18/01/2024
No more sobrang bait and lahat pinalalampas. βπΌ
I'm done.
especially to ungrateful people.
yung gawan mo ng maganda, effort ka to try to understand and love them pero nagagawa ka pang tarantaduhin pag wala ka o nakatalikod ka.
makita mo o hindi, may ebidensya ka o wala, ramdam mo yan. lalo sa mga taong katulad ko na malakas ang radar, and can read people's behavior and patterns..
most of the times i do analyze myself, my actions, my heart.
and sometimes, I hate myself because I care too much, I do things too much, I always wish happiness for someone especially those whom I care about.
but to see these people could try to return bad things and think of bad things about you makes your heart hurt so much too..
β cause we love so much.
and one day I just realized and told myself,
"enough" just enough.
saying to myself to just reciprocate the same energy and effort people give, may it be family or friends or connected to my loved ones or my current life.
Ungrateful people will only consume you. π
Yung mga walang respeto sa boundaries, and mga laging big deal ang mga simpleng bagay, o laging may sinisilip sa mga galaw nyo, napakahirap mahalin at pakisamahan.
if you notice I'm being distant with you and just effortless, alam nyo na kung bakit.
I'm not pertaining to a somebody, but to certain peeps that obviously are ungrateful, and unappreciative around us. and to the future people that may wanna try to test my patience, try me. π