplifts me vibrationally and which people inspire me, in order to spend more time with them.
6. Constantly develop my knowledge and skills.
7. Have more confidence in myself.
8. Practice mindfulness as much and as often as possible.
9. Reintroduce physical activity into my weekly routine, either by walking, running or going to the gym (healthy body, healthy mind 😊)

Even though I have set many goals, I am confident that it is possible to achieve them, as long as I eliminate most of the unnecessary activities that consume a lot of time.

I don't know how this year has been for you, it might have been difficult. However, we still have about three weeks until the end of the year, so it would be useful to write down a few intentions and goals for the next year.

To have better clarity and greater control over the mind, I have prepared a "program" that I have noted on a paper. Even though I am aware that I might not follow it daily, having it handy will allow me to return to it every time. I will try to dedicate almost daily 10 minutes to achieve one point from the program per day, not all at once. Thus, each day I will focus on a different aspect. Probably the simplest would be to wake up 10 minutes earlier.

Here is the program:

1. Blessing my own person, family, friends, earth, people who have wronged me.
2. Dialogue with God, improving the relationship with Him.
3. Positive, powerful affirmations, redefining beliefs that direct me towards limitlessness.
4. Connecting with life, with the present moment through the techniques posted so far.
5. Gratitude for what I have and for the special moments so far.
6. Prayer spoken freely and attentively (not read mechanically, to avoid losing concentration).
7. Keeping the mind “in loop” by repeating a short prayer (to regain control over the mind).

I noticed that time seems to accelerate, as if we live on “fast forward”. In this fast pace of life, it's essential to stop and really think about what we want. Planning and reflection are key to understanding our direction and desires. If you're unsure about what you want from life, take some time and ask yourself these questions: What do I really desire? What is my direction? What makes me happy? … and when you do it, take a pen and paper. Writing helps us clarify our thoughts and give them shape. These questions deserve concrete answers, not just fleeting ideas. They deserve answers that you can see, touch and revise as you evolve in your journey. This way you will be able to crystallize your desires and your direction in life.

There is an endless potential hidden within you... I am sure that YOU WILL SUCCEED!

21/10/2024

Pay Attention to Inattention

Part I: "THE PROBLEM"
Life exists ONLY in the present. The past and future are mental constructions, existing only in our thoughts. Even though we have memories of the past and anticipations for the future, these are not tangible and thus can be considered illusory. The only moment we truly live is the present.

In our conversations, we focus on other places, other times, memories or future plans. We consider this normal because it has become a normality. We discuss all kinds of things, but why not reserve a few minutes to live in the present, even in the company of friends, for example? I believe it is essential to remind ourselves that we are living now, to pay attention to the present and to return, even for a short time, to simplicity and peace, through reconnection with the present.

Often, our minds are used at a lower level, and our attention is distracted. Our deep thoughts can appear to transport us for a few moments into other dimensions, not literally of course, but at a deeper level of consciousness.

Too often, I have caught people absent-minded, staring "blankly", completely absorbed in another mental place. Sometimes, to detach them from that imaginary space and bring them back to reality, I wave my hand in front of their eyes, both jokingly and seriously, to attract their attention.

These "thoughts" can send us into an unfamiliar plane, where negative emotions such as sadness, regret, or disappointment caused by unfulfilled expectations and desires can be amplified. Some people become dissatisfied or even depressed, taking refuge in substance abuse. In extreme cases, they may resort to drastic measures, going even further in an attempt to escape their pain.

Certainly, there are higher dimensions as well, which resonate with the authentic nature of our selves and stem from unconditional love. I will not detail this aspect, because here everything "is fine". Usually, we get lost in neutral thoughts, neither positive nor negative. Sadly, these constitute the majority of thoughts generated by our minds, being unconstructive and filler, putting us on autopilot. This state predisposes us to making mistakes, whether small or large. It makes us, for example, forget details in discussions, not remember how we arrived at a certain place after driving for a while, or wonder if we locked the door when we left home, etc.. I will pay special attention to the lower dimensions, where the danger is greater. These dimensions can deceive us into believing they reflect the reality of our lives. The more we allow ourselves to be absorbed by these trap thoughts, the more we are controlled.

Everything starts because of an uncontrolled mind and lack of attention.
Especially in moments of solitude, when there are no other presences nearby, people often abandon themselves into a fictional world. They lose their connection with the present reality, being repeatedly transported into another mental universe.

