03/10/2020
You r***d me..You left me naked;my va**na tore and my ni***es bruised.. I was a 14 yr old who didn’t even know what s*x is..And yet you had the heart to brutally force yourself into me..
I screamed and screamed because it hurt so much.. I begged you to let me go but still all my screams did to you is turn you on.. You had my hands held so tight that I couldn’t feel my hands anymore.. You kept on forcing yourself into me so hard that I couldn’t feel my legs anymore... So traumatized that I couldn’t keep my thoughts clear; actually so traumatized that no thought occurred to me anymore and all I could feel was emptiness..
It felt like I had just fallen into a dark void and I had to live all of my darkest nightmares at once..All I wanted was to wake up from this awful dream..I wanted to hug my mom and be my dad’s little princess..But you didn’t let me go; you were scared that you would be exposed.. You came to me and strangled me until I finally gave up my last breath..
Afterlife,yes it happened to me.. I saw my parents collect my dead body.. I saw them cry their heart out.. I saw hundreds of people sharing my story and fighting for justice.. And i have seen officers closing my case without finding the culprit..I have seen it all.. But what comes most shocking to me is how that demon who killed me could still smile and live a normal life like nothing happened; no sign of guilt at all.. He knows what he has done and one day he will realize that i have been watching him all along..My soul demands his apology and i will only be at peace when that happens..
