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12/05/2026

Still can’t believe na napull off mo ‘tong suprise na ‘to! Sumakses ka ba naman 👏👏👏❤️❤️

Thank you so much my loves Xienno for making me feel seen, supported & deeply loved. Thank you for always believing in me and my dreams!

Honestly… akala ko talaga I would just let my birthday pass this year.No celebration.No planning.No excitement.After my ...
10/05/2026

Honestly… akala ko talaga I would just let my birthday pass this year.

No celebration.
No planning.
No excitement.

After my soul dog (Prosper) passed, everything started feeling different.

May mga random moments pa rin na bigla akong maiiyak,

Sometimes while working, eating, watching videos, or even during quiet moments at night.

Ang hirap i-explain kasi grief doesn’t really ask permission… bigla na lang siyang dumarating.

So nung palapit na birthday ko, hindi ko talaga alam
anong mafifeel ko.

sabi ko “maybe I’ll just let the day pass.

But little by little, God started reminding me of something I kept forgetting because of the pain…

That even after loss, life is still worth celebrating.

Not because everything suddenly became okay.
Not because I fully understand why things happened the way they did.

He made me realize that I still have so much to be grateful for.

And habang nakangiti ako… there were quiet moments na naaalala ko si Prosper.

Prosper taught me so much about love.
He gave me so much love, so much warmth, and so many beautiful memories na hanggang ngayon dala-dala ko pa rin.

And honestly… maybe that love is enough for me to keep going.

Enough for me to continue living.
To continue smiling.
To continue appreciating life despite everything.

I hope my soul dog is smiling in heaven, seeing me continue life habang dala ko lahat ng love na iniwan niya sa’kin. 🌻

And I hope he’s proud of me too.

honestly… I think Prosper would want me to continue living like this.

So this birthday became more than just a celebration for me.

It became a reminder that even through heartbreak, God can still give you moments that feel light again.

And maybe that is enough for now.


07/05/2026

10/10 sa tibay! 😍 may pa smile pa sa dulo!
Thank you so much Kenna!

Thank you Christina Oco Famtastin Fam ❤️

06/05/2026

I carry love, I carry lessons,
and I celebrate both. ❤️ Happy Birthday, self!

05/05/2026

Birthday celeb o performance task?

📍El Tranquilo

𝐈 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧. (𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙁𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙!)I was on my way to our photobooth event(eto yung mga events na bi...
03/05/2026

𝐈 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧. (𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙁𝙪𝙧𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙!)

I was on my way to our photobooth event
(eto yung mga events na bigla nalang nagdatingan while Prosper is battling with his condition, na para bang alam niyang medyo malaki na ang medical bills niya)

And honestly… before all of this, napag-usapan na namin ni Lovelove, na since Prosper’s condition needs close monitoring, hindi na ako sasama sa mga events.. (para mabantayan siya)

Pero… life had a different plan.

So habang nasa sasakyan ako,
I found myself talking to Prosper in my head.

Like…
“Okay ka na kaya ngayon”
“Naka cross over ka na kaya?”
“Happy ka na ba?”
“Hindi ka na in pain?”

Sabi ko Lord, I am open to receiving signs..

Nothing big.
I even said… kahit paw print lang.

Something clear.
Something I won’t question.

But nothing showed up.

Instead, I looked up
and saw a cloud that kind of looked like a poodle.

natuwa naman ako since it’s a dog..

I even took a photo, just in case.

Pero pag check ko
wala. Since umaandar ang sasakyan naging random clouds lang siya sa panangin ko yung picture.

So I told myself, “okay… maybe that’s not it.”

Then pag-uwi ko, habang naka upo sa office chair ko, sabi ko check ko nga yung clouds kanina kung nagpakita ka Prosper..

I checked the photo again.

I looked closely..

And that’s when everything paused.

Because suddenly… it didn’t look random anymore.

parang chowchow shaped cloud. It looked like Prosper.

Yung way niya when he’s lying down…
even that familiar shape ng katawan niya when he walks away.

And I just sat there, staring.

Hindi ko alam how to explain it.

Was it a sign from God? Giving me assurance na..

“Anak, nothing to worry about, okay na siya, masigla na ulit at makulit”

Or was it just me…
trying to find him everywhere?

And maybe… that’s the real part of it.

Not everything needs to be proven.

Because what I felt in that moment?
It was real.

Na ease niya somehow ang pagka miss ko sa batang yun..
That feeling na parang… Prosper is still around somehow.

watching me from above.. so It may or may not be a sign,

But I do know this:

I miss him.
I still talk to him.
And in the most unexpected moments…
I still see pieces of Prosper.

And maybe… that’s what love looks like now.

Not gone.

𝗝𝘂𝘀𝘁… 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀.

To our first furbaby, now an angel… 🐾🤍It took me almost 12 days to post this…I was still trying to process everything th...
25/04/2026

To our first furbaby, now an angel… 🐾🤍

It took me almost 12 days to post this…
I was still trying to process everything that happened, and truthfully, I still am.

Prosper, your paw prints will be with us forever.
Not just in memories, but in the quiet moments, in our routines, in the spaces you once filled so easily.

Losing you changed something in me.

I miss you every single day.
And I know I always will.

But even through the pain, one thing remains constant
my love for you. Thank you for the 10 beautiful solid years with you!

You will always be our baby boy, Prosper🤍

Till we play & cuddle again!

Thank you, Bicol Paws Cremation and Funeral Services for your kindness and support for assisting us, and for the urn, paw print, and memorabilia that help us keep Prosper close to our hearts.

10 years…10 amazing years with you. (though bitin padin) 🥹You’ve seen us through everything. The ups, the downs, the qui...
20/04/2026

10 years…
10 amazing years with you. (though bitin padin) 🥹

You’ve seen us through everything.
The ups, the downs, the quiet days, and the milestones we once only dreamed of.

And somehow, it feels like you understood it all.
Every time we celebrated something, every time we shared our wins… you were there.

kasama ka talaga sa bawat “we made it.”

kasi actually, ikaw ang taga push samin.. you gave us reasons time after time..

(Ikaw ang unang may alam ng lahat ng plano, dreams, you’ve known us more than anyone in this world)

Maybe that was your mission for us, for our family.
To stay, to love, to witness, to be part of our journey…

to help us evolve.. and mas maging better versions of ourselves, until we got here.

And maybe… just maybe… that’s why God called you home already.

It hurts.. ( a kind of pain not everyone will understand)

But at the same time, I know you lived those 10 years filled with love.

You fought, my brave boy & we fought with you. 🥹

Ang dami nating magagandang memories sa 10 years, and that’s why it hurts so much.. until now.. 🥹 and I don’t think mawawala ang pain, instead we’ll just get used to it..

Thank you for staying with us through everything.
Thank you for the love that never asked for anything in return.

Thank you for being our sunshine.
For choosing joy, even when it was hard.
For loving us in the purest way. 🥹

Run free my loves! 💛 Magplay ka sa heaven ng bongga.

17/04/2026

This hurts more than I can explain… but I’d choose you every time. 🥹

14/04/2026

Meet my babies, Prosper, Happy & Champi! 💛

13/01/2026

Happy birthday to our baby!

Through building dreams
and everyday WFH life,
he stayed. 🎊

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