This flight into the imaginary offers either a dark/pessimistic/negative vision, which lowers their vibrational level, OR a "rosier" vision of life. However, when confronted with reality, they notice a harsh contrast (the moment depression makes its appearance).

These people seem to have their attention anesthetized, losing contact with reality. This mental state can be likened to a portal to a harmful dimension that absorbs their energy, joy, clarity, motivation, hope, self-confidence, and faith.

Therefore, it is essential to remind ourselves to live in the present, to focus our attention on the immediate reality. Vigilance is crucial in this process, as it allows us to observe and interrupt the "click" that occurs when the mind begins to move us away from the present and towards fantasies. In this way, we can mitigate the negative effect of these illusions.

Part II: THE SOLUTION
When we are aware of reality, all these mental constructions collapse. By truly connecting with the present, in harmony with here and now, we find ourselves not only in a safe space but also in our only authentic refuge.

We need to train our attention to immediately become aware of the moment the illusion forms, before the inner turmoil begins. This process can be compared to how a fighter trains to react quickly to attacks. It requires time and practice.
At the beginning of their career, a fighter takes many hits and is vulnerable. In the same way, with our attention still unfocused, we will easily get caught in the illusions of time. But we will become faster and more efficient at detecting and dissolving these moments of illusion.

Below I present a combination of three exercises (which I like to call the ABCs, because they are very simple), inspired by "The Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle. These help us focus on our senses to connect more deeply with the present.

"The ABCs"

Step 1:

Become aware of the space surrounding you from where you are right now. Notice the free space around you, feel the presence of the air, without focusing your attention on objects. Defocus your gaze, as if you were measuring the distance between you and the objects in the room. Try this exercise now, for at least 30 seconds.

EFFECT: By observing the outer space, you create a connection with the inner space.

Step 2:

Pay attention to the sounds around you, maintaining the same vigilance you would have when you hear an unexpected noise at night. Listen carefully without labeling or describing the sounds, just meet them with awareness for at least 30 seconds.

EFFECT: By paying attention to the sounds outside, you create inner silence.

Step 3:

Be aware of your breath. Breathe calmly through your nose, filling your abdomen with air, deeply but without forcing yourself. Hold your breath for 3-4 seconds, then exhale slowly through your mouth, leaving a space of 3-4 seconds before inhaling again. Continue this conscious breathing for at least 30 seconds.

EFFECT: Through conscious breathing, you relax, feel your whole body, and delve deeper into the present moment.

Don't limit yourself to just reading these lines; put the steps mentioned above into practice. Allow yourself to experiment for a few minutes and notice how you feel.

By practicing the ABCs, you will be able to perform these three steps simultaneously, anywhere and anytime, instantly anchoring yourself in the present moment. Moreover, you will create an increasingly vast space between thoughts, to the point where you identify with this inner silence - a truly liberating moment.

11/10/2024

You are what you eat
A few years ago, at a party, as darkness fell, a scene profoundly marked me. In the dim light, the remains of a pig were cooking on a rotisserie, the flames underneath accentuating a grim image. Around the rotisserie, the atmosphere was festive, with music and good cheer. Watching this sad spectacle, I realized that for that pig, it was hell on earth, illuminated by the flickering flames. I decided never to eat meat again.

I do not wish to be misunderstood; that’s how I felt at the time, and I viewed everything from a new perspective. I do NOT judge anyone; everyone is free to live their life according to their own desires.
Initially, my intention was to compose this text and present it "as needed," to avoid repeating the same conversation when I am asked, "Why don’t you eat meat?" (in a more or less polite manner). However, I chose to make it public, not out of a desire to stand out or boast, but driven by the hope that it might inspire someone to take a step toward change, toward harmony.

I became aware of the suffering of animals. They have feelings, they think and feel. It is wrong to ignore this and enjoy the taste of meat. Animals feel the need for love, being similar to us. Meat is poison for the soul, and if you have decided to follow a spiritual path, you will conclude that you must give up its consumption.

Another reason I gave up meat, besides physical aspects such as toxin content and injected steroids… (God knows what other compromises are made for accelerated growth and profit maximization)… is the energy we consume along with the meat. Every being has information about its existence in its DNA, and animals contain information such as fur, beaks, scales, feathers, claws, hooves, and horns. We also swallow this information.

