30/04/2024
Heyy,How are you? I said to my friends
"I'm ok."He said and smile while starring at me
That's good but I see she is lying at me.Oo napangiti I know she's not ok,but I'm not the one who take them happy.Kaya mas Lalo nalungkot at naalala ang Araw na nag confess siya sa classmate namin si Allen and she rejected,nandon Ako pero mas pinilit Kong nanahimik,I feel it's hard to her pero mas masakit sa akin na Ako ang nandito but she's not see me,Hindi Niya Ako kayang piliin.Oo masakit sa akin dahil mahal ko siya but she chose a man that she love over the year past and she's here besides me starring here only man with his girlfriend.
I try to comfort her but..
Alam Marami Akong Tanong sa Sarili ko Seb,bakit hinahabol ko parin siya,bakit over the years past nandito parin Ako nakatingin sa kanya?Oo nagpapansin Ako but Hindi paren Niya Ako mapansin o although makilala manlang, Dumating pa sa point na umamin Ako sa kanya pero may mahalagang babae na siyang minamahal and she's our best friend Rhea."She said while wiping her tears
I'll Smile to her... You're worth to love Elaine but you're blind that you don't see me."I said to her with emotions
I know but I refuse not to say,Hindi ko kayang turuan Ang puso ko.Oo mabuti you are the man that other girl wish but Hindi ko kayang ibigay Sayo ang pagmamahal na higit pa sa kaibigan.Im contented na kaibigan kita Seb na lagi Kang nanjan for me na you understand my feeling is.Biktima siguro Tayo na maling pag-ibig.Alam napag isip isip Kong lumayo,I want to move on from this and start a new life sa ibang Lugar.Im here para magpa alam Sayo in person,Huwag Kang mag alala I'm still contacted.Nandito Rin Ako para Makita Sila, Rhea and Allen is happy.
"I understand na gusto mo ng lumayo sa kabila ng mga nangyari."I said while glancing at her habang nakatingin paren kina Allen at Rhea na masayang nakaupo sa bench...
Thanks Seb...
Alam Kong kahit lumayo pa siya,Mahal ko paren siya but I'll respect her decision she wants to move on.
