23/06/2024
Random Midnight 🥸 Thought
Background dati nakong nagseserve and nag stop ako due to work hs and college but nag stop ako nun kinaen nako ng real life. Usual
Work, Stress, problems and etc.
So nag start ako dito around november triny ko lng dahil may nag invite na close friend ko sakin.
Nun una parang ayoko kasi nga sa tagal kong nawala and sa dami kong na experience sa buhay dumating nako sa point na pwde mona ko matawag na atheist.
sabi ok naman dito and all out of curiosity kumbaga di pako nag cocommit.
nag eenjoy din ako mag stroll kasi ung dadaanan mo mountain view na walang traffic and all so nature tambay din along the way.
Fast Forward around Feb and madame tlga akong dinadala specially depression Worldy problems pressure failures and stuff.
wala ako makapitan sabi ko try ko ulet wala naman mawawala. May vision din akong na receive sabi ko baka pinapabalik nako.
So umaatend ako weekly and i can remeber pinaka una kong natutunan dito na if hindi mona kaya maybe need mo na i share yung load.
Psalm 55:22
Cast your burden upon the Lord and He will sustain you;
He will never allow the righteous to be shaken
That hit me i always hide it or keep problems to myself and katulad ng container aapaw at aapaw ka to the point na dimo na alam gagawin.
Turning point to for me to stay dahil madame kang mapupulot na aral sa bible and detailed mag explain ung pastors.
Introvert ako and sa tagal kong nawala sa pag seservice and hindi naman talaga naglalabas unless kailangan talaga so nightmare ko talaga ung mga social chuchu.
As part of my self improvement triny ko sumali sa group nila.
And i felt welcomed here, first time ko maka encounter ng ganito ka welcome na community from the pastor to elders to mga kapwa mo nag seservice is approachable.
madame akong nakikilang new people here and in a way sakin na nga madalas ung problema kasi i dont know how to respond and yung serious face at unwelcoming aura ko also doesn’t help at all 🥸
Bilang lang sa daliri ko ung mga taong i can be myself kasi nga introvert ako.
😂may mga babati at kakausap sayo na hindi mo kilala and sobrang warm nila lol everything is new to me.
Makikita mo yung mga tao dito nag eenjoy and masaya
nostalgic kasi maalala mo nun mga kabataan mo ganito ka full of energy and masaya lang.
Siguro if katulad moko na feeling mo hindi ka nag fifit sa current society and tingen mo kahit nasayo na lahat or sobrang nasa ilalim ka ngaun feeling mo
“a part of you is missing” Baka eto yung missing piece mo.
A Relationship with God and a community that will help and guide you to be a better person.
I use this page for maximum visibility because sa dami ng mga nangyayari ngaun alam ko maraming nag woworry i hope this story helps you find comfort❤️
