Jhelai Alilio

20/09/2023

Having fun on our day off w/ & ate Cha 😍😍😍

19/09/2023

Done Working for the day. 😊😊😊

18/09/2023

Good evening 😊

14/09/2023

I'm back to the place where you're boss let you commit mistakes to learn.
To the place where I start to work.
It's like one of the places I can return to.
Back at one ☺️

12/09/2023

Relax at Blue Ribbon Dive Resort.

12/09/2023

Freshly made hawaiian pizza 😋

24/05/2023

There were times that I contemplate myself to what if. What if people judge me in my grammar? What If I spelled it wrong? What if people misunderstood my intensions? What If people judge me in my comprehension? There is a lot of what if's. But you know what, I'll do this anyway. It's ok to make mistakes, I'm a human being. And even a machine, computers or other technologies malfunctions. They have system errors from virus, overheat and over use too. In my opinion "There is nothing in this world that is perfect". And If I continue to doubt myself now, then I feel like I will have my regrets of not trying.

23/05/2023

I always let my past hunt me, while being afraid of the days to come. Not living in the present that is the gift of life. Are you like me? A person who starts something like writing but very critical and afraid to commit mistakes. A person who is afraid to be judged by others not knowing that I, myself is my greatest wall to conquer. Being too hard on myself like beating myself to pulp. Inhaling negativity like oxygen running to my system. Believing that I can never dream high. Comparing myself to others not knowing that they have a different path to walk. Not knowing that I just have to slowly open my shell, crawl out, stand up and make my baby steps. It is hard, but I need that to change.
After this first step I learn from reading and watching in social media, books and vlogs that we should not be impatient of our growth. What is important is that from this day I need to be consistent. I may not see a visible results in days, months or years but we should just trust the process.
Right now I don't put pressure in myself as I was writing this. I let myself pause a while and do some errands. Unlike before, I rush things and all my ideas go chaos inside my head. In the past I write one sentence then blank. I don't know which directions to go from there. That was the time I panic and sabotage myself for being useless.

22/05/2023

ME that wants to change is my first step to move on in my stagnant life as Roy T. Bennett said, “It’s only after you’ve stepped outside your comfort zone that you begin to change, grow, and transform”. In my 31 years of just living and breathing while suffocating in this cage that I made for myself. I always want someone to change me and break me free from this cycle. Not knowing that I am the only one who can make this decision for myself. Being afraid of facing the reality and living in fictions that I read in books. Dreaming that I am the He**in that needs salvation from the Hero with the face I don't know.

16/04/2023

When food is life 😅

30/03/2023

Kinilig ako sa filter na ito nakakafresh 😍😍😍

14/02/2023

Celebrating my 2nd year on Facebook. Thank you for your continuing support. I could never have made it without you. 🙏🤗🎉

10/02/2023

Rise up early this morning and im in the mood to take this photos around my house.

08/01/2023

First event this year.
Proxy for my brother who can't attend the christening of his friend's child.
#2023

04/08/2022

Reminiscing the past that I took for granted ,
Living the present that I choose to be,
Walking slow to the future that I hope to see.

03/08/2022

25/07/2022

Its been a while

13/05/2022

I can do both 😘

28/10/2021

05/08/2021

29/05/2021

16/05/2021

I Love You 😘😘😘

14/05/2021

done watching in YouTube im obsessed 😊

14/05/2021

Batang Yung kailangan mo sumayaw for grades 😏😎🤗 90s.

12/05/2021

11/05/2021

11/05/2021

01/05/2021