I noticed a connection between meat consumption and certain paranormal phenomena. At the moment of death, low energies and fear emotions are stored in the animal's body and are transmitted to the consumer. You cannot reach high frequencies as long as you do not respect life. By consuming meat, you take on the fear of the animal at the moment of death, which lowers our energetic vibration, thus allowing disharmonious beings to enter within us.
A priest who had fasted for a long time recounted an experience in which a parasitic entity was suffering and begging him to eat meat. After his refusal, the entity began to implore him to at least drink the juice in which the meat had been boiled… SUPER dubious, right? … no “red flag”?
Some do not accept the term of entities or energetic parasites. In my opinion, these are differently named in various cultures, but they refer to the same malevolent beings: "demons" in the Orthodox religion, "asura" in Vedic culture, "mara" in Buddhist texts, etc.

In some traditions, people are encouraged to abstain from meat consumption to better resist temptations!
If the raw material has low vibration, what energy do you think we generate from it?

There is a deep connection between the suffering of animals and negative events in the world, such as disasters and conflicts. Billions of animals are sacrificed daily, and the negative energy generated by these sacrifices causes various dramas. A karma is created that must be paid. We ask, “God, why do you allow so much evil?” when people die in earthquakes or wars, but we do not realize how many horrors are happening in farms and slaughterhouses, day and night. Until we mature spiritually and become aware and responsible, we will experience the same “joys.”

I am aware that plants and trees also feel. Fruits and vegetables are alive, they have consciousness, at least they fall naturally and their consumption does not destroy the plant or the tree.
I have noticed that some people rebel when they find out that I do not consume meat; they become insistent or even upset. I think this is due to the mental programs installed by the “gods” of this matrix, meant to hinder our spiritual ascent. These programs keep us prisoners in the lower dimensions of a distorted reality, which, out of naivety or ignorance, we call reality.

Many ridicule vegetarians, which represents a form of disrespect and lack of love. I have also encountered many “bonus” sneers... probably the influence of the same entity that tries to continue to parasitize the priest from the above story. If people truly knew who is sneering through them, they would tremble.

My belief is that Jesus Christ referred to all living beings when he said, “love your neighbor.” I hope no one comes with arguments related to the Easter lamb, as the sacrifice of the lamb symbolizes the killing of faith, of the kind-hearted man, of love; it is a lie, a deception, another victory of the “enemy.”

Currently, I am vegetarian, and when I am ready (in the near future), I will take the next step towards veganism. In the past, tens, hundreds, or thousands of years ago, perhaps we had no choice, but now we have a variety of products available at any store. A simple Google search provides you with hundreds of recipes, ideas, and solutions.

Canibalism is considered a taboo, an unacceptable act. However, why do we not have the same attitude toward animal meat? The consumption of meat, regardless of its type, should be viewed with the same seriousness and considered a taboo. If you love a dog or a cat, or if you like animals in general, why consume certain breeds and lovingly pet others? (love one – love all).

Some say they have “no energy” if they do not eat meat. I felt that too until I realized it was another mental program. After a few years without meat, I have the same strength; sometimes, I have to pull or push a quite large (Honda Transalp) and heavy (215 kg) motorcycle, and I manage, even uphill.

The sun initiates the food chain, feeding plants that are later consumed by herbivorous animals. These, in turn, become food for carnivores. The consumption of the first forbidden fruit, marked the moment we distanced ourselves from our true essence: light. Once we distanced ourselves from this connection, we triggered a process of degradation. It is essential to make our way back regarding the accumulation of energy.

Choosing to avoid meat consumption is not a judgment on those who consume it. It is a personal decision, fueled by empathy for living beings and my spiritual beliefs. I no longer wish to be indirectly involved in the killing of an animal.
I fully admire and respect those who have already taken the step towards veganism or raw veganism... not to mention those who feed on the sunlight.

I'm not trying to corrupt anyone, but I offer another point of view that can be considered. Take from this opinion only what you consider beneficial and healthy. If you find nothing useful, I apologize for the wasted time.

In the end, if you cannot refrain from consuming meat, I urge you to at least reduce your consumption, to bless every meal, and to express gratitude for the soul sacrificed to sustain your life.

This is just my perspective - I may be right, or I may be wrong. But after all, what could I know? I am just a poor herb eater... 😁

04/10/2024

Detox your soul: clear out the inner garbage

Perhaps in your country, waste management modernized quickly, but in Romania of the '90s, things were a bit different. I remember how, 20-25 years ago, I would "walk" with a bucket of garbage in my hand, slightly dirty and full of experience, to the main collection dumpster located at the corner of the street. It was a common practice, but more ecological. I would rinse the bucket and use it again, I didn't use plastic bags because they weren't available on the market at that time... probably only those born before the '90s will remember as waste management started to modernize here too.

