29/06/2025
Iāve been through this kind of pain more times than I shouldāveā¦
Last year broke me in ways Iām still healing from when my kidsā father used his platforms against me, and I was receiving threats to my life and safety.
And now⦠itās happening again.
Different faces. Same weight.
Itās nothing new to me, but that doesnāt mean it hurts any less.
Every time it happens, it reopens wounds Iāve fought hard to close.
It sends my nervous system into complete overload.
Shaking hands. Sleepless nights. A body stuck in survival mode.
But still⦠Iām here.
Still standing.
Still strong enough to feel it all and not let it destroy me.
Because if this had happened to someone who didnāt know how to hold this kind of pain ā I donāt know if theyād make it through.
And I need to make this clear ā my posts are not to attack anyone.
Theyāre not about drama or pointing fingers.
I know these influencers are not responsible for the actions of their followers.
But this is about awareness.
Because this is what online hate can lead to ā not just stress, but full-blown nervous system breakdowns.
And thatās a reality too many people stay silent about.
To everyone whoās reached out, checked in, or just held space for me ā thank you.
Your love has meant more than you know. š¤š«¶š¾