30/03/2020
You havent felt real torture if u havent spent a day of being me...
The moment I wake up from a happy dream
Is the moment i wake up to reality
Reality thats pure torment and agony
That every step you take will come to a hideous tragedy
Unappeling,unwanted, monstrous are the words they use to mock me
Words that can make anyone end their life with a blade
And even try ending their life with a wild flame
Dying isnt the answer
Is what they say
How could they say it?
When they never felt it
How your blood flows freely in your outer skin
The sharp blade pearcing through your veins
The red liquid flowing out
Not because you're depress
Becase you want to express
Express you're hatred
Not to someone
To yourself...