Just as times change on Earth, so do they at a universal level. We are approaching a unique period, a "golden era" of spiritual ascension, where a "sifting" based on spiritual evolution will take place and it is absolutely necessary to do a general cleaning. In the near future, if you do not comply with the new regulations and energetically pollute with your thoughts and feelings, you will pay "stinging" fines.

This text focuses on the idea of "inner garbage" (unforgiveness, grudge, envy, jealousy, greed, selfishness, perversion, lack of respect and love, etc.). Just as “in the good old days” we would rinse the bucket to prevent the unpleasant smell in the house, we should also clean our soul for a healthier life and a more pleasant life. Constantly carrying this "inner garbage" not only influences our thoughts, behavior, and reactions, but also draws us into the circle of people who resonate at the same frequency (with the same smell 😊). This can bring an unpleasant life, where we feel weighed down by the weight of the "bags of dirt" we carry inside and in our aura.

It's funny how we put effort and time into cleaning the house before receiving visits from friends or relatives. Even after everything is impeccable, we say that "it's a bit messy here", even though we've been struggling all day long.
But why wouldn't we put the same effort into cleaning inside ourselves,inviting and allowing beings of light to enter our inner home, bringing us peace and joy? Don't tell me you don't know how to do this, because I don't believe you.
Here is a "kind reminder" of what you should do and what you should eliminate:

List of actions for inner cleaning:

Practice fasting, virtues, prayer, and meditation. Restrain yourself a little, respect sacred things, practice gratitude.Respect yourself, eat healthily, think healthily, and set your intention to love and accept yourself, also forgiveness frees you from a lot of "garbage".

List of things to eliminate (or at least reduce):

Negative thoughts, po*******hy, meat consumption, lies, vices (greed, pride, praise, envy, etc.), excessive small talk (talking a lot, stupidly, and pointlessly), too many jokes, overeating, smoking, alcohol, continuous and meaningless thinking, living in the past, gossip, excessive s*x, excessive use of Netflix / Prime / HBO, Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, waste (in all respects).

As a "bonus", I will share a few short stories on the same topic:

1. During a meditation I did a long time ago, I had an interesting experience. Standing in non-action and being attentive, after I had calmed my mind, I suddenly smelled a very bad smell. I know, probably a few jokes came to your mind but no... they weren't flatulence and I wasn't at odds with the shower gel.I believe that, upon reaching this high vibration, my consciousness released a substantial amount of negative energy - patterns, programs, traumas, limiting beliefs, false identifications (and who knows what other crazy stuff) from my energy field.

2. In another experience, I did something that "dirtied" my interior back. I prefer not to go into details, how I “committed it”, I only reveal that, although I did not see, I felt very clearly how a being moved away from me, saddened, because of my decision. Although I did not hear, it left me a feeling and a clear message: "I'm sorry, I love you, but I can no longer live in you." Of course, I was very sorry, I lost a long period of time that simple peace and joy, because I only spent my time with "bodily pleasures". I hardly reached a balance between body and soul. I drew the simple conclusion: the more the balance tilts towards the heavenly, the happier you are.

3. In “The Tolls to Heaven”, I read the story of a believer who, while ascending the heavens, noticed that certain entities that caused immense fear, having disharmonious forms, approached and identified sins by smell.

4. I read in a book: a man who had communicated with high vibration entities reported that in the end, they told him that they could no longer resist much because he smelled very bad. Even though he was careful with personal hygiene, he still smelled of greed, perversion, traces of envy, etc. from the inside. We have not yet reached the level to smell them.

5. A friend told me how, on a pilgrimage, after he prayed at several relics, in the car in which he was returning with his family there was an extraordinarily pleasant smell. They asked each other where it could be from, no one had perfumed, but the smell was there. After a while, the inattentive driver hit a rather large hole, of course, he cursed and the beautiful smell immediately disappeared.

In conclusion, I would like to send you a message:

Reading and becoming aware of these things are not enough if you do not put them into practice. It's like you know well that you lose weight if you walk every evening for a few months, but you don't leave the house, or that you tone up if you frequent the gym for a few months, but you don't start to workout... If you don't apply what you know, nothing will change. You will only have a new perspective on things.
Start today to take small steps towards self-discipline.

02/10/2024

01/10/2024

Attention!
This image wasn't posted with the intention of scaring anyone. I don't know the author, but the idea, although simple, is profound. Analyze and understand the essential truth it conveys: when you believe you're thinking, in fact, you're listening. Once we realize this, negative thoughts and entities, which pretend to be our reactions, become silent.

It's similar to the moment when we discover that a person we trusted is actually manipulating us, with no chance of deceiving us any longer. But in this context, the "deceiver" is within us. It's an energy parasite, an entity that disguises its voice in our thoughts, trying to convince us that its ideas are actually the products of our mind. These influences often manifest as vices, gossip, uncontrolled desires, and unrealistic expectations. Once we uncover this manipulation process, we realize we're not the ones thinking, but merely listening, thereby becoming immune to deception.

If we understand the profound message of this image, we become more conscious of our non-acceptance of the present moment. The main goal of these entities is to keep us disconnected from the present, from life. By observing ourselves as spectators in these moments, tension transforms into peace, and our vital energy is no longer wasted.

I had a conversation with someone who told me that during moments of prayer or when reaching the "ZEN" state (that harmonious state of peace and joy), they would hear strange noises in the house and get scared. I laughed because I sometimes experience the same, so I told them: better to hear sounds in the house than to keep them inside you.

Many people don't believe it, but these entities manifest and control us, even through other people. If you truly understand what's happening and don't judge the host, but realize that they've succumbed out of ignorance or weakness, becoming a puppet of these entities, then you keep your calm and don't let your vibration drop. In this way, the darkness won't last long in the light of your awakened consciousness.

Through careful observation and awareness, on a subtle level, you can awaken the dormant being of the parasitized human. They realize they're corrupted, and at that moment either they will calm down, or they will distance themselves (if they're completely identified with that entity).

Entities can't resist in the light of the awakened consciousness.

15/09/2024

Not long ago, one evening, I spent some time with a friend and at one point, our conversation took an unpleasant turn. He started to get irritated, remembering a female colleague at work who constantly provoked him, driving him crazy. He started to get more and more upset, so I decided to intervene.
I interrupted him and asked, "Do you see that lady here?"
I actually urged him to look left and right to make sure (thus extracting him from the movie he was reliving from the past and bringing him back to the present).
Confused, he did as I asked and, of course, he didn't see her. "No, she's not here," he replied.
"Then, she is only in your mind," I said. "She haunts you even when you should be relaxing." He quickly realized he was living in the past and managed to free his mind from this obsession, thus finding a moment of inner peace.
In all my posts, I have constantly emphasized the importance of vigilance - of observing / monitoring our inner selves (thoughts and emotions), thus having the power to dissolve them through simple awareness. If we are "asleep" (inattentive) we allow these thoughts to circulate within us, we give them energy, causing the situation to repeat itself (they first appear in the mental plane, then, as co-creators, we subsequently manifest them in the physical plane).
There are two ways to approach these situations:
1. Either you take control and direct that thought towards harmony, transforming the negative interaction in the mind and negative emotions into a "happy-end".
2. Or you become aware of what is happening and dissipate that thought, becoming present and dissolving the "illusion" that cannot exist in the present, because physically it is not happening here and now.
Although I have been told many times that my posts are too long, stubbornly I remind you of two stories that perfectly illustrate the situation described above:
* In one of his books, Eckhart Tolle describes how two ducks meet on a lake, each coming from opposite directions. As soon as they get too close to each other, they start a fight for territory. After a few moments, the conflict ends, they detach from each other and start to swim calmly again, seeming completely indifferent, as if nothing had happened, without resentment or unpleasant memories.
Eckhart Tolle suggests that, like ducks, people can learn to leave conflicts behind, to free themselves from negative energy and to return to their natural state of balance and peace.
* Another story where the past is left behind:
One day, two monks were sent on a mission by their monastery. Travelling, at one point, they came to a large and deep puddle. On the shore, a beautiful young woman stood helpless. She was dressed in fine clothes and could not cross the puddle without ruining her outfit.
The older monk, without a second thought, offered his help, lifting the woman in his arms and carrying her across the puddle. After placing her on the other bank, the two monks continued their journey in silence.
The young monk was visibly disturbed, but said nothing until, after a few hours, he could no longer keep silent and burst out: "My brother, we know we are not allowed to touch a woman. How could you break our strict rules and carry that woman in your arms?"
The older monk replied very calmly: "I left her on the other bank of the puddle a long time ago... are you still holding her in your arms?"
I hope these spiritual teachings remind you of the importance of letting go of the past and living in the present. Be careful not to let a previous action overshadow the present.